"There's nothing in this book, I used to take notes when I was working before." Lu Yanzhi was afraid that she would think too much, so he specially opened the book to show her.

The handwriting inside is neat, and there are some technical terms that Sang Yu doesn't know much about.

Seeing this, Sang Yu smiled, "I didn't mean to see it, I just touched it." ”

Lu Yanzhi nodded, got up and put the notebook and photos back on the table.

He turned around, smiled at Sang Yu, who had just gotten up, and said:

"Although I did like JAC before, choosing to marry you means that I have given up. Even if our marriage is in name only, I will not betray you, whether out of duty or contract. ”

Sang Yu raised his eyebrows, and the two looked at each other and smiled.

"It's not early, let's rest."

——

Lu Yanzhi raised his hand and turned off the light.

The two lay down on their own beds, keeping some distance in between.

"I'm going to grieve you for the time being, but when we move out later, we can sleep in separate rooms."

"It's fine." Sang Yu doesn't care much about this, everyone is an adult, let alone simply sleeping in a bed, even if they really do something, they won't lose each other.

Lu Yanzhi is not bad.

"Speaking of which, I'm still a little nervous about sleeping with you."

Hearing this, Sang Yu raised his eyebrows.

In the dark, she tilted her head slightly to look at Lu Yanzhi beside her.

"I've always been alone, and suddenly there's one more person around, and it probably takes a few days to get used to it."

"Alone?" Sang Yu suddenly became interested, "Didn't you have Jianghuai by your side before?" ”

Lu Yanzhi sighed, "No, after the two of us graduated from high school, the relationship can only be said to be average." Although we are still friends, the friction that happened in the middle will not dissipate with time. ”

This must be admitted.

In fact, there is a mustard in the middle, and even if the relationship is good after that, it will not return to the original state.

"Why can't you let him go before?"

"I don't know." Lu Yanzhi's voice was faint, as if he was about to fall asleep. "I've probably never seen anyone more beautiful than him."

"When I actually quiet down, I often think about my feelings for him."

"I even wonder if I like it."

"He's been so nice to me."

"I grew up in a family that everyone envied, but no one knew what I was through. When the whole world didn't like me, he chose to be close to me and didn't give up on me, except for my grandfather, there was only him. ”

"I never thought my life was so good, I was like hiding in a dark corner, living by a stinking gutter, repeating my boring life over and over again every day. But then I looked back at my past, and I realized that I had been in the sunshine all along. Because he's there too. ”

"For me, he is a friend, a brother, a teacher, and the most suitable soul mate."

"Regrets?" After a while, Sang Yu asked him out loud.

Not with Jianghuai, does he regret it?

"What's there to regret about this, I never thought he would be able to respond to me from the beginning to the end. He has actually given me the last tenderness, and I am already very satisfied. Lu Yanzhi smiled.

"Then in the future, if Jiang Huai gets married, will you be sad?" Sang Yu was a little curious.

It stands to reason that he should have a hard time accepting it.