Chapter Twenty-Seven: Why is there no milk?
During the day, my mother-in-law and I were at home, and while the child was asleep, I was ready to get out of bed and take a bath.
Adjust the water temperature in advance, turn on the warm air to warm up the bathroom, just as I was humming a song and preparing to enter the bathroom, I only heard behind me, "Feifei, you are taking a bath in confinement, you will have a headache in the future." ”
I said to my mother-in-law, "It's okay Mom, I turned the water temperature higher, and I turned on the bathroom heater in advance to blow the whole bathroom hot. ”
"If you don't pay attention like this, you will definitely stay sick in the future. Look at your sister-in-law, it's not as hard as you to give birth to two children, I let her go to a big hospital to give birth to two children, she doesn't go, one is 7 pounds and 6 taels, and the other is 8 pounds, aren't they all born hard? You see that you have a 6 pounds, a 6 pounds and 2 taels, they are all dissected, and the caesarean section is even forgotten, this fetus is even dissected, you can't reflect on it, you are disobedient. "Mother-in-law goes on and on.
My ears squeaked, I just felt flustered and short of breath, I stood at the door of the bathroom and held on to the door and panted roughly, my chest seemed to be empty, only my heart hung inside, and it shook and swayed.
I bit my lower lip and didn't say a word, he is Lin Jia's mother, he is my mother, he is Lin Jia's mother, he is my mother, you have to endure and be patient.
I turned around and silently returned to the house, my eyes full of tears and my heart filled with uncomfortable.
You can't cry during the confinement, you can't be unhappy, you can't persuade yourself over and over again, while trying to take a deep breath to calm yourself down, don't be anxious.
After about an hour, I could finally stop thinking about these things, even though I was still shaking.
I went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water, hoping that I could drink some water to calm my mood.
On the way back to the bedroom from the kitchen, I heard the cry of Little Cream, I didn't have time to think about it, and quickly rushed back to the room, not to change the diaper, it should be hungry. I undressed and prepared to feed, at this time my mother-in-law appeared on time again, and once again pressed her fingers on my chest, and suddenly I don't know why, it made me very disgusted, my parents divorced since I was a child, I don't have much sense of security, and I am not used to being too close to other people, so my mother-in-law's action really makes me uncomfortable, I frowned and subconsciously avoided it, but I still didn't dodge.
I saw her frown, and once again poked her finger in my chest, "Are you fed here?" ”
"Not yet," I replied, nauseated
"Then why didn't I feel like I was getting breast today? Why is the milk bad? What special did you eat? Hawthorn? Pepper? Star anise? The mother-in-law frowned and asked as if she was investigating the case.
"Mom, it's not necessarily that there is no milk, as long as she can sleep for two hours, she uses a lot of diapers, and the fontanelle does not collapse, it proves that she is not hungry."
"Who said that you were using a breast pump behind my back again, and I didn't just remind you in the hospital? Your sister-in-law said, is the breast pump a machine that works well? ”
"Mom, can you not mention my sister-in-law, everything is my sister-in-law, although I am not as old as her, but I work in the hospital, and my colleagues and friends are all studying medicine, I think the knowledge I got from their mouths should be correct, right?" I couldn't bear it anymore, so I could only reason with her patiently.
"What? What happened to your sister-in-law? Your sister-in-law is a real person, she has been married for so many years, she has never raised a bar with me, and has always regarded me as her own mother. "Since I have said this, I am also redundant to argue, I gritted my teeth and continued to feed the child, I can't be angry, I can't be angry, I keep advising myself in my heart.