Chapter 105. Xiangxue
Seeing his deliberate evasion, I straightened my color, looked at him with some concern for a moment, and took his hand.
"Niankong, if you have a burden, as long as you are willing to tell me, I am willing to listen at any time.
There are some things that have been hidden in my heart for a long time, and I will make myself very tired, and I want to bear it with you.
Although I know that I may not be able to help you, it will be much more comfortable for you to say it. ”
His eyes softened, and he brushed the broken hair from my sideburns
"Silly girl, don't worry about me so much, I'm not as fragile as you think."
"Of course I know ......"
Seeing the resoluteness in his eyes, I had to change the subject
"I think most martial arts practitioners like to wear strong clothes and arm guards, but why do you always wear robes and look like a son who only knows how to write and ink?"
"It's because I don't like ......," he said in a light tone.
"Don't like it?"
He smiled a little self-deprecatingly.
"If I say that not only do I not like to pretend, but I don't even like to use force, do you believe it?"
Hearing this, I was stunned.
He doesn't like to use martial arts, but now he has practiced martial arts that are difficult for anyone in the world to achieve.
Is there really anyone who does what they hate to the extreme?
He will be like this, I am afraid it is all due to the eight years of Yunhua Mountain.
If he hadn't been exiled to Yunhua Mountain back then, what would he be like now? ……
He sighed, "Don't think about it, it's all in the past." ”
I smiled helplessly.
"If you don't want to say it now, forget it. But if you want to say something, just let me know and I'll listen. ”
"Really? Can it be any time? ”
"Well, you can do it anytime, that's it."
"Okay."
On that day, we said goodbye to Yue Luanyi and went up by boat to Xinghua Village.
In the upright flowering season, even the river is full of falling pink and white petals, and the fragrance of the flowers is in the air, and it is infiltrated by the river.
Niankong found a farmer in the village to live temporarily, and planted an apricot tree in the yard, with a thick trunk, which was obviously very old.
I hadn't had such a day for a long time, and I couldn't help but feel elegant, so I cooked every day.
Niankong is carrying water and chopping wood, so that it really seems to be living the life of an ordinary family.
The two of them often leaned under the tree when they had nothing to do, and such a quiet and leisurely life was something I have longed for infinitely since the last life.
"Empty ......"
I looked up from his arms, and as soon as I opened my mouth, I saw a petal falling from the canopy above my head.
I subconsciously blew it open so as not to swallow it in my mouth.
He laughedly reached out and grabbed the petals.
"What's wrong?"
"We ...... Is it okay to live like this? ”
My arms around his waist tightened again.
"Okay." He replied succinctly, but paused and continued
"Yan'er, can you tell me about your past?"
I didn't expect him to say that, I was stunned for a moment, but then laughed again
"Okay, what do you want to know?"
"Anything goes, as long as it's about you."
He raised his hand and removed the half of the flower from my hair.
I rolled my eyes and guessed what this guy was up to, so I said deliberately
"Okay, then why don't I tell you about the twelve boyfriends I had in my last life!"
Hearing this, he pinched my chin all of a sudden.
"What did you say?"
Because I explained to him before, he knows what a "boyfriend" is.
I waved his hand away, got up from the grass, and paced slowly, continuing without even looking at him
"Which one do you want to hear? Is it the first or the last? Or is it the one I miss the most?
In fact, I was very young when I talked about the first few of them, so I couldn't take it seriously.
The first one I took seriously was my boss when I first became a doctor, and he was not only good-looking, but also very good at taking care of people. When I was with him, he always used his position to secretly help me get rid of the night shift......
Alas, it's a pity that they later went abroad and married someone else......
As for the last one, I secretly liked me for more than ten years......
Others are good, but they are weaker, otherwise I wouldn't have broken up with him and married someone else...... Ay! ”
Before I could finish speaking, he pulled me into his arms.
"You've had a good time, but you're not going to be endless?!"
He said that, but his face was very unsightly.
I couldn't help but snicker in my heart, this guy knew that I was playing tricks on him, but he was still so angry that his face turned pale.
I forced a smile as I continued
"Ling Niankong, are you fooling me? What I said is true! ”
"How dare you say that!?"
He pinched my face with one hand, and it was all out of shape.
I snorted.
"Who asked you to send the apricot wine I finally found yesterday to the lady next door?!"
He was stunned and let go of me.
"Are you still thinking about this?"
"Of course! Apricot wine is a specialty of this place, so of course I would like to try it.
But what about you? I just smelled it and you gave it away! ”
This guy, since I was with him, has really been getting wider and wider!
He takes care of what I eat, what I drink, when I wake up, when I go to bed.
It's like raising me as a daughter!
He looked into my mournful eyes, slowly took me into his arms, and whispered in my ear
"Is it okay not to drink? I don't want you to drink......"
Take a look, take a look!
Does he really think he's my father?
I've never been so constrained in my life, is this guy so controlling?
"Why?"
I was not angry and wanted to break away from him, but he hugged him tighter.
He was silent for a moment before he said slowly
"Didn't you say that? When you drink alcohol, you can't help but cry......
That time, you drank with Yue Luanyi and cried like that. I looked at ...... My heart is uncomfortably ......"
Hearing him say that, my heart jumped. I
Breaking away from him and looking into his eyes, his mind suddenly became a little confused.
"You...... You were ...... at that time Do you care about me? ”
He smiled helplessly, "Otherwise? ”
It turns out that he liked me back then......
It turned out that at that time, he snatched me back from Shen Fengyue's side, and the reason why he was so angry was not because I drugged him and escaped from him, but because he was jealous......
His eyes couldn't help but heat up a little, but he still couldn't help but hammer him on the shoulder.
"You bastard, why didn't you say it sooner?! If you had spoken earlier, how could I have suffered so many sins later? ”
His eyes darkened.
"Because I'm stupid, I already have you in my heart, but I don't know it......"
I laughed at him.
"It's really stupid, it's not the first time you've experienced a relationship, why don't you like someone and don't notice it?"
"Now, then, tell me about your past. If you dare to tease me again......"
"Don't dare, don't dare!"
I hurriedly said, "I know it, when others are jealous, at most they will sulk, and if you are jealous, you will see blood!" ”
Isn't Xiao Jifeng a living example?
He chuckled. "If you know, it's good."
Suddenly a question came to mind, so I had the courage to ask him
"That'...... What are you going to do if I really like someone else in the future? ”
He frowned and squinted at me.
"Do you dare?"
"That's not for sure, after all, I dare to like people like you, and I can't say for sure in the future......
Say, what are you going to do if I really like someone else? ”
He gently cupped my face.
"I don't know, Yan'er, I don't know......"
Seeing his eyes dim little by little, I knew that he was taking the question seriously.
This fool, do you care so much?
Seeing that his mood was getting lower and lower, I pretended to be relaxed
"I don't know, do you?
You don't know, I'll teach you!
As for you, continue to spoil me, and be doubly good to me, and spoil me to heaven. In this way, I naturally don't look down on others! ”
I looked at him with a meaningful smile.
"Okay, then I'll continue to spoil you. However, don't think about apricot wine. ”
"You!"
I was about to accuse him, but his lips fell.
In a moment, he left.
"Tell me what kind of father and mother can give birth to you, a little goblin that people love and hate. Well? ”
Listening to his words, the corners of my lips gradually retreated.
"I don't know ...... either"
He looked at me quizzically, but with a faint smile on his lips, he waited for me to continue.
"I have never seen my biological father and mother in my last life, and I have never seen ...... until I die."
Hearing this, the smile on his face froze suddenly, and he looked into my eyes with a little worry.
I smiled faintly.
"But my adoptive parents treated me very well, and even when they had children of their own, they treated me the same way they did ......
When I was young, I devoted myself to studying, and later became a doctor, and my temperament was very bland.
At the age of thirty, I have only had two or three boyfriends, but I haven't paid too much affection, and they all died without a problem, and they haven't married or had children......"
Hearing me say this, his eyes filled with pity.
Seeing him like this, I smiled soothingly
"Are you relieved?"
He took my hand, brought it to his lips and kissed it......