Tang Xiaonian didn't know how she went back, she had been deeply trapped in her own pain, the whole person was like a marionette, the expression on her face was dull and wooden, without a trace of anger.

"Xiao Nian, if you want to cry, just cry out, don't hold back." Chen Ruonan put her hands on her shoulders and sat on the sofa to look at her.

She doesn't cry or make trouble, but it makes people feel even more distressed.

However, there was silence in her answer.

"Xiao Nian!"

Looking at Tang Xiaonian's appearance, Chen Ruonan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and his voice had a few trills, shaking Tang Xiaonian's shoulders vigorously: "You cheer up a little!" Don't be like this. ”

Tang Xiaonian looked at Chen Ruonan with big empty eyes, and his lips were pale: "Ruonan, you go home first, I want to be alone for a while." ”

"But you're like this, how can I go back with confidence!"

"Let's go."

Tang Xiaonian leaned on the sofa and slowly closed his eyes.

Seeing her like this, Chen Ruonan can't say anything, let her self-regulate......

Chen Ruonan finally left uneasy.

Listening to the "click" sound of the door being closed, Tang Xiaonian's emotions were like broken strings, tears, falling one by one, dripping on the sofa, disappearing like a falling meteor.

Her heart was clenched as if by a huge hand, and she was spasming in pain, and she couldn't breathe in pain.

She couldn't forgive herself, if it weren't for her, in a few months, Ji Ancheng would be happily a father.

He said he wanted to give birth to a child of their own......

But now......

"Anseong...... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"

She took out her mobile phone and made a call to Ji Ancheng.

The phone rang a few times and was answered.

Ji Ancheng's always low magnetic voice with a hint of pampering came from the microphone: "Xiao Nian, what's wrong?" ”

Hearing his voice, her tears welled up even more.

She covered her mouth, stifled her cries, and did her best to make her voice sound like usual.

"Where are you?"

"I'm having dinner with a client, what's wrong, are you missing me?"

Ji Ancheng's evil voice came from the microphone, because there were many people on his side and the scene was noisy, he didn't notice the trills in Tang Xiaonian's voice.

Tang Xiaonian wiped away her tears: "You came to me, okay?" ”

The voice was not as lively and clear as usual, but it was a little helpless, pleading, and when it came into Ji Ancheng's ears, his heart softened all of a sudden.

Without the slightest hesitation or hesitation, he nodded and said, "Okay." Wait for me, ten minutes. ”

After speaking, he hung up the phone, put on his coat and hurriedly walked out.

Xia Yun asked in surprise: "Mr. Ji!" Where are you going? ”

Ji Ancheng's cold gaze shot at him and continued to walk out.

……

After the phone was hung up, Tang Xiaonian sat in front of the makeup mirror, made a simple foundation with a no-makeup cream, carefully applied concealer to the red and swollen rabbit-like eyelids, and then applied a layer of beige eyeshadow, which finally covered the traces of crying.

After finishing a literary and fresh makeup, Tang Xiaonian used a curling iron to perm himself with air bangs and changed into a goose yellow dress.

Before he could change his shoes, there was a sound of unlocking at the door.

She had no choice but to pick out the closest pair of heels to her on the shoe rack.

However, with only one shoe, her whole person was encircled by Ji Ancheng from behind, and the familiar manly aura came to her face, making her body tremble slightly.

"Xiao Nian, why are you dressed up so beautiful today? Well? ”

Ji Ancheng's voice was a little lower than usual, and he was a little hoarse.

Tightly encircled her waist and turned her whole body around, facing him.

"I ......"

Tang Xiaonian put on another shoe, his eyes a little evasive.

However, in Ji Ancheng's eyes, this was a sign of shyness, and her ink eyes stared at her pink mouth, and began to gradually darken.

Then, he cupped the back of her head and kissed her on the lips.

For a moment, Tang Xiaonian's heart trembled suddenly.

Tears are coming out of my eyes again......

She hurriedly turned her face back and forced back the tears.

In the next second, her arm movements gently wrapped around Ji Ancheng's neck, kissing him back jerkily and seriously, outlining the outline of his mouth little by little.

Originally, Ji Ancheng just couldn't help it, but she burst into a fire in his body.

His deep eyes were filled with longing for a moment.

At the moment, he had only one thought!

Want her!

His originally tender kiss suddenly became frenzied.

Tang Xiaonian kissed him back seriously.

Soon, Ji Ancheng was not satisfied with such a kiss......

A large hand reached behind her, and unzipped the hem of her skirt with ease, and suddenly the dress slipped off her body and down to her waist......

He grabbed it a little rudely, and the clothes were thrown out by him in a parabolic arc.

"Whew-"

Tang Xiaonian snorted secretly, and his instinctive reaction was to shrink back.

But the doctor's words echoed in my mind......

She forced herself to conform to his movements.

Eyes began to become confused.

Her initiative is tantamount to "adding fuel to the fire".

Ji Ancheng's eyes flashed with affection.

They lasted from one o'clock in the afternoon to six o'clock in the evening.

A full five hours.

Tang Xiaonian was tired and his body was already paralyzed, but Ji Ancheng was tireless, and his physical fitness was amazingly good......

He kissed her on the forehead lovingly, and carried her towards the bathroom.

After cleaning her, Ji Ancheng found that she was already bruised.

He carried her towards the bed.

Holding the soft body in his arms, he was inexplicably satisfied.

He pinched the tip of her nose and kissed her softly on the lips.

At this time, Tang Xiaonian opened his eyes and woke up leisurely.

"Anseong ......"

Tang Xiaonian rubbed into his arms like a kitten, nestled his head on his warm chest, and his eyes were a little sour.

"Hmm."

He wrapped her in his arms, touched her smooth back, his thin lips pressed against her sensitive earlobes, and his deep voice was indescribably sexy: "Why are you so well-behaved and so active today?" ”

One sentence caused Tang Xiaonian's eyes to be even more wet, and his face began to flush a little.

She meekly arched in his arms, not saying anything.

"I'll call you a little girl in the future, little girl."

His deep tone stretched the word "good" very long, which sounded heartwarming.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Ji Ancheng chuckled, and his hand began to caress her lower abdomen: "When can you give me a baby?" If we have our own children, life will be more complete, but you are skinny and skinny, and you need to eat more. ”

One sentence made Tang Xiaonian stiffen, there were tears in her eyes, her nose was sour, and she almost couldn't stop crying.

It's the third time.

This is the third time that Ji Ancheng has told him that he wants to have a child, and when he travels to Bali, she can see the envy and gentleness in his eyes when he sees the child, and she can see his love for children......

Originally, they could have children, but now......

Sensing Tang Xiaonian's strange appearance, Ji Ancheng removed her head, stared at her eyes, and frowned after seeing the water vapor in her eyes: "What's wrong?" Why are you still crying? ”

Tang Xiaonian's eyes were evasive, he reached out to wipe his tears, and smiled reluctantly: "I'm just...... Just touched by you. ”

"Really?"

He stared into her eyes, as if to discern the truth of her words.

"Of course it's true, being loved by such a good man almost moved me to faint."

Tang Xiaonian pretended to be relaxed and said, afraid that Ji Ancheng would ask her again, so she put her head on his chest again to hide her panic.

Ji Ancheng's eyebrows stretched out for a moment, and the strength of the circle tightened a little tighter, and he rubbed her silky hair lovingly.

Tang Xiaonian's heart tightened, and his palms began to clench gradually.

He cares so much about the child, he definitely can't accept the fact that he can only be beaten out when he is pregnant with a child.

This kind of pain should be borne by herself, and he still doesn't know anything.

Besides, the doctor also said that she would conceive a child again after taking care of her body, and she must return the two healthy babies to Ji Ancheng after she takes good care of her body.

Like he said, a man and a woman.

On this day, Tang Xiaonian contacted the director of the gynecology department last time, the doctor.

After the two parties got in touch, according to the agreed time, Tang Xiaonian arrived as scheduled accompanied by Chen Ruonan.

In the waiting room outside the ward, many pregnant women are accompanied by their husbands or family members.

Under the careful care of her husband, the women who were protecting the fetus had ruddy complexions and happy smiles on their faces.

And the women who are about to have an abortion have sad faces, and their husbands comfort them: "Don't be sad, we will still have children in the future." ”

Tang Xiaonian saw it in his eyes, and the throbbing pain in his heart became clearer and clearer every time.

She clutched her lower abdomen, her heart as if it had been pierced by a sharp blade, and her heart shrunk into a ball of pain.

Soon, the little life was about to turn into a pool of blood from her stomach and leave......

However, she did not dare to tell the child's father.

Tears, once again, dripped down.

She wiped away her tears in embarrassment, tilted her head and forced her tears back.

Chen Ruonan felt very uncomfortable when she looked at her.

The voice of the exit was a little choked: "Xiao Nian, I don't understand, why don't you tell Ji Ancheng about this matter, he is the father of the child, he should accompany you to bear these pains together, shelter you from the wind and rain, why should you bear all these pains alone?!" ”

In the last sentence, she shouted directly.

As Tang Xiaonian's best friend, how could she bear to watch her suffer?!

When Tang Xiaonian heard Chen Ruonan's words, he was also a little excited.

With red eyes, he said: "How can I tell him, tell him that we have a child, but because of my previous recklessness, the child was born destined to be a deformity and must be removed...... He loves children so much that he wants to have a child of his own...... It's all my fault......"

At this point, her words began to choke, and tears fell on the cold ground.

She wiped away her tears, and her voice was very low: "Ruonan, promise me, don't tell him about this, I don't want him to be sad." I'd rather bear the pain alone than make it painful. ”

Chen Ruonan opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but the words came to his mouth but swallowed.

At this time, a voice came from the loudspeaker: "A55, Tang Xiaonian." ”

Tang Xiaonian took a deep breath, handed the bag to Chen Ruonan, and barely squeezed out a smile: "I'm in, wait for me." ”

"Xiao Nian ......"

Chen Ruonan's eyes were filled with a layer of mist.

The corners of Tang Xiaonian's lips pursed into a straight line, covered her flat lower abdomen, and walked into the operating room step by step.

She walked very slowly.

It's almost turtle speed.

The doctor didn't urge her, he knew Tang Xiaonian's mood too well at this moment.

After all, who wants to kill their own children with their own hands?!

Tang Xiaonian clenched his palms, although his steps were very slow, but an operating room was only a few meters away from the operating table, and no matter how slow it was, it would come to an end after all.

Coming to the operating table, Tang Xiaonian slowly took off his flat shoes and lay down with a calm face.