Chapter 43: Uneasy Emotions

Boarding the plane, Ke'er dialed Zichun......

"Kerr, got on the plane?"

"Hmm!"

"Have a safe journey, report safety to me when you arrive in Shanghai!"

"Hmm!"

"Ke'er, we're not sad, we can see each other every day......" Ke'er's few words of "um" made Fang Zichun aware of Ke'er's sad mood.

"Don't meet like that......" Ke'er is always coquettish in front of Zichun.

"Don't want videos? I promised you that I would definitely find an opportunity to come to Shanghai to see you. ”

"Hmmm! I'm going to fly mode, Zichun ......" Although Ke'er's tears were still there, she couldn't hold back the sound of crying......

The plane from Tokyo, Japan to Shanghai took off on time, in the sky of 10,000 feet, Lan Keer leaned back in her seat, she wore sunglasses, because her tears had been so unobedient that she couldn't find a way back, she didn't want others to see her red and swollen eyes from crying.

There was a couple sitting next to her, and the girl said to the boy, "I'm tired of playing these days, and my legs hurt so much!" ”

The boy smiled and put the girl's leg on his own and kept smiling and massaging her............

Ke'er thought of Zichun massaging the soles of her feet, she couldn't control herself from missing Fang Zichun's heart, and then she took off her sunglasses, because the tears had blurred the lenses and wiped away the tears, she had to pretend that she was sleeping, and when the water came and the food came, she waved her hand like a stewardess to show that she didn't need it.

But she couldn't stop hiding her heart even after closing her eyes, so she decided to put on headphones and listen to the songs, and the songs stored in her mobile phone were played continuously one by one............ Maybe it's better to hear upbeat music......

On the way home for Fang Zichun, he went to the gas station to refuel, and his mind was full of Ke'er's gentle smile all the way, he suddenly felt very lonely, but he had to face such loneliness......

When he returned home, he looked at every corner of the house, thinking about the picture of Kerr tidying up his room for him yesterday, as if Kerr was still here at this time, he called Kerr a few times, but no one responded......

He suddenly saw two photo frames placed next to the TV, which were photos of Kerr and him on Disney and Skytree, he took the photo frames and gently stroked Kerr's face with his hand, and the thoughts in his heart kept repeating over and over again......

The music in Kerr's mobile phone is playing to Jiang Meiqi's "Dear, Why Are You Not by My Side":

The air here is fresh

The snacks here are special

Latte here is not like water

The night view here is very felt

At 10,000 feet in the sky

In the room with the harbor view

In the bargain shop

At three or four o'clock in the morning

But my dear, why aren't you by my side?

How much time can we waste

No matter how sweet the phone is

Fax again comforts

Nor is it enough to cope with the distance that can't hug you

My dear, how come you are not by my side

A day alone is like a year

On that side of the sea

Dark clouds all over the place

I'd love to be happy for you

But my dear

Why aren't you around

At 10,000 feet in the sky

In the room with the harbor view

In the bargain shop

At three or four o'clock in the morning

But my dear, why aren't you by my side?

How much time can we waste

No matter how sweet the phone is

Fax again comforts

Nor is it enough to cope with the distance that can't hug you

My dear, how come you are not by my side

A day alone is like a year

On that side of the sea

Dark clouds all over the place

I'd love to be happy for you

But my dear

Why aren't you around

Such a sad song...... As long as everyone hears it, they will feel sad and sad, not to mention the current Lan Keer, it is not an exaggeration to describe her at this moment with tears pouring out. She listened to the music and kept sobbing, the girl next to her saw her condition, and held the boy tighter with both hands, needless to say, everyone else would guess why Ke'er was sad, the girl was happy, at least, she could be with her beloved......

The flight carrying Kerr and her thoughts landed at Shanghai Pudong International Airport on time, got off the plane, and Kerr reported her safety to Zichun. Unexpectedly, there were countless text message notifications on the phone, saying that Luo Xiaoyao had made a lot of calls, and she hurriedly called back:

"Xiaoyao, what's wrong?"

"Ke'er, you steady, let me tell you, Tan Xiao called me inexplicably today, my mobile phone was placed in the living room, and it was picked up by my son!"

"What does he want to do? Does he know we're not together? ”

"Fortunately, my son didn't say where, only said that he was with me, or you would have told him that I would have taken my son to Japan as well."

"He's a smart guy, but I'll try to lie because I really don't want to face his doubts."

Ke'er hung up the phone and sat at the airport in a daze, getting rid of the previous reluctance and longing, but now her mood has become very uneasy, she actually wants to tell Tan Xiao that she is already with Fang Zichun, but she has never had such courage, if she tears her face, how will her son feel? How would parents feel? It's better to be peaceful, things can't be so hasty. She thought about it again and again, and called Tan Xiao:

"Ke'er, are you back?"

"It's back!"

"What do you want to eat tonight? I'll pick you up from work and take you to dinner! ”

"Let's eat hot pot, I haven't eaten hot pot for a long time!"

"I'll be back at six o'clock in time to pick you up!"

Tan Xiao didn't mention Luo Xiaoyao at all, Ke'er just pretended that nothing had happened, maybe in Tan Xiao's heart, he had already understood a lot of things, but he was smart but didn't say a word.

Ke'er went home and cleaned up, and it was almost time for Tan Xiao to come back.

Tan Xiao went home on time to pick up Ke'er and went to a very high-end hot pot restaurant to eat. "I've been in Japan for a few days, and I'm not used to eating, right? Eat more today! ”

"Thank you!"

"Why are you so polite? We're family. ”

"Tan Xiao......, can you think about it's time to tell the old man and the child about us?"

"Didn't you say yes? At least wait for my son to finish junior high school! Now say, aren't you afraid that he will have emotions? ”

Ke'er could only be silent at this time......

"If you want your child to be good, many things can be developed for the better!"

"I'm tired...... Kerr said hurriedly.

"In the future, I will tutor the child's homework, I will try to go home early after work, you can tell me anything you need, we can ask an aunt to do the housework at home, you just need to tutor your son to play the piano, everything is with me......"

Tan Xiao, who was sitting opposite Lan Ke'er, seemed to be a different person, he began to care about the trivial things at home, and wanted to share some of it for Ke'er. Although he looks down on Tan Xiao and changes for the better, Ke'er's heart is becoming more and more uneasy, such Tan Xiao is not real!

"I'll take care of my son, you don't have to worry about it!"

"I don't worry about my own son, who cares? Kerr, trust me, I'm going to get better and better! There were a lot of things I didn't do well before, can you forgive me? ”

"Tan Xiao, what you think is impossible, since I have taken that step in the first place, I will never look back!"

"I just need to be myself, Ke'er, don't talk about it so absolutely, okay?"

"In short, you know my attitude, you know my character, I don't want to say anything more......"

"Eat well! Don't be mad about it! ”

The atmosphere of the meal became more and more dull and unhappy, and the two of them returned home without saying a word after eating.

After returning home, Ke'er entered her room, Fang Zichun's message had been sent for a long time, and Ke'er hadn't returned yet, she sat down and dialed the voice call......

"Ke'er, have you eaten?"

"After eating, I went out to eat with Tan Xiao, so I didn't reply to your message in time!"

He ...... Coming to pick you up? ”

"No, he said for a long time that he wanted to invite me to dinner, from Shanghai to Japan, and from Japan back to Shanghai, I was a little hungry today, just to eat a big meal, hehe!"

"It's okay, it's okay to have a meal......"

"He already suspects that Xiaoyao didn't go to Japan with me...... he always calls Xiaoyao, but he never mentions it to me, I don't know what chess he plays!"

At this time, Tan Xiao suddenly hugged Ke'er from behind without making a sound...... Kerr was so frightened that her phone fell to the ground......

"Ke'er, Ke'er.................." Fang Zichun on the other end of the phone shouted anxiously......