Chapter 15: Her Past
Hearing the footsteps in the distance, he wondered a little in his heart, the people in the project department have not come back yet, how can anyone be here at this moment? And will the figure Miao Miao saw last night be the same person? Why does this person always appear next to Miao Miao?
He stood in the doorway and thought for a while, looking back at her drunken and unconscious, which really reassured him, so he went into her room again and closed the door, he decided to guard her tonight.
Her amount of alcohol is really shallow, in fact, she is conscious in her heart, but when she lies in bed, it is cold and hot, even if she closes her eyes, she can feel the world spinning, uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable, she remembers a lot of the past.
Her father didn't make any impression on him, she was the third in their family, with two older sisters in front, and after she was born, her father only said, "How can it be a daughter again!" Then Dad left the house and was never heard from again.
These are all she heard from her neighbors, in the fragmentary impressions that others passed on to her, Dad is always chic outside, regardless of the family, Mom is an old-fashioned woman, no matter how bad Dad is in the eyes of others, how irresponsible, Mom has no complaints, just hard to pull the child, Mom even thinks that Dad's runaway is caused by his inability to have a son, what a simple, kind, for the sake of others but a little pedantic woman!
She often feels that she is dragging down her mother, her mother is hard, and at the same time, her mother is also lonely. In her spare time, her mother would get drunk, and once she was drunk and fell down a steep slope, almost killing her mother, and since then, every time her mother was drunk, she locked her in the room, and let her mother make noise, toss, and cry inside... She sat outside the door, crying silently.
When she was a child, she was often asked by her classmates at school, "I heard that your father is a lazy and amorous person, if he comes back, will you hate him?" ”
Whether her classmates were deliberately mocking or out of curiosity, she would always glare at her classmates viciously and grit her teeth and reply, "I hate you..."
Mom is a hard-working woman, she will never be a woman like her mother, and she will never marry a man like her father. She has been determined since she was a child: she must break out of the world, so that those patriarchal people can see that daughters are no worse than men, but her current appearance is really in vain for the nurturing grace of her mother and sisters. Thinking of this, she cried sadly, and the more she cried, the more dizzy she became, the more she cried, the more heartache she felt, and then a burst of nausea.
She knew that Uncle Wolf was in her room, and she tried hard to control her crying, because she didn't want him to see her so embarrassed, and before he could get to her bedside, she covered her face, got up and ran to the bathroom, where she cried happily.
He heard her crying so hard outside the bathroom door that he wanted to rush in to see, but no matter how much he knocked on the door and shouted, he could only hear her crying, vomiting, and the sound of running water, and she did not open the door or answer him.
I don't know how long it took, her emotions gradually calmed down, the crying gradually disappeared, maybe the vomiting took away the alcohol in the stomach, she was sober, but she still had a headache and stomach acid that made her uncomfortable, she washed up, tried to squeeze out a smile, opened the door and walked to him, "Lawyer Hu, thank you!" ”
"Are you alright?"
"It's okay, I'm fine!"
"I'm a lawyer and a good listener, and I've been compelled to hear a lot of client stories, but I'd love to hear your story, or I'm eager to hear it."
"But I don't have any interesting stories to tell you."
Since she was a child, life has left her a lot of bad shadows, she is more empathetic than others, more cherished, more sensitive, more need of care, she is always wary of men, he is good to her, she can feel it, she is very glad that she can meet him, sometimes even hope that she can have something to do with him, but she has no courage after thinking about it.
"Don't want the story to be interesting, just a true story that happened to you."
"Hmm... I also like to listen to stories, why don't you tell me a story about the political and legal world. ”
Miao Miao looked up at the sky, "The moonlight is good tonight, I heard that there is a good wetland park below, can you go out for a walk with me?" ”
"Hehe, of course you can, there was such an incident abroad, an ugly girl took her parents to court because she couldn't find a boyfriend, because her appearance was given by her parents..."
Miao Miao frowned, "This is too outrageous, isn't it, is it wrong for her parents to give birth to her?" ”
"There is nothing wrong with her parents giving birth to her, her parents are ugly, from a genetic point of view, the appearance of the child will definitely inherit her parents, so she should not be brought to the world to be looked down upon, and in the end, the court ruled that the ugly girl won."
"It's too unreasonable, his parents always have some facial features that are good-looking, genetics are probability, and there are genetic mutations, such as the three sisters in our family, my sisters often sigh that their facial features can't beat me alone, and I will be defeated in the whole group."
Uncle Wolf stared at him curiously, "Hehe, there is still such a statement?" ”
Miao Miao is in a much better mood, and a little excited, she sometimes jumps lightly, sometimes walks slowly, sometimes trots, sometimes picks a flower on the side of the road, at this moment, she is the most real existence, "It's funny, my three sisters, I am the youngest, the two big ones are a little narcissistic, they said that my nose, eyes, and mouth are perfect when viewed alone, and after getting together on a face, the overall effect is not so good-looking! In short, they think I'm a good-looking type, not a face that makes people fall in love at first sight. ”
"Hehe, your sisters are so interesting, but, I don't think they are right."
Miao Miao stopped, put her hands behind her back, tilted her head, and asked a little playfully, "Then tell me, what's wrong?" ”
He really wanted to tell her seriously that he fell in love with her at first sight, but it didn't seem to be the time to confess at this moment, he liked her current state very much, she was a sentimental girl, she was insecure in her heart, although she relaxed her guard against herself, if she said what she thought about her at this moment, she would definitely think more, he didn't want to destroy her mood that had just improved.
"I mean, your sisters are trying to leave a way for the other girls to live..."
Miao Miao's eyes rolled around and pouted, "I have to think carefully about your words, there were only me and my two sisters involved, why did you involve other girls?" ”
Uncle Wolf couldn't help but smile and knocked on her head, "Hehe, fool, the parties are men and women..."