Chapter 45: Repentance

I can't remember how many times I've turned around. Gao Xianzhi was on horseback, and as the army marched, there was still a cold silence on his face.

Tomorrow will be the day of her wedding. She wants to set off from the divine capital and go to Tibet. From now on, the mountains are high and the roads are far away, and in his life, he may no longer see the woman he once thought he would marry home. He has been in his heart for many years, and the girl who originally thought he would join hands with the white-headed girl left his life little by little. And the last time they saw each other was actually the break in the Zhenguo Princess's Mansion, every time he thought of this, Gao Xianzhi's heart couldn't help but constrict, and the throbbing pain almost suffocated him.

"General, are you feeling unwell?" Gao An, the deputy general who rode a horse and followed him, was also born in a high house, and he knew his own young general since he was a child, and he had a very good relationship. Therefore, although Gao Xianzhi looked the same as usual from beginning to end, just with that cold face, Gao An could feel that this person's breath was wrong, and he seemed to have an inexplicable uneasiness: "The face seems to be a little bad, do you want the general to let the big army rest in place first?" ”

This incident in Shattered Leaf City is not big, but with their Gao family's army, the problem is not big. The speed of the march and the time it takes are counted, and if this journey is delayed, it will be enough to rush back the next one. It's the main commander of their trip, which can't go wrong no matter what, and he has to pay attention to it anyway.

"I ...... All right. Subconsciously covered his heart, Gao Xianzhi secretly took a few breaths, but his face was still nonchalant: "It's not far from God, what are you resting." Keep picking up the pace and find a place to camp before dark. ”

"Yes, the last will obey." Respectfully, Gao An gave the order himself, and at the same time, he couldn't help but glance at Gao Xianzhi several times in private, and he had a vague point in his heart.

After setting up camp in the evening, Gao An finished explaining all the matters below, and was thinking about going to inspect again, but he didn't expect to turn his head and see Gao Xianzhi sitting alone by the campfire. It was still the same as in the daytime, but when he was in a daze, his expression was more hollow, and he felt that it was a shadow swaying with the firelight sitting there, not a living person.

"This is even more exposed, why hasn't the general returned to the camp tent to rest?" Shocked and slightly hesitant at the same time, Gao An thought about it, and finally walked over, and tried his best to make his tone sound peaceful: "It's okay to leave the matter of patrolling the camp to the last general, and you have to continue to rush tomorrow morning, why don't you settle it early?" ”

After all, he is from Gao Fuzhong, and he still knows something about Gao Xianzhi and Taoyao County Lord. Originally, when the news of the confirmation with the princess came out a few days ago, he was still sweating for his young general, worried that he would collapse. But when Gao Xianzhi appeared in the barracks with a normal face and led the soldiers to practice as always, he thought that he was making a big fuss, so he didn't think about it in this direction anymore. However, today, the farther away from the divine capital, the more complicated the young general's eyes became, and the more obvious it was that divine thought did not belong. Only then did he understand that it was not that Gao Xianzhi didn't care and let go, but that he had always been obsessed with it, and he just forced himself not to think about it. If you want to cover it up, this is really not something that the man he has known since childhood would do.

"I'll sit down a little longer and then I'll go back." Gao Xianzhi looked at the orange-red flame in front of him, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but he obviously listened to Gao An's words: "If you want to rest, go first, and leave the inspection to me." "He's definitely not going to be able to sleep anyway, so it's a good distraction to make a few more rounds.

Silently letting out a sigh, Gao An sat beside him, and said in a deep tone: "Childe, since you still can't let go of the little county lord, why do you take the initiative to ask Ying to take over the matter of Broken Leaf City?" Because he was talking about private matters, he used a title that he had only used many years ago, so that Gao Xianzhi immediately turned his head and glanced at him: "What did you say?" ”

"I mean, since His Majesty the Emperor doesn't have a fixed candidate in mind, and you are obviously still worried about the little county lord, why do you have to embarrass yourself so much?" The relationship with Gao Xianzhi has always been a brother and a friend, so when facing this superior, Gao An didn't dare to say anything. This person's current state is very wrong, and he has to break him back for whatever he says.

didn't expect him to be so straightforward, Gao Xianzhi stared at him for a long time, and then helplessly squeezed out a wry smile: "It turns out that you also found out." Did he show his emotions so obviously?

"I guess only I can see it in the whole barracks." simply put aside the hierarchical rules completely, Gao An looked back, and there was no politeness in his words: "Leave the Shendu before the wedding...... Childe, this is not your usual style. ”

"My usual style ......" The smile on the corner of Gao Xianzhi's lips gradually faded: "What is it?" I can't go and rob a kiss, can I? "If she was married to some powerful son in Shendu, maybe he could really do such a thing. But now, the marriage between the two countries is also fateful, and there are very few things he wants to do, dares to do, and can do.

"But at least it shouldn't be a desert escape." Gao An opened his mouth to retort: "Even if you can't marry the little princess, but you won't even see her for the last time, is it rare that you really won't have regrets in your heart, son?" That's Tubo, the little county lord will never look back, it is not only the life of the moment, but also the death of the future! Childe, you've figured it out! ”

Life and death...... was violently shaken by these four words, Gao Xianzhi only felt that the psychological construction he had been doing since his departure had completely collapsed at this moment. Standing up suddenly, he even impulsively took several steps towards his horse, and then reluctantly stopped: "But, the army...... I ...... "He wants to see her!" He wanted to see her again! It's just that now he is the main general, and this is ......

"It's still too late to rush back to God overnight, and I guess I can catch up with tomorrow morning's wedding." Gao An quickly calculated the question of time, and immediately replied: "Here I will help the prince to carry it, and when you come back after sending the little county lord back, no one will be able to find out about it!" "Fortunately, there is no supervising army on this trip, and the team is basically his own brothers, otherwise, he really wouldn't dare to boast about such a Haikou.

Without hesitation, Gao Xianzhi took a few steps and jumped on the horse, his eyes full of determination: "Then trouble you!" I'll be sure to get back soon! As the words fell, the man and the horse disappeared into the darkness, and soon went far away.