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Ouyang Qing lay beside Bu Xiu for seven whole days, she cried and laughed for seven days, but most of the time she just looked at Bu Xiu blankly, motionless.

Xiao Hei had already returned to normal, his eyes flickered, and he was also lying in Buxiu's arms, waiting for a certain moment to come.

As for Mengman, he stood motionless on the sidelines, returning to the appearance he had when he first saw him.

At the end of the seventh day, Mengman finally spoke: "Sunny... Sister. This is the first time she has officially called Ouyang Qing Sister Qing in such a long time.

Ouyang Qing turned a deaf ear, as if she was enchanted, and there was only the existence of Buxiu in her eyes.

"Sister Qing, Buxiu once said something to me, I don't understand. As if this sentence could hit the soul directly, Mengman said with a slight trill: "I give like this, always thinking about the day when I will be rewarded." I have given kindness, affection, and everything, will I suddenly gain a love one day in the future? After all, if I don't give, who will willingly pay for me? Haha, what a stupid sentence, it doesn't matter if you don't understand, even if I don't understand it very well..."

Ouyang Qing's face changed, and she stared straight at Meng Man, her thin face and chapped lips all showed her haggardness.

Meng Man shed tears, covered her heart and frowned and asked, "Sister Qing, why do I feel so uncomfortable in my heart? I don't understand... I don't understand..."

"I want to smile at me. Mengman's words made Ouyang Qing's heart pierc, and she cried out with emotion for the first time.

At this moment, Xiao Hei suddenly got out of Buxiu's arms, and looked closely in one direction, as if facing a great enemy, but with a trace of expectation.

"You can still die with the law of life, you are so stupid, step down. A hearty voice came in an instant, Ouyang Qing was startled, and there was a deep hatred in her eyes.

The one who came was Bai Rui.

"Long time no see, niece. Bai Rui greeted Ouyang Qing with a smile: "Don't look at me like that, we're friends, aren't we?"

"Meow!" Xiao Hei shouted quickly, looked at Bai Rui, and then at Buxiu.

Bai Rui touched his chin and smiled: "Don't worry, I'm very interested in you, it seems that you know a lot, even dragons are not as spiritual as you." ”

Xiao Hei roared angrily, as if threatening.

"Hahaha, you guys, what a bunch of imps. Or is it more in line with my heart, at least he understands that in a person's life, who can not experience some bad luck? Bai Rui looked at Bu Xiu, who was already decomposed, and said, "It's all like this, you, as a princess, can't even keep his body?"

"I've made up my mind to stay with him..."

"I understand, I understand. Bai Rui waved his hand and interrupted her: "Fortunately, I understand your habits, you will definitely not kill yourself in the past seven days, but after today, it may not be, right?"

"Meow!"

"Don't rush, don't rush. Bai Rui said impatiently: "Didn't I come here just for this matter? It's really immature. After that, he asked as if unintentionally, "When Buxiu was leaving, did you say that you would wait for him to go back or something?"

Ouyang Qing held back her anger and nodded.

Bai Rui laughed on the spot, pointed at Buxiu and said, "Not bad! Very good! You make me more confident, Buxiu." ”

As he spoke, he didn't care what the expressions of several people were, only to see him sitting cross-legged on the ground, his hands pinching the trick like the wind, and as he slowly sealed each time, the sky and the earth gradually changed color, and the surrounding sand and rocks flew around, and for a while, the area centered on a few people became dim.

Countless runes emerged from the sky, and finally slowly rotated around Bai Rui in a regular manner, dazzling and mysterious to see.

A few beads of sweat oozed from Bai Rui's forehead, he clenched his teeth, first looked at Buxiu without blinking, and then suddenly closed his eyes.

After closing his eyes, another translucent step appeared strangely in his mind, emitting a black light, as if to merge into the boundless darkness.

Seeing this, the corners of Bai Rui's mouth hooked, and with the formation of the last seal, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and when he opened his eyes again, he was already sweating profusely.

"It's... What is it?" asked Ouyang Qing blankly.

"Sweating Dafa. Bai Rui grinned, and then said: "Okay, my task is complete, remember, this exercise can only be used once by a person, if he dies again, then there is nothing I can do, goodbye." ”

Ouyang Qing was vigilant, but when she saw Bai Rui suddenly disappear here, she couldn't help but be stunned.

Xiao Hei stared at Buxiu's corpse without blinking, only to see that Buxiu's body was actually healing at a speed visible to the naked eye, and it only returned to the appearance of when he first died in a moment.

Under the anxious gaze of Ouyang Qing and the others, Bu Xiu let out a soft snort and slowly opened his eyes.

"Back... A dry voice came from his mouth, and he looked at the blue sky with his dark pupils that seemed to have not fluctuated for thousands of years, but he looked haggard because of the earthy yellow dust in the sky.

Xiao Hei's eyes were shining, but he softened as if he was relieved, and no matter what Bu Xiu's situation was at the moment or what his mood was, he pounced on himself, looking like he was only happy and arrogant.

Bu Xiu subconsciously raised his hand and touched Xiao Hei in his arms, but his eyes were still as quiet as night.

Ouyang Qing looked at the tears in the corners of Buxiu's eyes, her heart throbbed, and the joy that shook her soul for a while, the incredulity, and the hesitation of close to love surged into her heart, her face was moved, and her eyes were full of spring, so she stood there like this, her lips squirmed, but she couldn't say a word.

Mengman stood quietly aside, unaware of her own unaware, with her first smile and fainted slightly.

Great, Buxiu, I'm not crazy. I'm afraid that when I'm crazy, I'll forget about you and become what you don't like.

Be sure to compliment me.

......

Have you ever died?

Ha... Forgive me, I don't seem to have the strength to say an exclamation point ending with an exclamation point. I've died, and twice.

Wow... That's amazing...

Oh, yes... It's pretty impressive...

If you ask me how I feel? Maybe I still have a lot of feelings before, such as looking down on life and death, seeing through life, and so on. But for now, I can only answer you - tired.

Tired.

Immortality is useless, I just want to go home.

But where is my home?

Throughout my life, I am not pessimistic to say that it is just a clear water traveling in the world.

Life like water, although it has no direction, is ever-changing.

It's only when I'm boiled that I boil it without care. It was only when I was hit by the wind that I was disheartened and turned to ice.

But despite this, the original me was still a stream of clear water. It is only when I pass by the so-called "world" that I am gradually invaded by various colors, and finally become the gray-black that I have today.

What is the world? As Osamu Dazai said, the world is the emotions of the people with whom you intersect.

I'm not a person who loves to drill the horns. I always think that the hardest thing to do in life is to be "hard to get confused".

If you want to be happy, it's hard to be confused.

If you want to be happy, it's hard to be confused.

It's hard to like someone like this. Talking to such a person is like talking to a woman with an enlightened monk, he will only calmly tell you that this is a skeleton, this is a skeleton, this is a pink skeleton.

So learn to be silly appropriately, so that you can be cute.

As I said before: think about the things of life, and it is worth being happy if you don't cry.

However, I still feel very tired from having died twice, and for me who is often forced to think about life......

As mentioned above, it is not a pessimistic statement. Let's not talk about it.

What if you say it pessimistically?

For example, think about what people are, what relationships are, what we do every day... It's horrible, I don't dare say it.

Maybe you think I'm playing tricks on you...... But if you think about it, why did I bring it up if I didn't dare to say it?

There are things that can make people shudder just by the slightest glimpse of what comes to mind.

"So learn to be silly appropriately, so that you can be cute. "The same sentence, will it be terrifying after thinking about it carefully?

If you don't feel that way, congratulations. I envy you.

Actually, I admire myself a lot, because I seem to be a normal person.

Bai Rui said I can see it. Well, of course that's right. But that doesn't mean I don't occasionally use negative thoughts to laze a little.

Imagine: on a rainy day, you close the thick curtains, lie alone on a small bed, and gently wrap yourself in the quilt, so that the darkness is even darker, and the light is nowhere to be hidden. Then, you quietly listen to the sound of your breathing and heartbeat, thinking about things that make you cry, thinking about "dark philosophy" questions about human beings and life, thinking about all kinds of sins that exist in the world secretly, such as deception and lies, and then sleeping beautifully with your face covered when you are tired of crying......

It's very comfortable, it's very comfortable, it's like being reborn, isn't it?

This is venting,

That's indulgence!

To indulge is to be lazy.

Dream, have you received it? It does not refer to physical laziness, but to spiritual weariness and disillusionment.

It turned out that it was not Shan Huang who was arrogant at the beginning, but the self who seemed to be cold and steady in the fiefdom, but in fact despised everything, looked at everything, set up his own bureau regardless of anyone's thoughts, regarded everyone as a puppet toy, and was content with directing everything.

It turned out that it was not Bai Rui who was greedy at the beginning, but the self who seemed innocent, but in fact was afraid of losing and longed for everything, including feelings. I didn't realize all this, and I blamed everything on Bai Rui, so naturally I couldn't take this step. It was only then that I realized the true meaning of the ancients in designing the measure word of the cultivation level as "step". My former self was so stupid.

So, greed ran aground for the time being.

It turned out that it was not Mengman who was jealous at the beginning, but still the self who had no reflection, was still not satisfied, insecure, stupid, and ugly.

Looking back on my own experience, since I came to this world, I have spent a sweet and warm period of confusion, like a child who first entered the world, ignorant and ignorant;

Then I met friends, lovers, relatives, and other people who really cared about me, and I began to understand the complex relationship between people and people. If it weren't for the existence of a master on Earth, maybe I would still be struggling on some unknown street, showing off my crappy acting skills to get by. At that time, I thought, in my life, that I should be more courageous to touch things that I used to fear so much, such as human beings. But, maybe I understand or maybe I don't understand, I entered the world so ignorantly, exploring the "real", "not false", "ethereal" feelings little by little;

And then I had a war. I don't know what kind of feelings I had when I stepped into that battlefield, I just thought, I just wanted to see in that terrifying Shura hell, to see the truth that made me cry many times. Between life and death, all darkness is false, only true love is the most dazzling. Isn't it?

The most interesting thing is the ghost town, that one is really a complete lunatic. Even now, I can't fully trust him. To be honest, it was the first time I had really faced my heart so naked. Even the first time I died, it didn't make me despair so much.

These are my sins......

I closed my eyes again.