Miao Miao's unintentional words, the two sisters remembered in their hearts, and after Zhuang Fei left, the two sisters began to interrogate Miao Miao.

"You have such an excellent person as Zhuang Fei by your side, and you can see that he cares about you very much, why haven't you fallen in love?"

Recently, when she heard the topic of love, Miao Miao felt a little irritable in her heart, inexplicably irritable, and she didn't know why.

"It's impossible for me to be with him, I'm too familiar, I don't call, it's good to be friends."

"Girls want to find a family conditions that are okay, and good for themselves, the rest is secondary, mother's life, just because she was willful when she was young, according to her grandmother, her mother has many suitors, she only fell in love with her father, and grandparents tried every possible way to block it was useless, and in the end, my mother also paid the price for a lifetime for her own willfulness."

Speaking of this, Miao Yue began to choke, the three sisters had tears in their eyes, Miao Yue straightened her throat, and continued, "Don't take detours in the future, listen to your family's opinions more, you have to understand that only family members will never harm you." ”

"Mom, the women of their time were old-fashioned, and if they found that it was not suitable, they should divorce and get out of the sea of suffering as soon as possible, and I must find a man who is obedient to me to marry." Miao Qing hurriedly expressed her opinion.

Miao Miao was silent, her eyes were fixed on a place, as if she was thinking about something, and there was no expression on her face.

Miao Yue looked at Miao Miao's stunned appearance, and continued, "Miao Qing, I'm not worried, you are more sensible, mainly Miao Miao, she has little social experience, and she can't distinguish right from wrong, can't see people's hearts clearly, and is afraid that she will be deceived." ”

Miao Miao came back to her senses and said thoughtfully, "Don't worry about me, everyone wants differently, you may care more about material things, and I care more about whether or not to fall in love." ”

Miao Yue hurriedly interrupted Miao Miao's words, "You tell your second sister to listen, is what you said immature." ”

Miao Qing said slightly critically: "Miao Miao, you have never suffered hardship, if a beggar falls in love with you, are you willing to marry him?" ”

Miao Miao said without showing weakness, "If I am really tempted by a beggar, then this beggar must have outstanding qualities and something that attracts me; Then I will work hard and at the same time, try to spur him on, let him change from a beggar to an elite of society. If I can't spur him on, and I love him very much, then I will wander with him. ”

"I'm really going to be by you, you're too selfish, you can't wander at every turn, have you ever thought about how difficult it is for me to raise you, but what about you? Now that I've grown up, for the sake of a man, I'm going to leave us to wander, what a white-eyed wolf. ”

Seeing this, Miao Qing hurriedly comforted her sister, "Sister, don't get excited, Miao Miao is not sensible, don't worry about her, besides, let's just chat." ”

Miao Yue adjusted her emotions and gave her opinion clearly, "I think Zhuang Fei and Zhou Liang are both very good, you can choose one between Zhou Liang and Zhuang Fei!" In short, they are all stronger than Hu Lang. ”

Hu Lang, in the past two days, whenever she heard the word Hu Lang, Miao Miao was extremely sad, she thought: Maybe, she really had something with him, everyone said that Hu Lang saved him, but now Hu Lang is in prison, but he can't help him.

Thinking of this she began to be nervous, uneasy, anxious, and she patted her head vigorously, she wished she could remember something, but it was all in vain.

She opened the window, and it was snowing outside, she stretched out her hand, caught the snowflakes one by one, and muttered to herself, "Snowflakes are not rich flowers in the world after all." ”

The two sisters were stunned by her behavior and quickly pulled her into the house, "Miao Miao, what's wrong with you?" Why are you like this when you mention Hu Lang? You don't have to feel guilty or blame yourself, I have already thanked him for you, and he said that since you have forgotten him now, this is the best arrangement. ”

Miao Miao's face was full of sadness and helplessness, and she sneered twice, "Why are you going for me again?" Sister, since I was a child, many times, you did my things for me without my consent, should I thank you? ”

Miao Qing hurriedly stopped Miao Miao, "Little sister, how can there be such a good sister in the world, you should indeed thank your sister." ”

Miao Miao sneered twice, and said weakly, "Yes!" Everyone thinks that I should thank my sister, and I also think that my sister is too tired to do things for me, but sister, can you ask me in advance? Listen to my thoughts before I do it? ”

After listening to her sister's questioning, Miao Yue was stunned at first, and then cried and shouted, "Is it necessary for you to mess with me because of these trivial things?" I'm here to thank you, we don't have parents, I want to take on the responsibilities of parents, I'm working hard, how can I not get a good reward for my kindness? ”

Miao Qing saw her sister crying, and she also cried, "Little sister, how much hardship my sister has suffered, people who know our family know it, why don't you know it?" ”

Miao Miao's tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and she said in a very peaceful tone, word by word, "From childhood to adulthood, I can't have my own unique opinions, but if I have it, everyone will spit on it, and thousands of reasons will be gathered into one sentence, my sister has paid for me, and everything I have should be decided by my sister..."

Miao Miao returned to the house, lying on the bed alone, thinking about what her sisters said, she felt that she was really a white-eyed wolf, and suddenly, she felt extremely guilty and blamed herself, and she hurt her sister again.

Miao Miao silently said to her sister in her heart: "Sister, sister sister, sister in front, sister in the back, just because there is a sister first and then a sister, in my heart, my sister is always in front." Miao Miao is a person who is not good at expressing herself, of course, she can only keep these words in her heart, and when she says them, she feels hypocritical.

Miao Miao's amnesia is already depressing, coupled with Hu Lang's affairs, although she doesn't remember those times, but she will be inexplicably heartbroken because of him, and besides, she finally mustered up the courage to make her own remarks in front of her sister, but she broke her sister's heart.

What should she do? No one understood her, no one could understand her, and she suddenly felt the boundless darkness sweeping towards her, just like that night, she lay in a cold and damp corner, screaming and struggling in the endless darkness, but at this moment, no one could hear her.

She picked up the knife and put it on her wrist, and she wanted to watch as every drop of her blood dripped from her wrist, spread through every crevice of the tile, and then gathered around the corner of each tile, and then separated, as if she were saying goodbye to the people she had met in her life.

She didn't know how long this darkness would last, she even wanted to stand on the windowsill, jump down from the high windowsill, she wanted to be happy once, willful once, to experience the most extreme leap, like a dandelion, free to drift with the wind once...