This night, I didn't sleep very well, I had a night of dreams, but at least I could fall asleep. It's a lot better than the other day when I couldn't sleep at all. As long as I can sleep, I usually don't have a short temper the next day.

After I got up, I only remembered that in the dream, I seemed to have fallen into a deep black hole, I wanted to ask for help, but I found that my voice could not speak, so I walked in the cave for I don't know how long, and I didn't find the exit, I was in a hurry, shouted hard, broke free from the dream, and woke up.

It's already going into winter, and the day is a little later than the summer, and the sky is not so bright at six o'clock. Looking at the building across the street, there were already many lights lit up, and I suddenly felt that my heart was gone. Lin Jia was lying in the hospital and didn't know when she would wake up, this family was about to disperse, so I could only grit my teeth and hold on.

Wash your face and brush your teeth, wake up Feng Nannan, I didn't make breakfast, because I was going to take Feng Nannan to the hospital today, she was painless, so try to have a better fasting as much as possible. put on makeup and high heels, although I knew that I was a little too strong, I still wanted to take her to the hospital with full aura.

I drove her to the hospital, and as soon as I got in the car, she opened the co-pilot's door very easily, and I said with some amusement, "I see that you still don't have a long memory, do you remember why I hit you?" ”

"Sister, I still don't understand, why can't I be the co-pilot?"

"Don't you know that the co-pilot is a girlfriend or wife's seat?"

"But there's no man in the car, it's just me and you."

"Because I don't want you to sit here, it reminds me of it, and if you don't want to be beaten, you'd better sit in the back."

Feng Nannan pouted, feeling a little helpless, closed the co-pilot's door and came to the back, "But sister, I don't think I respect you very much when I sit in the back, after all, when the driver drives for the leader, the leader will sit in the back, not the co-pilot." ”

"I think you should stay under the car," I said angrily, "Feng Nannan, shut up, we're going to leave now, fasten your seat belts." ”

I don't know because of fear or other reasons, I feel that Feng Nannan has very few words today. More than ten minutes later, we went to the hospital to find Liu Xuan, "Liu Xuan, come here, I have something to do with you" I called Liu Xuan out of the medical office alone.

"Boss, what's the matter?" Liu Xuan asked.

"That...... This is my cousin and I want to find you for a personal flow. The moment I opened my mouth to speak, I suddenly felt a little cruel.

"How old?" Liu Xuan looked at Feng Nannan, "It looks pretty small."

"Well, I haven't graduated from college yet. I don't come to you quickly, and I'm really afraid that I can't do it anymore. I said to Liu Xuan, "By the way, try not to say anything about this, after all, she still wants to be small." "I repeatedly emphasized to Liu Xuan.

"You're still not at ease with my mouth? By the way, what happened to Lin Jia, our classmates all blew up, and they all said that Lin Jia was hospitalized. But because I'm in the ICU, I haven't seen it yet. ”

"Well, I haven't woken up yet, but I should be fine." I grinned at her.

"Then let's go check the blood HCG first, and make a color photo and five items of the virus, if it's all right, let's go to the outpatient clinic for an abortion."

Feng Nannan heard this and shouted softly, "Sister, I'm afraid." ”

I shook her hand, "Don't be afraid, I'm with you." ”

The inspection was opened, and the two of us went downstairs to do the inspection. About an hour later, all the test results came out, and there seemed to be something wrong with the color ultrasound, I didn't tell Feng Nannan, so as not to increase her fear, and I thought that I would see Liu Xuan quickly and let Liu Xuan see the test results.

"Xuan, look at this color ultrasound" I handed the color ultrasound sheet to Liu Xuan.

Liu Xuan looked at it carefully, and then asked, "Have you felt a stomachache recently?" Or there is bleeding. ”

"I didn't bleed, but I always felt a stomachache lately, and I always thought it was my appendicitis, but I knew I was pregnant, so I endured it without antibiotics."

I looked at Liu Xuan, and Liu Xuan nodded, "Nan Nan, you have an ectopic pregnancy, we must have surgery right now, fortunately it is not broken now, otherwise it will be particularly dangerous when it is broken." ”

Feng Nannan was taken aback: "Ectopic pregnancy? Impossible, right? I..... I got an ectopic pregnancy! Her voice was a little loud, and many doctors in the infirmary followed the sound, and I squeezed her hand and motioned for her to steady.

"You take her to the gynecology, if it's an ectopic pregnancy, it's not in the category of obstetrics." Liu Xuan handed me the test results.

I thought I could go back by doing a personal abortion, which is good, so I pulled Feng Nannan to prepare to go to the gynecology department, because the gynecology and obstetrics department is upstairs and downstairs, so I didn't take the elevator.

In the stairwell, Feng Nannan suddenly pulled me, "Sister, what if it's an ectopic pregnancy?" ”

"Do you know you're scared? Are you sure you're pregnant, and you haven't done color ultrasound yourself? ”

"No, I haven't done it, in fact, I didn't plan to have this child from the beginning, but then I thought about it, and I thought that his arrival would be God to show me the way, so I gritted my teeth and threatened you and Teacher Lin with him as a bargaining chip, if the two of you really divorced, I will also kill this child, because I still have to get a graduation certificate."

I poked her head with my hand, "This is a life, you can use your brain, fortunately we came to the hospital, in case it really broke and bleeded, I will see how you explain it to your family." ”

The two of us quickly went to the gynecology department with the checklist. As soon as I entered the medical office, the director of the gynecology department was there, so I quickly handed her the examination form, "Director, you can help us look at the test results, this was originally going to the obstetrics department for a painless abortion, but I didn't expect it to be an ectopic pregnancy." ”

The director took it and looked at it carefully and said, "It is indeed an ectopic pregnancy, and the color ultrasound shows that there is no obvious gestational sac in the uterus, and a cystic echo mass can be seen in the left adnexal area, and the fetal heart and fetal bud can be pulsed inside." ”

"Then don't say anything, let's do the hospitalization, the director of the operation."

"Sister, wait a minute" Feng Nannan pulled me to walk outside the medical office.

"What's the matter, you can't wait to say," I yelled at her irritably.

"Sister, this matter must be operated on."

"You're stupid, you still didn't go to school well, you don't know that ectopic pregnancy is deadly"

"I know, but sister, I don't have that much money now" Feng Nannan said with some hesitation, "Sister, my family hasn't given me living expenses for next month, I can't afford it now, can I wait a little longer." ”

"If it's because of money, you don't have to think about it, I'll pay for it. You've got to have surgery, or it's going to be really fatal, I'm not kidding you at all. ”

"That'..... I need to ask for leave from school, can you help me find a doctor......"

"I know, you don't have to worry about that"

"Also, can I not tell my family, I'm afraid my dad will beat me to death if he finds out"

I slapped her on the back of the head with my hand, "You know you're scared now." ”

I hurried back to the medical office, "Director, you can open a hospitalization certificate, we will be hospitalized now, in addition, my cousin is just 20 years old, we do laparoscopic minimally invasive surgery, in addition, please take a look, you can help us save the fallopian tube as much as possible, because I am not married, I will lose one fallopian tube in the future, I am afraid that the chance of conception will be reduced." ”

"Okay, it's no problem to do laparoscopic surgery, the fallopian tube can be preserved as much as possible, if it can't be saved, then it can only be cut off. Come with me, I need to ask for some more details. The director said.

I said to Feng Nannan, "The director wants to ask about the medical history, you just tell her, I'll go downstairs to pay you the fee, since you don't want your family to know, then don't tell your family, in addition, if you think it's appropriate, the authorized person can write me later, you can rest assured, I will protect you." ”

Feng Nannan nodded: "Thank you, sister." ”

Don't stay for a moment, hurry downstairs to pay the fee and go through the hospitalization procedures. Because surgery is required, there are some blood tests in the front. Feng Nannan and I sat in the hospital room, waiting for surgery.

I took Feng Nannan's hand and said, "This operation is very mature, you can rest assured, I will ask the director to try to save the fallopian tube, if you can't keep it, you need to cut one of the fallopian tubes, don't be too sad, these are trivial things compared to life."

She nodded obediently, and I continued, "In the future, don't make any bets on your body, nothing is as important as yourself, and there are no shortcuts in life, in the end, you will only harm yourself." ”

Feng Nannan said with red eyes, "Sister, in fact, Teacher Lin Jia bought me emergency contraceptive pills that day, but I didn't eat it, I blame me, I'm sorry sister, I'm sorry for you and Teacher Lin." ”

I patted Feng Nannan on the back, "You can't be completely blamed for this matter, if Lin Jia can hold it, it won't cause today's situation, this matter is the responsibility of our family, don't worry, I will be responsible for you to the end." ”