Chen Kou: "What did he say??? ”

Qi Keran: "I said that I was used to it, and I forgot to tell me that if the content of the daily recording was useless, I would delete it directly, and now I have no memory at all." Let me not think about it. How could I not think about it too much??!!!! It's too much, okay??!!! ”

Tian Qianqian: "Then what are you going to do next, it's just like this??? ”

Qi Keran: "Take a step at a time, I'm annoyed anyway." Falling in love is risky. ”

Chen Kou: "I think it depends on his attitude in the future." ”

Qi Keran pouted: "I'm afraid that he will do one thing in front of him and one thing behind his back, it's difficult." ”

Tian Qianqian: "Do you want to arrange a roast sausage???? There's a new stall outside. ”

Chen Kou: "I want to eat hehehehe, do you want Qi Keran???? ”

Qi Keran: "Walking!!! ”

The three of them bought other snacks on the way, lined up in front of the stall, and there were a lot of people, crowded and densely crowded.

Chen Kou: "Ah~ I arrived at a courier, so I'll get it first." ”

Tian Qianqian: "Wait, I seem to have arrived at one." ”

Qi Keran: "I don't have it yet, you go and get it, I'll buy it for you and take it back later." ”

The team moved very slowly, Qi Keran bought it and went around to the intersection to wait for the two of them.

Chen Kou sent a message, "Tian Qianqian and I are blocked at the express delivery point, we may have to queue up for a while, you buy it and go back first, and the money will be transferred to you later." ”

Qi Keran adjusted the things in his hand and was about to walk back, but then he was stopped by a person.

"Shall we talk????"

Qi Keran was so frightened that he almost cried out: "You, you, you." Where did it come from???!!! ”

Li He wanted to help her with what she was holding, but was dodged and sighed, "Can you please give me a chance to explain??? ”

Qi Keran walked back: "Long story short. ”

Lihe's tone was very sad,

"Well, if it weren't for that, I wouldn't have done this."

Qi Keran: "What??? ”

Li He: "Alas~~~~ Everything is fate and no one else, everything has already been arranged in the dark, I ..................... I can't change it!!!! ”

Qi Keran couldn't understand: "What are you talking about???? What is the arrangement??? ”

Lech: "This experience was a long time ago, and it left me with an eternal shadow, and I think of it in the dead of night. Those people dangled in front of my eyes over and over again, those unbearable words were repeated over and over again, I really ............ It's so sad。。。。。 That's why I've been carrying a voice recorder with me since junior high school. ”

Qi Keran felt that there was a lot of trouble here, and asked cautiously: "Is something bad happening????? ”

Li He: "I said, will you think I'm hypocritical, forget it, it's all over, there is no need to share the pain." ”

Qi Keran grabbed him: "You say, I won't say it, no matter what it is!! ”

Li He glanced at her, as if he was very forbearing, "It was the summer vacation after graduating from elementary school, probably when I was in cram school, and my home was far away from cram school, so I stayed at my aunt's house, and my aunt's cousin was in his second year of high school, and he happened to be on summer vacation." ”

Qi Keran: "What about later??? He bullied you???? ”

A wry smile slowly appeared on Li Hemulan's face, "If it's a bully, it's fine, just fight, boys are nothing, but ......... That.................. It was one night, that night, my uncle was on a business trip, my aunt seemed to go to my grandmother's house, and asked my cousin to take good care of me when she left, my cousin took me to eat steak and Western food that I had never eaten, and bought me snacks, I was very happy, he said that he would take good care of me and accompany me, so he slept with me at night. I didn't think much about it and said yes..........................."

Qi Keran held her breath, she thought of the worst outcome, but she didn't say anything.

Li He's voice trembled a little, "That day, I ate too much and couldn't sleep, when I went to the toilet and came back, my cousin said that there was a power outage at home, the fan couldn't be used, he took off all his clothes, I was also very hot, my cousin said take off and sleep, it's all boys, it's no big deal." I didn't think much of it, so I took off my clothes and lay down. Later, I became more and more sleepy, and I felt like someone was touching me, from head to toe, and finally ..................... It was the lower body, I opened my eyes, and my cousin was sitting up, staring straight at me, looking and touching, I saw him, and he still didn't listen. I pushed him away and asked him what he was doing, and he didn't say anything, then ............ That night, I shouted hoarse. No one knew what was going on, and the next morning, when I woke up, my cousin had already gotten up, he washed the dirty clothes I had changed, and made me breakfast, I was very scared, but he was very natural, as if nothing had happened, I wanted to ask, but he kept saying that he had gone to bed early, and everything was my dream. I was young, I didn't know if it was a dream, no one told me what to do in this situation, and later, my aunt and husband came back, and I didn't say it, and I didn't know how to say it, and then I started to deliberately avoid him, and I hid until the end of the cram school, and after I went home, my dad has been working in the field, and my mom is very busy every day, and I never mentioned it again. Later, a girl was sexually assaulted in the school, and I went out to check the information to find out what kind of situation I belonged to, but no............... Nothing............... There was nothing, and the book was seen by my mother, torn to shreds, and said that I had a dirty mind. I tried to tell myself that nothing had happened that day, it was just a dream of mine, but. Everything was so real that I couldn't control myself, I thought about it all the time, and even later had frequent nightmares that I dreamed that I was back on that night. My cousin and I met a few more times, all during the Chinese New Year, and he was a good student and kind to everyone, and I don't know how he would feel when he saw me. Later, when I went to college, I found out that there would be indecency between people of the same sex, but I still couldn't say it, so many years, where to start, even if I did, who would believe it???? Even if they did, they would only say what could a boy do if he was touched???!!! The ugliness of the family should not be publicized, and the only result is to calm things down. ”

Qi Keran: "That............... You......... Are you feeling better now????? ”

Li He: "It's much better, I can't say it's forgive, I will never forgive him, I can only say that it's been a long time and I've let it go." I mentioned the voice recorder just now, it was my New Year's money when I was in junior high school, and the pocket money I usually saved, and from then on I put it in my place, always on, even when I sleeped. You must be scared??? After all, it's really unsightly. Because of this experience, I don't dare to touch feelings, I know that I am a person who is already dirty, but, you give me a really different feeling, you are so Akagi, kind, I want to know more about you, but, I don't deserve to be clean and pure, I ............... It's just me, I'm really sorry, I've deleted all the recordings, during this time, there are a lot of disturbances, I won't come to your life again in the future........................"

After saying that, Li He turned around and was about to leave.

Qi Keran grabbed him,

"Rieh !!! I............ I misunderstood you, I didn't know it was like this. ”

Li He: "I don't blame you, I blame my bad life." ”

Qi Keran: "I know that the damage caused to you by this experience is irreparable. What if I said I'd help you untie the knot??? Even if you can't untie it, it's okay to accompany you, are you willing???? ”

Li He turned around excitedly: "I!! You know, I've .................."

Qi Keran: "The theory of victim guilt is always a, you are very good, it's not your fault!!! ”

He hesitated and hugged the boy in front of him. Silently thinking that you must accompany him well.

Lehe: "Thank you. ”

After saying this, the corners of his mouth floated a little, and a weird smile ...........................