Before the words fell, a person came in outside, and he didn't dare to raise his head and hugged Qiqi out.

"It's okay now, right?"

As he spoke, he turned me over. I lay on the table, dead by him.

The sound of the fabric breaking made my heart tremble.

He moved roughly, and he didn't make too many moves before he broke in.

I straightened my back in pain, and my hands clung to the edge of the table.

His movements became more and more fierce each time, with irrepressible rage.

Yes, he was making fun of me, just to vent his anger.

His rapid breathing hit my ears, and I shuddered uncontrollably.

He bit me by the pinna and held me in his arms.

After some time, I finally felt him tremble a few times, then stopped, and fell on my back to gasp for air.

For a moment, he pulled back and straightened up.

I didn't have the strength to do it, and I slid to the ground.

He cleaned my clothes, carried me to the bed, and lay on my side.

After a moment of silence, he leaned over and kissed me, and I turned my head away from me, but he still didn't give up.

I was so hard that I bit him. He didn't care, but took the opportunity to pry my teeth open.

I struggled with what little strength I had left, but his hands were pushed above my head. I felt helpless, and I no longer resisted as if I was fated.

He felt my submissiveness, and his movements became gentle, while another part of his body came up again.

I closed my eyes and said weakly, "Ling Niankong, you will definitely regret what you did tonight." ”

"Really?"

He looked up and looked at me.

"Then I'll see how you make me regret it." As he spoke, he invaded again.

I clutched the rails of the bed above my head with both hands and let him claim it.

Only this time he was surprisingly gentle, with every kiss, every movement soothing, even to please me.

Gradually, my body developed a strange feeling, and I was ashamed of this feeling.

But this man knows me too well, and he touches the most sensitive places in me. Gradually, my body became a little disobedient......

Once again, he hugged me softly and suddenly smiled.

"Yan'er, you still say you don't like me......"

He smoothed my messy hair around my ears.

"You may be able to lie, but the body's reaction is the most real, you can't fool me."

I gritted my teeth and ignored him.

He had filled in the lower lip that I had bitten before.

"Yan'er, your pure toothed dove kung fu has grown a lot, he trained it?"

The word "training" was deliberately accentuated by him.

My chest heaved uncontrollably.

He chuckled.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry......

But Yan'er, you have been with him for five years, but how can you still taste the same as back then? Isn't he okay?

If he can't, you can come back to me, you know my skills best, and you will be able to serve you comfortably. ”

His foul language stirred my chest with blood and blood, and I glared at him.

"Why, I can't talk about him yet? ……

Yan'er, you tell you the truth, will you follow him because of that child?

That's not as good as ...... Let's have a baby, too.

So you can come back to me, won't you? ”

He's crazy! Ling Niankong, he's crazy!

I thought so, but I was forced to accept him......

I'm numb for a long time, but he still doesn't want to let me go.

Suddenly, the most shameful, painful memories hidden in the depths of my mind resurfaced, overlapping with everything that was happening at the moment.

A strong wave of nausea welled up in my throat, and I threw myself on the side of the bed and retched, despite his unstoppable movements.

He didn't expect me to do this at all, and he got up and hugged me, as if he was a little overwhelmed.

I vomited for a long time, but I didn't vomit anything, but my tears soaked the ground a little.

I was exhausted, and he lifted me up and carried me into his arms.

I struggled in disgust, and this time he let go.

I didn't want to look at his expression, so I lay back on the couch, facing the wall.

I don't want to cry, but tears just don't listen. After a while, the pillow was wet.

He pulled back the quilt and wrapped me around him.

I was like a dead fish, and I didn't resist in the slightest and let him take me into his arms.

After a moment of silence, he leaned close to my ear: "Does it hurt?" ”

Receiving no answer from me, he continued to speak very gently:

"It must have hurt you this time, didn't it?

I'm sorry...... Before, I was reluctant to toss you like this...... I am even more reluctant to use a strong ...... on you."

He sneered, and his tone seemed to be talking to himself:

"The last time we met, I clearly said that I wouldn't mind. But I still couldn't hold back when I saw that child, it wasn't as easy as I thought......

I'm sorry Yan'er, I scared you just now, right? I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

But Yan'er, why are you doing this to me?

What am I doing wrong? You're going to punish me like this? Well?

Be! When I first met you, I really wanted to get closer to your father through my relationship with you.

It is because of me that your father is guilty.

But it is true that your father colluded with Beili, and even without me, he would one day end the same way.

If he was discovered by someone else, would that person go to great lengths to steal the beams and change the pillars to save your father and brother?

I know that what Luo Ma Po said to you hurt you deeply. But haven't you ever wondered why I said that?

At that time, it was not only my people who arrested Jian Qi, but also the emperor's people.

If I don't say that and don't dissociate myself from you, the matter will reach the emperor's ears, how can I easily enter and leave the prison where your father and brother are imprisoned later, and secretly plot to rescue them?

How could you have trusted me more in the first place......

Yan'er, in your heart, am I really that unbearable?

Do you really feel like I'm just taking advantage of you? ……

Of course, I don't say this to shirk responsibility, let alone blame you.

I want military power, but I also want you.

Yan'er, do you know what this place is?

This is Xinghua Village, our home in Xinghua Village.

Didn't recognize it, did it?

This room is a wing room in the front yard, which was used to pile up miscellaneous items, and I had them cleaned up.

Do you remember what you said?

You say, do you want to live here with me, for the rest of your life......

Don't run away, okay?

As long as you promise, I will depend on you for everything.

If you want to drink apricot wine, I will drink it with you and get drunk with you.

If you want to eat spicy food, I'll make it for you, and you can eat as much as you want.

By the way, you haven't eaten my cooking yet, have you? I'm pretty good at it!

Over the years, I have learned the dishes you like to eat, and I will cook them for you tomorrow, how about it? ……

Yan'er, do you remember, at that time you asked me, if one day, you don't like me, what will I do.

I said I don't know.

I really don't know, and I still don't.

At the beginning, even if you were occupied by me, you could still leave me in Yuqiong Mountain without looking back;

You would rather give up your hand in healing and saving others than be coerced by me.

Yan'er, I really don't know what to do.

I don't think I can keep you no matter what method I use, I can't keep you......

By the way, you taught me.

You said that you want me to spoil you, spoil you to heaven, and treat you better than anyone else in this world, so that you can only like me, right?

All right! I listen to you, and I will listen to you in everything from now on.

I'm not going to control you like I used to. You can do whatever you want, as long as you're happy, okay? ”

He kept choking and talking in my ear, as if he wanted to say all the love words that he hadn't been able to say in the past five years.

My body is numb, and my heart is numb.

I wish I hadn't met him again.

It would have been a dream.

If it was just a dream, I would have been able to soften my heart in a dream by what he said. Maybe I'll forgive him like this, and even be with him again regardless of it.

But it's not a dream.

Regardless of the harm he caused to me, over the years he has taken power from the battalion step by step, and even colluded with Umeng.

He worked so hard for the sake of the 10,000-strong seat. So sooner or later, he will be the biggest obstacle to Ah Ran's recovery.

At that time, I could only stand by Ah Ran's side.

Ling Niankong and I will become enemies sooner or later. So, I can only dream......