Chapter 135: Ziqing in Di Yan's arms
"Who's hurt." As soon as he took a break, Su Qi asked this question again, "Stand up yourself." ā
No one answered her, and Su Qi didn't talk any more nonsense, just looked at Ziqing, Ziqing lowered her head and ignored Su Qi's words, but she was trembling.
Somewhat surprised, Ye Zi also spoke up, her words were more subtle, but they were more direct than Su Qi, and said, "Ziqing, don't be like this." ā
"What's that!? What am I like! What do you mean! Ziqing heard that he was named, and his reaction was extremely fierce.
"I saw it," Ye Zi said, "Qi also saw it, the wound on your shoulder ......"
"Nonsense! What a wound! I do not know! Ziqing shouted hysterically: "What do you see! You don't see anything! ā
"Ziqing!" Ye Zi's mood was not very good, and said: "It's okay if you get hurt, we will still be by your side, but you must at least have the courage to face it, tell everyone about it, and avoid causing harm to others......"
"What hurts! I wasn't hurt! I ......"
Yikes! Su Qi, who didn't know when he came behind Ziqing, ripped off the sleeves of her shoulders. This time, I saw it, and I'm sure everyone else saw it too. On Ziqing's shoulder, there was a blood-red wound.
Ziqing jumped up as if he had been electrocuted, and took a step back to the root of the wall. The right hand hurriedly pulled up the ripped off clothes to cover the wound again, and looked at Su Qi with a frightened expression.
"What are you doing!" Ziqing turned into anger and shouted, "What are you doing!" ā
"When you climbed down the sewers, you were scratched by zombies." Su Qi said with an unmoved face.
"Nonsense! I...... I accidentally scraped it! ā
"Ziqing!" Ye Zi said: "I saw it too!" You're ...... Say no more! ā
"I ...... I ......" Ziqing didn't say anything for a long time, she bit her lip and stood at the base of the wall, holding it for a while, before she softened her tone and asked, "Then what do you want...... Kill, kill...... Me? ā
"Of course not!" Ye Zi said affirmatively: "I said, you should at least let everyone know so that you can avoid ......"
"Don't lie to me!" Ziqing interrupted: "I know, I know!" I know that since I quarreled with him Shi Lei, you won't be waiting to see me! Then Brother Shi Yao and I quarreled with him a lot, and now that Brother Shi is dead, I'll be next, right! ā
"What are you talking about, Ziqing, it's not like this......"
"Forget it! You're starting to target me for such a little wound, I'm fine! I'm not going to be that kind of monster! But even if you knew, you wouldn't let me go! Because of him! Ziqing pointed at me fiercely as he spoke, and continued: "Because he doesn't want to see me, he has an opinion on me!" He is your captain, your brother Shi, and your brother! Of course you think about him! ā
"Don't talk nonsense." Su Qi reprimanded.
"I'm talking nonsense!? I'm telling the truth! Ziqing became excited again and shouted: "You all know to protect the captain, but look at this big stone brother!" He only knows how to maintain Lin Yue and Hu Xinyu! Look at the two of them, once something happens, Shi Lei will be in a hurry! And what about the others!? Shi Lei doesn't care at all! He's the captain, but he doesn't think about other people's feelings at all, and he can do whatever he wants! ā
After hearing this, Su Qi and Ye Zi didn't even refute it, and the others didn't say anything. I saw Di Yan smile wryly after hearing this, just like the smile he had when I asked him if his hands were injured in the shop before.
Ziqing continued: "This time too! If it weren't for the fact that he had to chase after others for revenge, would we have come to this point! Will we be hunted by zombies non-stop! I... Can we get hurt! He didn't want to, he didn't want at all! Just for the sake of a dead man, he is crazy to hunt down and kill others! The most ridiculous thing is that he hasn't killed it yet! After wasting so much time, I finally got two hands...... Fingers! I have become this virtue! ā
"Ziqing! Don't say any more! Xiaoyu finally couldn't help but turn around and shouted: "We can all understand that you are injured and emotional, don't talk about Brother Shi anymore......"
"What do you understand!" Ziqing interrupted: "You are protecting your Brother Shi again, you only know how to protect him!" Of course, of course you can protect him, he is your Shi brother, but he is not mine! Look at him, so many people died at school, and he can still play cards and chat casually! also ran to a room with Lin Yue! He doesn't care about other people's lives at all! What about the promises he made, the promises he said! It's all nonsense! Anything that will protect your teammates is nonsense! ā
Xiaoyu retorted: "I said don't talk about Brother Shi anymore!" When your companions are dead, do you know that Brother Shi is more uncomfortable than anyone else! He just didn't show it! You have no idea what Brother Shi has been through! ā
"I don't know!" Ziqing said: "But do you know why you can stand here and tell me confidently!?" Because you have Shi Lei to support you and Shi Lei to be there, it's not wrong for you to say anything, you are all right, you are Shi Lei's sister! It's different from me, who no one cares about and no one wants! Of course, you are the focus of everyone's protection! But if you don't have Shi Lei, you're nothing! ā
"You ......"
"I'm telling you, if it weren't for Shi Lei, you would have to be like me! Nobody wants to see you! No one protects you! Everything you say and do is wrong! These so-called teammates around you want to leave you behind all the time! ā
After a while, Lin Yue stood up, which frightened Ziqing, who was on the verge of collapse, and was speechless.
"Just take matters into account, don't say it's useless." Lin Yue said coldly: "Now that you have been scratched by a zombie, just stay by the side honestly." ā
Ziqing swallowed his saliva, smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Stay? I... Am I going to have to wait...... You want to wait until you're all rested and leave me here...... You... That's how you are, throwing all the useless weak players behind...... Then he's good to go ahead and ......."
"Ziqing," Ye Zi spoke again, and said with a lonely expression, "I think you also saw how Chen Rui ...... Dead...... At that time, the girl named Hu Xiaoxin had no wounds on her body, but she still mutated, and as a result, she gave Chen Rui ......"
Speaking of this, Ye Zi put his hand on his forehead and continued: "So, we don't want to leave you or whatever, it's just that we really can't take any more risks......
Hearing Ye Zi mention the cause of Chen Rui's death, Ziqing seemed to have calmed down a little, but she still said a little dazedly: "So you ...... Would you like to leave me behind......"
"Don't worry, Ziqing," Ye Zi said, "I will definitely accompany you to the end." ā
"Humph! Walked to... At last...... Uh-huh! ā
Ziqing suddenly covered her stomach, and the expression on her face became extremely painful. She hunched over against the wall, letting the sweat from her face spill down, and for a moment she could only make a 'whine' sound. Su Qi lifted her silver longbow again.
Strike! A mouthful of blood erupted from Ziqing's mouth, rushed to her right hand that was blocking her mouth, and splashed back her face. Ziqing slowly raised his head, looked at the blood on his hands in horror, and trembled uncontrollably.
"Don't ...... Don't ......" Ziqing said slowly: "I don't want to die...... I don't want to die! I ......"
Unwilling tears finally flowed down the corners of Ziqing's eyes, leaving two crystal tear stains on her blood-covered face.
"I ...... I don't want to die......" The whimper in Ziqing's throat was a little vague, "I won't die...... I'm not going to die...... IāI'm not going to die......"
Ziqing raised her head and looked at everyone in the room with tears and expectation, as if hoping to get a beautiful reply. However, none of these people spoke.
"I don't want to die...... You guys... I... I beg ...... I beg you...... Help me... Help me... You ......"
Ziqing's original expectation fell into the bottomless abyss again under the desperate gaze of everyone, and he immediately cried out loud.
"I don't want ...... Die......!! ā
Xiaoyu, who was looking at her, couldn't bear to turn her head, her little hand grabbed the corner of my clothes, and her eyes began to glow white. I don't know if she is sympathizing with Ziqing or grieving for what she said. Ziqing's cry continued to echo in the room, and it also shook everyone's heart.
This feeling is something that no matter how much you have been through, you can't completely ignore it, and the person in front of you, whether friend or foe, when she sends out the knowledge that she is about to become a line. Corpse. Walk. When the flesh cries, it is also the deepest pain of mankind in the last days.
Ziqing's voice gradually faded down, she didn't mutate, she was still sobbing, leaning against the wall and slowly sliding to the ground.
"Not everyone will be like you, we just can't help ourselves."
Di Yan, who was sitting on the side of the wall, suddenly spoke-
"Before the end of the world, many people thought that they would become a strong character among the survivors like the crossbowman, but in fact, many more people became shot. Kill the target...... Before the end of the world, many people thought they could sacrifice for their fellow soldiers. Sacrifice your own life, but in fact, no one can be sure that they will have the courage to take that step until it really comes to that point...... Before the end of the world, many people thought that if they were infected, they would wait for death alone, but in fact, waiting for death alone is not something that everyone can bear...... Before the end of the world, a hundred people would think they were better than the main character in the movie, but in reality, ninety-nine would die of fear and cowardice. ā
Di Yan said this indifferently, his expression seemed to be recalling some sad past, and I was sure that it must be a story that I didn't know.
"Big sister, do me a favor!" Di Yan said to Lin Yue who was standing next to him with a smile, and at the same time stretched out his left hand.
Lin Yue grabbed Di Yan's arm and helped him stand up. While Di Yan got up, he also made a small movement on Lin Yue's waist, although the speed was very fast, it was still seen by me who was behind. I frowned, as if I knew what Di Yan was going to do.
After Di Yan's hand slid across Lin Yue's waist, he helped his waist without leaving a trace, and then supported the wall with both hands, without the support of others, and leaned towards Ziqing with only one leg jumping.
When Di Yan came to Ziqing's side, the latter also raised her head, her emotions at this time had precipitated, looking at Di Yan, Ziqing asked faintly, "You...... Are you here to kill me......"
Di Yan shook his head with a smile, sat down beside Ziqing with difficulty, and then reached out and grabbed her shoulders and gently hugged her in his arms.
Ziqing didn't resist, but cried softly again, lying in Di Yan's arms, and complained, "I...... I'm scared...... I don't want to die... I'm sorry... I was just...... Don't want to die ......"
"I know, I know, cry out." Di Yan gently patted Ziqing's back, took out the fast-cleaning fabric out of nowhere with his other hand, and helped Ziqing gently wipe the blood and tears on his face, "It's not your fault." ā
Di Yan paused for a moment, then raised his head to look at us again, but said to Ziqing in his mouth: "I tell you, you will be afraid, it is normal, no one will want to die, and there are more people who are afraid of death." In the face of death in this world, it would be nice to have one in a thousand people smiling. So you don't have to apologize, it's not just you, it's the same with everyone else. Girl, let me tell you, I'm just like you, but you're better than me, and you dare to admit that you're afraid. I, and some others, don't even have the courage to admit it. ā
In the next words, Di Yan seemed to be saying to Ziqing, and also to us-"Some people are always reprimanding those who only care about themselves and others in times of crisis. When they frantically curse the so-called 'wicked man', they are actually just finding an outlet, putting themselves in a position of justice, venting their dissatisfaction with the 'wicked' and venting the injustices in their lives. It doesn't really matter who this 'wicked man' is and what he has done. Without this experience, they would not have thought about how much this 'wicked man' had suffered. ā
Di Yan gently brushed away the hair that blocked Ziqing's forehead, and said: "Unfortunately, sister, today you have become a 'wicked person', everyone's spearhead will point at you, you will have no advantages, you will become the anti. The canon of the face. Type...... But I want you to remember that even if the whole world can't tolerate you, I, who is not as brave as you, will always be with you and love you. Until one of us can't go any further. ā
Hearing this, Ziqing also slowly stretched out his hands and hugged Di Yan, hugging him very tightly. Di Yan smiled, but his countenance contained a lot of bitterness.
After settling down again, Di Yan looked at us again and said, "Look at these people in front of you. They are indeed very cold-blooded, and they have almost no humanity towards others outside the team, especially because of the cold-blooded captain Shi Lei, and he is indeed not qualified as the captain. ā
"Di Yan, you ......" Ye Zi opened his mouth to drink Di Yan, but was interrupted by his wave of his hand.
Di Yan continued to say to Ziqing: "But you don't know what these people have experienced, what has the coldest Shi Lei experienced. They are in the last days. Burst. The journey in the past two months after the post is not something that everyone can encounter. So I want you to know that they don't think of you as a 'wicked person' because they don't need to put themselves in any position, they just want to live. So, you're a companion to the people in this room, it doesn't matter what you've done. ā
Di Yan suddenly changed his words and asked Ziqing: "Sister, do you remember when Shi Lei and I first met you?" ā
Ziqing's sobs paused for a moment, as if recalling the past.
Di Yan continued: "I told you before, that time I heard your cry and decided to save you, and Shi Lei followed me later. But I didn't tell you, the day I saved you was not only the first time I saw you, but also the first day I met Shi Lei. ā
"I will save you, not only because of injustice, but also because of Shi Lei's personality. And for him, Shi Lei, there is no reason to help me save you together. If he is an absolutely cold-blooded and ruthless person, will he fight desperately to save someone he met for the first time for the first time he met? ā
Ziqing paused for a moment, and then seemed to shake his head gently.
"That's it." Di Yan said: "Actually, these people, including Shi Lei, their hearts are still hot. They will still have a good will towards those who are not enemies, not to mention that you are still our teammates. So I want you to know that not only me, but these people are all by your side and will not leave you. ā
Di Yan's big set of paragraphs seemed to be just comforting Ziqing, but I also heard that he was explaining to us for Ziqing's performance, so that we could understand Ziqing. In addition, some team members just complained a little more in their eyes because of Ziqing's reprimand, but after listening to Di Yan's words, that complaint seemed to gradually subside.
Ziqing's body began to tremble again, and the blood in his mouth slowly flowed out. Di Yan touched the door of her head, then shook his head lightly.
The next scene made the eyes of everyone present widen instantly.
Di Yan still continued to hold Ziqing in his arms, and kept telling some jokes or comforting words in his mouth. But just a moment later, one of Di Yan's hands received the back of the waist and pulled out a dagger from there. Head.
This dagger. First, it was stolen from Lin Yue's waist when Di Yan was helped up by Lin Yue just now.
Because I saw Di Yan's small action of stealing the knife just now, it would not be particularly surprising, and Lin Yue was even more calm. But the others were not like this, and among them, Ye Zi couldn't bear to look at it, so he turned around and walked to the window.
"I... Cold...... It's so cold......" Ziqing snorted in a low voice.
"Well, I know, it's okay, it'll be fine soon." Di Yan's voice was so gentle and pleasant, his hand holding Ziqing was so soft, but it was tightly embraced, but the knife not far from the back of Ziqing's head was also so transparent.
"It'll be fine soon, do you want to sleep for a while? Good baby, just wake up...... Why don't I sing you a song......"
Ziqing didn't cry anymore, she could only whimper in a low voice, "I think... Father...... Mommy ......"
"Well, you'll be able to see them soon."
Di Yan's hand holding the knife didn't move for a long time, while the other hand began to gently pat Ziqing's shoulder, and then slowly hummed-
There is only a mother in the world
There are mother's children like Kuaibao
Throw yourself into your mother's arms
Happiness can't be enjoyed
There is only ...... in the world
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"Oh~~~!!"