Chapter 18 Yin Yang Deer Luli

It was already night, Baili Yujiao drank a lot of wine, and fell asleep in Kwai Fan'er's arms.

Kwai Fan'er didn't ask the maid to hold the lamp to light the way, she walked alone in the dim corridor, slowly sorting out her thoughts.

When I walked slowly to the vicinity of the palace garden, the little girl in purple and a young man in white in front of the door were arguing about something. When I walked in, I saw that it was Princess Li Xi, Helian Ziying and Jun Yue, Helian Ziying was obviously drunk, her body shook and pointed at Jun Yue's nose and shouted, her eyes were foggy, and the boss who occasionally stared at Jun Yue looked at each other. And Jun Yue has a headache, he can't leave this drunken princess after saying all the good and bad things, and he can't just leave her here.

Kwai watched for a while, just wondering if she wanted to do a favor, but the next scene made her dumbfounded.

"Such a crazy princess, she will definitely not be able to marry in the future......" Jun Yue whispered angrily, only to see Helian Ziying frowning, pouting, reaching out and grabbing Jun Yue's collar, leaning his face over with his feet, and then ...... Kissed Jun Yue's lips firmly, causing him to freeze in place.

After a while, Helian Ziying finally let go of Jun Yue, pinched her waist and looked up at him, "This princess is going to marry, hiccup, if you don't go out, you just want to, give, hiccup, and be responsible for this princess." Belch. He laughed, sat down on the steps with a smile, and fell asleep on the floor not long after.

Jun Yue came back to her senses, her face was as black as the bottom of the pot, and she stared at Helian Ziying's red face after falling asleep so viciously, that she almost pulled out the short knife on her waist and slashed her.

He finally bent down, put his arm around her shoulder, and shook it vigorously, "Hey, princess, wake up." ”

"Go away, princess Ben...... It's okay, drink ......" Dudu muttered obviously not lightly, and he couldn't wake up anyway. Jun Yue hesitated for a while, but still gritted her teeth and picked her up, and walked to the residence of the Li Xi royal family.

It wasn't until Jun Yue was far away that Kwai Fan'er walked out of the shadows, "This princess, it's a little cute......" She sighed, turned around and left, and was about to take a shortcut back from the palace garden when a figure greeted her with a lamp in her hand, "Ah Fan! "It turned out to be Ah Ran.

She came out to look for her, and seeing that it was dark and she hadn't returned to her room, and there was no one in the medical pavilion, she didn't worry about finding her, and she ran into her here.

Aoi Fan'er suddenly didn't want to go back, she wanted to find a quiet place to stay for a while.

Ah Ran told her that she could go to the Lake Pavilion, which was the quietest.

But after arriving at the Lake Pavilion, they found that there was already someone there, dim candle flame, a pot of sake, white clothes plain, the golden crown reflected the flickering light of the candle flame, and his whole body exuded the majesty and loneliness of the emperor.

Kwai Fan'er didn't want to disturb him, but he just wanted to turn around and leave, but he stopped him, "Since you're here, let's sit down for a while." ”

After a little hesitation, Kwai Fan'er still walked over and sat opposite him, "Why is His Majesty Tianying drinking here alone?" ”

"I'm in a bad mood." Sikong Fei poured himself a glass of wine, "Under the moonlit night, go to a quiet place and drink a few glasses of wine to relieve the pain in your heart." With that, drink the glass of wine.

Kwai Fan'er could guess what he was sad about, "But Your Majesty has a child who is lost?" "Coming to the Zigui banquet in person, the pious appearance when praying for blessings, the news that Emperor Tianying has no children, she can only guess this conclusion.

Sikong Fei drank another glass of wine and looked up at the bright moon in the night sky, "My wife, and children." His eyes suddenly moistened, "It's been more than ten years, I have lost news of them, and I have been looking for them, but there has been no trace of them, if it weren't for the civil strife in Tianying, how could I let them leave my side." ”

"......" Seeing that the king of Weizhen shed tears in front of him, Kwai Fan'er sighed a little, a king who has been looking for a wife and children for 20 years and has not given up, he obviously only needs to beckon, and there will be countless women to give him arms, but he has been thinking about the same person for 20 years.

Tianying people, do they really attach so much importance to affection......

"To have a husband and father like you, I am a little jealous of His Majesty's wife and children......"

"Your Majesty, what do you say would make a father who used to love his wife and children change his temperament overnight, imprison his wife, abuse his daughters, and no longer care about their life and death?" Kwai Fan'er turned her head to look at the moonlight reflected on the lake, and her index finger clenched her sleeve.

"Why, a person who originally held his daughter in the palm of his hand suddenly called her a mongrel, and no longer recognized her as a daughter, and never treated her gently?" She finally asked the question that had been weighing on her for years.

Sikong Fei turned his head to look at her face, the iron face was still cold in the warm candlelight, he knew very well that she was telling her story, he also knew that this incident was a huge scar in her heart, he couldn't help but feel some sympathy for her, being betrayed by her family was the deepest pain.

He poured another glass of wine and handed it to her, "I can understand the pain of being betrayed by my loved ones. However, you may not really be his daughter. ”

Aoi Fan'er looked at him stunned, she had thought about this possibility, but she never dared to admit it.

She reached out and took the glass of wine, raised her head and drank it all, "I am not my father's daughter, my father is not my father, so whose daughter am I, and who is my real father?" My mother has died, who do I go to to certify all this? ”

Sikong Fei felt that he had a kind of fate with this child, they had all been hurt by their loved ones, and they were also confused because of their own lives, "If you do it with your heart, God will let you cross paths again." ”

"Everything, it's going to be fine, right......" Aoi Fan'er's eyes were hazy under the iron face, and uncontrollable tears had flowed, she staggered to her feet, "Your Majesty, I'm ...... Retired first. ”

Sikong Fei watched her leave, sighed, played with the wine glass in his hand, he was silent for a long time, and bent his fingers to flick it into the lake, the lake rippled, the moonlight was also broken, he picked up the whole wine jug, and poured it into his mouth.

Yi'er...... Little Kite ...... Where the hell are you......"

Back in Juxiao Garden, sleepless all night, Kwai Fan'er quietly stared at Tao Xun in her hand.

This is what she used to make herself, and it is engraved with a woman, who is her mother, although under the erosion of time, her mother's face is no longer clear, but this pottery carving still has a bit of a mother's taste.

She has never studied Tao Xun, but after years of studying by herself, she finally learned the lullaby engraved in her memory, the gentle and affectionate taste.

Thinking of it, since she came to this Cangyu Palace, she has not blown this pottery.

Sitting by the window, looking up at the bright moon hanging high in the sky, the cool night breeze had already blown away all her drunkenness, she raised Tao Xun to her lips, and once again played the familiar and gentle tune in her memory, and the rich Xun sound slowly drifted into the distance in this quiet night......

But this gentle lullaby stopped abruptly halfway through, and Kwai Fen'er took the sound and did not blow any more, because she saw a white figure in the bamboo forest outside the window.

It wasn't a person, it was a deer, with a white body, white antlers, dark purple and demonic marks on the forehead, blood-colored eyes, revealing a cold chill.

So strange, yet so familiar.

The deer's eyes seemed to have a kind of magic, and Aoi felt that everything about herself was penetrated by those eyes, and there was no secret to speak of.

The white deer walked towards her, and the hooves rustled in the grass, and she watched as it came to her, the white deer's eyelashes counting.

"Are you...... Who ......" After the words came out, she suddenly realized that she was trying to talk to a deer.

But incredibly, Bailu really answered her.

"Yin Yang Deer, Deer." The white deer's mouth didn't move, but there was a voice, the voice couldn't tell the direction, it seemed to come from all directions, Kwai Fan'er's whole person froze there, she realized at this moment that this white deer definitely belonged to the world!

"Yin Yang Deer...... Luli ...... "Aoi Fan'er repeated its words mechanically, why did things that shouldn't exist in the world appear in front of her?" Is she there, dreaming?

"Ignorant mortals, after all, you are just a mortal woman......" Luli snorted coldly at Aoi Fan'er's surprised expression, and lowered its eyelids slightly, "Why can you attract so much affection when you are obviously a stupid and weak mortal?" ”

Its cold voice has not changed, and the feeling of being everywhere and high above makes people feel an irresistible sense of oppression, like the coercion of the gods.

"What......" Kwai Fen'er was a little puzzled by what it said.

"It seems that you have really forgotten me." Luli leaned gently by the window and closed his eyes, "Keep blowing, I'll listen." ”

Aoi was stunned for a while, she never remembered that she had ever known such a deer, she had only saved a young deer in the cliff valley of Baikui Valley, and it was just an ordinary fawn.

Puzzled in her heart, Kwai Fan'er still involuntarily lifted Tao Xun again and played the lullaby again from the beginning.

What is different from the previous one is that this time Tao Xun's music is like the sound of a deer, sounding from all directions, and even Kwai Fan'er himself can't be sure whether this is played by himself.

Perhaps, it's because Luri is next to me.

In the middle of the night, the gentle sound of Xun echoed in the palace, the sound seemed to come from heaven and earth, there was no direction to come, only gently wrapped everyone, like the arms of a mother when I was a child......

And not far from the Juxiao Garden, where Kwai Fan'er lived, on the top of a high pavilion, a middle-aged man in white stood there, looking around. The anxious appearance was completely different from his original majesty and calmness, and he seemed to want to discern the direction from which the music came, but no matter how carefully he listened, there was music in all directions, like the music played by heaven and earth.