18. Go home with the hot heat
I suddenly remembered the scene I saw at the lantern festival before, the bright lanterns, the bride in red with exquisite makeup, all of which coincided with that time, one dancing strangely in the dark, and the other holding the frontier in the scorching eyes.
He is my frontier.
The old house is a typical Hui style building, two floors and more than two, each with a patio, surrounded by railings and beauties, he took me directly through the front hall, to the attic inside, it is his room, the furnishings in the room are simple modern style, the computer on the log desk in the corner is a razer blade, next to a cup of cold coffee, next to a big bed, white pillows, dark blue quilt, suddenly remembered the sky when I got off the car, opposite the bed is a wardrobe covered with a whole wall.
"You go take a shower first." He opened the wardrobe on the right, found a set of men's pajamas and handed it to me, then opened the wardrobe door on the far left, and pointed. "This is the bathroom."
"This, I can't take off this clothes."
"So, I'll help you?" He smiled inappropriately, "It's okay, it's okay now, go wash it." ”
I obediently went to take a shower and changed into my pajamas. When he came out, he had already laid another quilt on the floor, and there was an extra glass of warm milk on the table.
I don't have a fat physique, and I'm too lazy to exercise, so I don't eat at night in order to keep in shape, and when I was at school, he brought me fat-free milk every day and watched me drink it.
Actually, "Although we have held hands and kissed before, and there is no more intimate action, but after all, it is boyfriend and girlfriend, and I have no obstacles in my heart, and it doesn't matter if we sleep together."
"What?"
"Nothing." Girls still have to be reserved.
He took a shower quickly, and he had already come out when I was still thinking about things by the bedside, and seeing that my hair was still wet, he patiently took a hair dryer to help me dry it carefully.
We each lay down, and at this moment, I could hear the slight breathing of Hot Heat, and I forced myself to close my eyes, and I could see what he looked like when he was hanging from the tree, his clothes were shredded, the whole tree was scarlet, his slightly moving eyelashes were dripping with blood, his pale blue eyes were wide open, looking straight at me, watching Rere take my hand and leave.
The real image of that time was repeated over and over again, his unwillingness, his anger, his disgust straight through my body, as if to tear me apart.
Does he hate me? Why do you want to marry me?
Anxiety and doubts collided in my mind, and I wandered in endless doubts, which turned into countless knots around me and asked me one by one, layer by layer around my neck, constantly tightening and contracting, and I could only say "I don't know" dryly.
With a "bang", I fell, and when I opened my eyes, I lay on top of Rere and smashed him to a "hiss" in pain.
I rolled to the side in embarrassment, and was about to get up to turn on the light first, when he pulled his arm into his arms and covered it tightly with the quilt.
"You did it on purpose." His voice came from above me, with a triumphant smile.
"I'm not." As soon as I tilted my head, my nose hit his chin in pain.
"Hey, stupid." After saying that, he kissed me on the nose, and then on the lips, I may have been a little dizzy from pain, and gnawed on it, and he hugged me tighter, as if to crush me, the touch of the lips and the physical sensation made me owe it, this time the kiss was deeper than every one of our previous ones, his hand began to swim over me, a hot feeling swept over, his lips began to kiss my earlobe, my neck.
I opened my eyes and gasped slightly, my delicate eyebrows and eyes, my long eyelashes trembled slightly, somehow, at this moment I suddenly remembered the hanging star, remembered his slender fingers, white bones, and the most beautiful hands trembled slightly, I saw him covering his eyes, tears flowing down his fingers, and his long hair began to curl up, wrapping him tightly, but he never said a word.
Even tears are so beautiful.
I was so stunned that I started to think about the hanging star. Seeing that I was dumbfounded, Rere asked, "Have you seen anything terrible again?" ”
"Well, I've seen something bad and I'm wondering if I should stop it."
"I don't want to know how other people are doing, I just want you to be safe. We've got to start collecting spirits. As he spoke, he hugged me tighter.
"Okay." I've been missing for so long, he must be in a hurry. "How did you find me, though?"
"I have a heart." [I can't find you, as long as he wants to hide, I can't find you at all.] The hot tone was a little gloomy. At that time, I was intoxicated by the long-lost warmth in his arms, just as a joke.
"Then you must have worked hard to find it. I miss you so much, I want to talk to you, eat with you, do everything with you. ”
"It's a long night, why don't we do something fun?"
"Sleep!"
Days of uneasiness turned into a deep sleep on this night, and the dream opened again.
Yu Xuan wore that school uniform every day, but he didn't go to the girls' high school in the city again, and occasionally he would send food to the mountain temple while it was still early, and he would return as soon as he was gone.
Life was so boring, and my dreams became dim.
There's someone over there.
The Hidden World Sect directly pointed to this place, but this place was chaotic and there was no way to locate it. Even the remnants of the old trees after they were burned were cleaned up.
Only ten days ago, someone got married, and after setting a date, he took the newlywed's hair and tied it in a knot and buried it here.
Ten days ago.
"Mother, I'm going to marry him."
"You don't want to marry Qi Re, you want to fall in love freely, I answered you, but now you want to choose such a tuberculosis, everyone says that he can't live, what are you trying to do." Figure He took the lead in bullying you when he was a child? ”
"Mother, I, I can heal him."
"Even if you can cure him, you don't have to marry him."
The father, who was sitting on the side, smoked a dry cigarette silently and did not speak.
"Please."
The father finally stopped moving, got up and said decisively, "I can't agree with your mother on this matter today, I think the child of the Qi family is very good, and in a few days I will pull down my old face and say that you will marry into the Qi family." ”
"Father! You! How can you do that! There was a kind of disguised anger in Yu Xuan's tone.
In the next second, a retort came from the courtyard like a Hong Zhong, "Your face is not old enough." ”
"Grandpa?!"
"Xuan girl's family affairs, my old man can still speak. I agreed to this family business, and when the Wang family sent a dowry gift, I accepted it. ”
If you can speak, you have the final say. I sneered.