Chapter 176: I'll Wait for You to Grow Up
"I'm sick and think about it." "He" looked at her.
"I know......" Aunt Lan said just now, "just let Aunt Lan find you a doctor, I won't see a doctor." β
"If you dare to go, I won't let it be fine," he said, pointing to his heart, "You really don't worry about your 'Brother Jin'?" β
Gu Xiang suddenly smiled: "Young Master, do you remember when I first arrived at the Si family?" You kept telling me that Brother Jin was dead, and it was already in your heart, wasn't it? β
"He" must have remembered.
Si Jintang thought to himself, isn't this the plot when he first entered this "game"? The arrogant and indifferent teenager hit the fragile little girl hard.
She wants to escape from reality, and "he" has to make her recognize reality.
The knife that I threw out at the beginning is now flying back.
His mood at the moment is also quite strange, like a bystander, looking at this "self", he didn't feel sympathy, but felt that he deserved it.
He probably understands the power field.
No wonder he always looks forward to being such a bystander, after all, it is really comfortable to watch people being slapped in the face.
Even if that person may be himself.
"Si Jin Tang" was stunned for a second and said, "He's dead!" But his heart is still with me! He's another kind alive! β
"But this is already the young master's heart?" Gu Xiang smiled and said, "Young Master, in fact, I already understood when I was ten years old, I was just lying to myself, I was so sad at that time." What's more, young master, you also made me recognize it, didn't you? The young master is the young master, and Brother Jin is Brother Jin-"
"Can't you continue to lie to yourself?!" "His" face turned even paler from the constant growl.
"No, you have to believe in fairy tales when you are young, and you didn't believe it when you were a child, so how can you believe it when you grow up?"
"He" grabbed her hand and put it on his chest, "Listen carefully, is this your 'Brother Jin'!" He's alive! Are you going to watch him die again? β
Gu Xiang's eyebrows and eyes smiled crookedly: "Young master, you are so naΓ―ve." Of course the young master won't die, as long as the young master is alive, it will continue to jump-"
Gu Xiang didn't finish his words, and was suddenly embraced into an embrace.
It was the first time she was hugged, with a wide chest and a warm body.
At that moment, she suddenly understood something.
Brother Jin also hugged her, but it wasn't this feeling, it was completely another embrace, another person's heartbeat.
When it is in Brother Jin's body, he is Brother Jin; But when it's in the young master's body, he's the young master.
Perhaps, the heart was aware of this fact faster than her, so she chose to flee.
Her face was pressed against his chest, and she heard "his" voice ringing in her ears: "Listen well, it doesn't beat fast, and the heart doesn't lie." β
She heard it, poof, poof, and jumped fast.
She said, "Master, that's because you have a feverβ"
"It's not!" "He" denied, bending over with his chin resting on her shoulder, "Think, it needs you." You're going to be beating alive in it, it's used to you, and now you're gone, it's going to be lonely. β
Gu Xiang was hugged by that warm embrace, and he didn't speak for a long time.
It's because of the fever, "his" body is so hot, and holding her feels like a big stove.
"Think about it, it needs your care. I don't care if you think of it as your 'Brother Jin' or whoever it is, you just stay, I don't care. β
Thinking about it, it's uncomfortable. This heart that does not belong to oneself cannot be controlled by oneself after all.
The farther away she was, the more uncomfortable it became.
"I'll wait for you to grow up, wait for you to graduate, and marry me when the time comes.
"I was supposed to die at the age of seventeen, and it was his heart that kept me alive.
"At first I didn't know why, but now I understand that he kept me alive because of you."
Gu Xiang is actually not a romantic, and these words sound very illusory, but his voice is so low, and the murmur goes deep into the bone marrow, and Su is numb.
The young master is actually very lonely.
She didn't know why, but the young master who had everything was still very lonely.
They healed each other, so for a second, she couldn't push him away.
At that time, "he" drew a beautiful blueprint for her, and later in that year, "he" also gave her a lot of joy and happiness, so much so that she believed that the future would really be good.
Because of "his" promise, even though she knew that "his" mother wanted to match "him" and Miss Yan, she still chose to believe "him".
Until the blood-filled picture at the end, Si Jintang woke up from his stunnedness.
The shocking scene made him clench his fists.
You idiot, since you promised her, why didn't you take good care of her?
The middle jumped so fast that he didn't even know what was going on, so he jumped to the finale and saw everything he saw when he first entered this illusion.
"He" lost her, so he hugged her and cried bitterly and asked her to come back.
But the person is dead, how can he come back?
You should cherish it when you're alive, what did you do when she was alive?
Why was she so desperate before she died, that look ......
He could see that he was having trouble breathing, as if something was grabbing his heart.
Everything around them began to slowly fade away, even the light, and all of a sudden it became dim.
His breathing became more and more difficult, and he was almost suffocated.
He looked like he was dying.
He suddenly remembered what had happened before he had come here.
It's Yan Qianxun!
He can't die yet......
Who Gu thinks is, what are these plots, he hasn't figured out any of this, how can he die like this?!
He had a strong desire to live.
Gu Xiang......
It's her.
All he knew was that if he died, he wouldn't be able to think about it!
After a while, he regained a large amount of oxygen and began to breathe violently, but the sharp pain in his heart did not subside in the slightest.
I began to hear sounds from my surroundings, and gradually received information from the outside world.
"There's a heartbeat!"
"Great......"
The operating light was so glaring that he couldn't keep it open.
He turned his head sideways and saw them standing outside the operating room.
There was a man there who for a time made him think he was still in a fantasy world.
"Think about it......" he opened his mouth.
The operation is being put to a close end here, and everyone outside is breathing a sigh of relief.
Quan Ye couldn't help but think that it was really him, and he actually came back from hell again.
It's thrilling!
Not everyone whose heart stops beating is alive again.
In the past, he always thought that he looked down on life and death, but today, he suddenly felt that his desire to survive was so strong.
Because of the anesthetic, Si Jintang wanted to get up, but he couldn't move.
It wasn't until the end of the operation that he was pushed out of the operating room, he bent his will, grabbed the hand, and while wearing an oxygen mask, he said with difficulty: "Think about it...... Don't go ......."