When she got home, Ke'er immediately took a hot bath, she touched her face in the mirror, she could still feel Wang Jing's chilling cup of ice water, accidentally, grievances came to her heart again, all night, her ears were surrounded by Wang Jing's words, she sometimes had doubts about Fang Zichun's feelings for her, sometimes she thought of Fang Zhanting, and sometimes she remembered their happy family that she had heard from Wang Jing before, and that kind of confusion and sympathy alternated, making her hesitate......

"Lan Ke'er, is it time for you to let go? A good family, just scattered, on the surface it is not your reason, but it is indirectly caused by you, you let it go! Just like before, haven't you been like this for more than 20 years? It's okay for you to live alone! There's no way a time machine can take you back to the past, you're just two parallel lines......"

She said this to herself over and over again in her heart......

The next day, Keer returned to her hometown with Rui Rui as scheduled, and after settling Rui Rui, she rushed to Chongqing, because she had to prepare for the new program that was about to be broadcast.

In the evening, Ke'er returned to Xia Mo's house, and as soon as she entered the house, she asked Xia Mo:

"Xia Mo, what about the photo I put in your house last time?"

"You and your future brother-in-law?"

Kerr glanced at her,

"Fang Zichun's, give it to me!"

Xia Mo went into the house to help Kerr take out the photo frame,

"Keep it well, and when you get married, you can put it on the table, what a beautiful memory......"

When Xia Mo was talking to herself about her longing there, Ke'er found a waste cardboard box, threw the photo frame into it along with the photo, and then quickly put it in the place where the garbage was placed outside the gate.

"What are you doing? Kerr? ”

"Throw it away, don't want it!"

"What's wrong again?"

"Don't pick it up!"

With that, Ke'er entered the bedroom and slammed the door shut......

Xia Mo walked to the door and listened to the movement inside, only to hear Ke'er's crying,

She crept out the door, took all the photos back with a light hand, and put them in a cabinet drawer.

Xia Mo didn't understand what was wrong with Ke'er, she felt very inexplicable......

"Xia Mo, is Ke'er back? Why didn't you come to work? The phone is also turned off! ”

"She came back last night, I went out to work early in the morning, and I don't know, but she came back last night very inexplicably, and threw away all the photos of her and Fang Zichun, not very happy."

"These two people have been making trouble for three days, what's going on?"

"It's not that simple this time, throwing photos is serious for her, you know she's very nostalgic......"

"It's not good, can you go back with me? I don't feel at ease if I can't find anyone. ”

"Good! No problem, I'll come to you right away, and we'll go back together. ”

Xia Mo returned home with Button, and found that Kerr's bedroom door was closed without any sound.

"Quick, open the door and see!"

When they opened the door, they found Kerr sleeping on the bed, looking very uncomfortable, and her bag was turned over.

"What's wrong with you, Kerr?"

The button hurriedly stepped forward,

"Oops, what's the fever? Is it cold? ”

"My head hurts and I want to call you, but my phone is out of battery and I can't find a charger anywhere......"

"Xia Mo, hurry up and call Fang Zichun."

"Don't hit, don't hit him!"

"Why? He should come and take care of you! ”

"No, I just want you."

Kerr cried,

"I'm feeling bad, help me find some medicine! Don't bother him anymore, I'm tired......"

The clasp hugged Kerr tightly,

"What the hell is wrong with you? Why do you make people worry so much every time? The awards ceremony is two days away, you get me well quickly! ”

"I'm so wronged, I'm so tired, I really want to rest my heart......"

"Sister Ke'er, did Fang Zichun bully you?"

Xia Mo's tears also fell,

"Xia Mo, let Ke'er take medicine first, I'm in a hurry, it's going to be the award ceremony soon, she must attend."

Xia Mo brought cold medicine, fever reducer and a cup of hot water,

"Eat, rest and rest and you'll be fine, I'll go find you a charger, you lie down."

"I seem to have forgotten the charger in Shanghai......"

"It's okay, I have an iPhone charging cable in the car, I'll go get it."

"Sister Button, Xia Mo, don't you look for Fang Zichun, okay? I thought about it, I was going to be with him, there were too many obstacles, I was really tired, I wanted to live alone...... Me and he will slowly forget about it...... You let me do the rest of the work with peace of mind, okay? ”

Button and Xia Mo looked at each other, although they were very puzzled, but they really respected Kerr's decision and didn't want her emotions to fluctuate again, because the next award ceremony and the start of the new show are very important, and the most important thing is to stabilize Kerr's emotions first.

"Okay, we won't look for him, you can take care of your body with peace of mind, and go to Shenzhen with me to attend the award ceremony in two days. By the way, you will be invited to perform at the awards ceremony, so you can think about it, what song to sing? ”

The clasp said.

Ke'er knew that it must have been the big glass of ice water yesterday, which flowed down her hair and into her back, and she was in a particularly bad mood, so her body issued a warning, how could she be so embarrassed? She must pull herself together and do what she has to do.

"Zichun, you know what? Ke'er is coming to Shenzhen in two days! ”

Fang Zichun's mother said excitedly to her son.

"Really?"

"This year's award ceremony in the music and art industry was held in Shenzhen, and Kerr was nominated, and Chongqing Music Radio was also nominated, and I heard it on the radio."

"Great."

"When the time comes, please come to the house and sit down. You take the initiative to contact you in the past two days, don't keep silent every time, you know? Also, what are you going to do with that guitar every day? ”

"I'm going back to participate in the new show planned by Kerr."

"My son has also opened up? Do you know that there are other things besides work? Mommy has your back! Are you going to Chongqing to participate? ”

"Yes, so I'll take annual leave to go back with you this time."

"Oops, that's great! We are really reunited for the Chinese New Year this year, you go back, and also visit Kerr's parents, leave a good impression on them, and rest assured that your daughter will be handed over to you to take care of in the future! ”

"Okay, Mom!"

"Tell your mother, what are you and Kerr's plans? Was the misunderstanding explained last time? ”

"Mom, don't worry, take your time, Ke'er is very busy this time, I don't want to disturb her, I'm going to use a song to move her!"

"You, you, you're still romantic, mom supports! That Lin Chen didn't look for her, did he? ”

"Lin Chen has found Xiaoya's mother, and Ke'er has helped them a lot, and now their family of three is reunited, very happy!"

"Great, hurry up, hurry up and marry Ke'er to me. Mom is very anxious, I only approve of the son. ”

When Fang Zichun heard his mother's words, his heart was very stable, in fact, he was not in a hurry, he wanted to be with Ke'er more than anyone else, and the feeling of impatience was self-evident...... So he must work hard to move Kerr.

Fang Zichun wanted to call Kerr, picked up his mobile phone, but received a message from the wheat bar, and found that Kerr had released a new song, Karen Mok's "Cloudy Day", he clicked the play button and listened carefully......

"Cloudy day in a room with no lights on

When all thoughts settle little by little

Love is spiritual opium

Or a boring pastime at the end of the century

The cigarette smoke formed a puddle of light

And his picture is at hand

How sweet the two of them laughed

It's always a minute to get started

Everyone thinks that the enthusiasm will never wane

Except for the little tiredness after the passion fades

Maybe insatiable as someone said

I deserve to answer who said that I don't know the checkpoint

In short, in those years, emotion won over the rational side

Cloudy day in a room with no lights on

When all thoughts settle little by little

Doubts in love and hatred

The blind spot is so obvious

The girls all stepped aside

The subtleties of this song are all experienced

It will take years to really understand

Think back to the noisy wedding feast of that day

What rings in my ears is the overture or the epilogue

Feelings are not just what you love and I want

It's best to love and hate and not owe each other

The feelings are said to be worn out, and one person breaks free and one person picks it up

Men don't have to be at a loss for words

Women really don't need to be pitied

Anyway, the two of you didn't have a relationship in those years

Cloudy day in a room with no lights on

When all thoughts settle little by little

Love is spiritual opium

Or a boring pastime at the end of the century

The cigarette smoke formed a puddle of light

And his picture is at hand

How sweet the two of them laughed

How sweet the two of them laughed."

Keer, who was recuperating at home, looked at the dim sky outside the window, and flipped out the only two photos with Fang Zichun in her mobile phone, she had a lot of thoughts, she would think of the song "Cloudy Sky" sung by Karen Mok, every lyric deeply shook her heart, she never understood the relationship between herself and Fang Zichun, just like the song sang, if you want to understand, it will take several years, but she has not figured it out for more than 20 years, maybe even if she has heard too much truth, it is still not as good as tasting it slowly in person, in order to get back to real calmness. Whether all her efforts can lead to the end of happiness depends on faith and courage, and she seems to be a little lacking in courage now, and that kind ......of relief and helplessness are fiercely entangled with her......

That's why she recorded this song in the microphone bar, and made up her mind to completely delete the two photos in the mobile phone album, she is ready to seal those nostalgia and bury them in her heart forever......

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