Chapter Ninety-Five: I Want to Give You Back Your Freedom

Ke'er dialed Fang Zichun's voice call while shedding tears, but no one answered, she took the mobile phone to Li Xiang's eyes, although there were tears in her eyes, but at the same time she was full of smiles, and it was heartbreaking to look at......

Li Xiang looked at poor Ke'er and whispered:

"He's in a meeting, he's in a meeting......"

Ke'er put away her mobile phone ......, and within a few minutes, Fang Zichun called,

"Go home quickly, Ke'er, you've drunk too much, call me again when you get home!"

"I didn't drink much, are you trying to scold me? If you want to scold, scold it! I don't care, I really don't care, I'm sorry, I told Li Xiang! It's me who didn't keep the promise...... Punish me! ”

"Ke'er, call my sister to take you home, okay with your obedience? We'll talk about it when we get home! ”

Kerr hung up the phone.

"Kerr, you live with your sister? How much does your sister have a phone? Let her pick you up and I'll send you home! Chen Xiao said to Ke'er.

"I don't have a home, my home is in Japan, you send me to him, his home is my home......"

"Contact her sister!" Li Xiang said.

Chen Xiao called Xia Mo, because she and Xia Mo also knew each other, but Xia Mo didn't have the phone number of Ke'er's sister.

At this time, Fang Zichun was sending a WeChat message to Xia Mo, and he told Xia Mo that Keer had drunk too much and talked a lot to his classmates......

Xia Mo called Luo Xiaoyao again and asked for Ke'er's sister's phone number.

Xia Mo and Luo Xiaoyao called Ke'er one after another, in short, these friends of hers are trying to care about her...

"I know which of you care about me, and which ones are my really good friends, Brother Yuan, my sister is very bitter, do you know? I'm not as happy as you think I am......"

"I know, I know, it's my brother who doesn't care enough about you and didn't accompany you well today!"

Ke'er's head was very heavy, she was not completely delirious, she just wanted to say the depression in her heart, she clearly saw that Lin Sixue and Qi Ran had been chatting happily, they seemed to become happier when they saw Ke'er's appearance, Lin Sixue was so good with her before, and she didn't have a word of comfort......

She also clearly remembered how Yuan Feng, Lin Wei, and her table mates cared about her, in fact, there was no need for words, a look was enough to feel the other party's concern. It's true to spit out the truth after drinking, and you can better perceive the truth of other people's feelings for you after drinking......

Thinking about this, Ke'er didn't want others to worry or see jokes anymore, so she dialed her sister's phone:

"Come and take me home, my sister has drunk too much......"

Getting into her sister's car, Ke'er opened the window and said to her classmates with a smile:

"Don't worry about me, I'm not ...... drunk."

Sitting in the car, Kerr felt very uncomfortable and wanted to vomit, she closed her eyes, and what she saw was those classmates in middle school, as well as today's classmates, those who cared about themselves, those who didn't care and even a little jealous of themselves...... Because classmate love is so important in the heart of Kerr, who values feelings!

It's almost twelve o'clock when I get home, and Ke'er basically doesn't feel dizzy anymore, but vomits everything she eats...... She finally experienced the whole process of getting drunk. The good thing is that after throwing up, she felt that she was already very conscious, so she quickly washed up and lay down on the bed.

Lan Ke'er looked at the ceiling and remembered Chen Xiao's words,

"Ke'er, I am very touched by the relationship between you and Fang Zichun, and at the same time I am also very worried about you, I don't know him, but I know you. Li Xiang's words made me feel very uncomfortable, he is Fang Zichun's best friend, I think he also knows him best, what he said makes me very angry, you have to judge yourself, don't let others deceive your feelings, I don't want you to be hurt in any way......"

Ke'er dialed Fang Zichun's video......

"Zichun, I know, I did something wrong, you punish me!"

As the first sentence was spoken, Ke'er burst into tears...... She didn't dare to put the camera at her face, and at the same time, Fang Zichun didn't put the camera at herself.

"You're happy to drink today, your classmates know about it, and you're happy!"

"Why don't you look at me?" Kerr cried.

"I'm not in the mood! You've disappointed me today, go to bed early, and we'll talk about it tomorrow when you're awake! ”

"You don't want to look at me, I'm sober now, I want to say, things have happened, there is only one solution."

"You've said it all, how else can you solve it?"

"The solution is that I'm going to break up with you!"

"You're not sober now, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

"Say it now! Because you don't have time to talk to me every day right now, right? Now that there is a little time, there is no need to put it off until tomorrow! I always feel like I'm a victim, everything about you is so important, your work, your friends are more important than me! I don't want to wronged myself anymore, and I don't want to be so tired......"

"You still don't feel that you did something wrong, you are not awake, hurry up and go to sleep, I will confess to Li Xiang tomorrow!"

"I said I was wrong, but I think I've always done a good job, I've always helped you, I've always understood you, but when did you understand me? Well, tomorrow will say tomorrow, I'm hanging! ”

Kerr angrily hung up the video call.

Drunk, no care, only blame. This is the reality, Ke'er feels more and more that Fang Zichun doesn't love her so much...... She even made up her mind to break up with Fang Zichun......

All night long, Lan Keer has not entered a deep sleep, which is very unaccustomed to her sleeping quality has always been very good. The next morning, Ke'er woke up, and as soon as she woke up, she called Chen Xiao.

"Except for Li Xiang, did the other students hear what I said yesterday?"

"Don't worry, I didn't hear you, did you rest well last night?"

"I haven't fallen asleep for half a day, but I'm awake, I'm sorry yesterday, I lost my temper......"

"Kerr, we all want you to be happy......"

Chen Xiao seemed to want to speak and stopped......

"Chen Xiao, can you tell me what Li Xiang told you last night?"

Chen Xiao hesitated, she told Lan Ke'er everything Li Xiang said!

"Well, I know, thank you, Chen Xiao! I'll have a good talk with Fang Zichun tonight. ”

Listening to Chen Xiao's words, Ke'er was disappointed, she packed up and walked around the community, the sun was shining today, but it didn't match her mood at all, she looked at the blue sky, although the weather was very good, but a trace of cold wind blew on her face, it was inevitable that there was some cold,

Her mood now is the same as the lyrics of the song "Tenderness......

"Walking in the wind, the sun is so gentle today

The tenderness of heaven and the tenderness of earth are like you holding me

Then discover your change in the lonely future

What to do if it's cold

The scenery on the horizon is not in your eyes

I never understood what was hidden in your eyes

It doesn't matter what your world is for you to have

Not to disturb is my tenderness"

Ke'er used her hand to block the ray of sunlight that came out from the gap in the leaves, as long as she loosened her palm slightly, the wisps of sunlight would shine into her eyes from between her fingers, just like Li Xiang, who Chen Xiao told her, said that she didn't like it, if you heard it, you heard it, even if you pretend not to hear it, you will sneak out and disturb your mood if you are not careful, like this sunshine......

"I don't know, I don't know, I don't want it

Why my heart

It's the dawn that wants to get close but is lonely

I don't know, I don't know, I don't want it

Why my heart

The beauty of love is always in loneliness

Give you my best love again."

"Don't you like my gentleness? Then I'll leave gently......"

Ke'er thought so in her heart, and she kept thinking about the song "Gentleness" in her heart...... She kept running desperately in the direction of the wind, as if she was exercising, and it was like running the 800 meters that she had to take the exam when she was a student, and she kept running......

Unconsciously and reluctantly, I went to the mouth of the alley again

I didn't cry or laugh because it was a dream

There's no omen, there's no reason why you've really said that

If there is, it will set you free

I give you freedom, I give you freedom

I give you freedom, I give you freedom

I'll give you all, all, all freedom

This is my tenderness that gives you back your freedom

This is my tenderness that gives you back your freedom

I don't know, I don't know, I don't want it

Why my heart

It's the dawn that wants to get close but is lonely

I don't know, I don't know, I don't want it

Why my heart

The beauty of love is always in loneliness

And then I give you my best love

Unconsciously and reluctantly, I went to the mouth of the alley again

I didn't cry or laugh because it was a dream

There's no omen, there's no reason why you've really said that

If there is, it will set you free."

The melody of this song lingered in Kerr's mind for a long time...... Ke'er stopped suddenly, panting for breath, her body was finally warm, but her heart was still as cold as ever...... A tear casually slipped from the corner of his eye......

When the time came to ten o'clock in the evening, Ke'er thought that Fang Zichun would take the initiative to call her, but she never waited...... So she took the initiative to dial the voice call again.

"Say it!"

"Say what?"

"Didn't you say that I drank too much yesterday and you didn't want to talk to me, then you should be able to talk today, right?"

"Didn't you say that much yesterday?"

"So what do you mean? Nothing more to say? ”

Ke'er felt very inexplicable, and the qi in her heart bubbled out like a volcanic eruption.

Fang Zichun let out a long sigh......

"If you don't say it, I'll say it!" Kerr said disappointedly.

"I didn't do it right yesterday, I feel that your attitude is that I can't be forgiven, so let's break up, and there will be no risk of being known by others after the breakup......"

There was silence on the other end of the line......

"Haven't you calmed down yet? Why do you still talk angry? ”

"I didn't say anything, I said the truth!"

"You deliberately said this kind of thing to anger me!"

"You don't think I'm important at all, everyone else is more important than me, I'm disappointed! And I don't understand the relationship between you and your best friend, the person who knows you best, and I haven't understood it all the time! You always want me to understand you, when have you ever understood me? If you can't even understand, you should break up! ”

"I don't want to speak, I want you to calm down, if you were someone else, I would have been angry a long time ago! People always have a temper, and in the face of you, I will never dare to get angry or scold you! Do you know? ”

"I don't want to know what you think now, your best friend said that you and Wang Jing have always had a good relationship, and said that I can only be lovers with you at most, what does he think of me? If that's the case, let's get it done soon! ”

Did he say that? It's just nonsense! Why did he say this? Do I have a good relationship with Wang Jing, what does he know? The one who knows best should be you! ”

Fang Zichun became a little excited......

"Just because he's your best friend! He should know your business, and he is qualified to draw conclusions! So what can I count? I was such a failure! ”

When Kerr said this, she shed tears sadly...... Fang Zichun was more anxious and helpless on the other end of the phone, he was afraid of causing Kerr's wrong judgment, so how should he explain it to Kerr?

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