Chapter 244: Full of guilt
It should not be an accident that Si Jintang will think of the events of his previous life.
From the time she became conscious until now, she was sure that the person who opened this world was not herself.
After listening to his words, she felt something.
She knew she had been in a car accident as a teenager and had lost some of her memory.
Because I thought about it and died, I felt too guilty in my heart, and after the car accident, I selectively forgot this painful memory and avoided the mistakes I made.
So until the end, her memory of thinking about it was not so clear.
No wonder, when she married Si Jintang, when she mentioned Gu Xiang, everyone's reaction was so strange.
Because apart from her, everyone in the Si Yan family knew that Gu Xiang died, and she was killed.
Brother and Daddy...... Did you help her hide all of this for this?
Until she died, she didn't think about it in her memory, so how could she take her with her when she was reborn?
Now she understands that the protagonist of rebirth is not her or thinking about it, it is Si Jintang.
Si Jintang nodded: "It's me." ”
Yan Qianhiro thought it was ridiculous, so she kept laughing, "Let me be defiled, bring down the Yan family, let my father commit suicide, my brother fell off the cliff, put me in prison and rescued me, and then put all the truth in front of me, let me collapse and commit suicide, after doing all this, you still refresh the world?" Taking revenge once is not enough to relieve your anger, do you have to take revenge again? ”
Si Jin Tang lay down and admitted the mockery, without saying a word, let her say.
"If that's the reason, I can still understand it, you can report it, I'm already broken, and I've lost everything, what else do I have to fear? But it's funny, you don't seem to mean that. It makes people laugh when they say it, Tang Ye seems to be atoning for his sins? Yan Qianxun said, the smile on his face was very cold, "So this time in Yuwen City, you actually arrived at the first time, I am really 'moved'." ”
He was atoning for his sins, the funniest joke she'd ever heard.
The evidence that put her in prison in her previous life is now ruined, and now she agrees to divorce her and stop her revenge on the Yan family.
Obviously ridiculous, she laughed and laughed but laughed out of tears.
She stared at him with a blurred gaze for a few seconds, then turned to leave.
Back in the study, Su Yue had already left, Yan Siyang was still waiting, and when he saw his sister coming up, his face was full of tears, and he was stunned: "Qianqian-"
"Brother...... Did I hit it and kill me? ”
Yan Siyang was slightly stunned: "I don't know...... I'm just guessing. ”
After all, he doesn't have any memory.
But if you think about the fact that you died in a car accident, you should think about it according to a similar world.
Did she listen to what Si Jintang said?
"Brother and Daddy hid the fact that I hit someone, right?"
Yan Siyang didn't admit it directly, closed his eyes and said, "I know, our family is very sorry to think about." ”
"What's the use of being sorry...... That's a human life...... Or even think about ......"
They are the same age, but because she is only eighteen years old, and she lived to be twenty-eight, she has always regarded Xiangxiang as a sister.
Now that she knew that she had killed herself, she was full of guilt and couldn't get through it.
If she hadn't been killed, think about it...... This world probably doesn't exist anymore.
Yan Qianxun hid his face with his hands and cried.
In front of her brother, she has no reservations.
Thinking that if he didn't die, Si Jintang might break through the family barrier and be with her.
Although she still doesn't know what Minmin's story is, it's clear that thinking about it is the big deal.
In this world, he can think about stopping his revenge on the Yan family, why can't that world?
Thinking about being kind and cute, just to keep her from being disappointed in him, he may also let go of hatred.
In the past, I only knew that because of my stupidity and lack of clarity in recognizing people, the Yan family was ruined, but now I am burdened with a human life, and even the reason has become more direct.
Si Jin Tang heard the movement above, did not go out, stood by the stairs, waited quietly, and waited for a while.
Until he heard Yan Siyang's shout.
"Qianqian!" Yan Siyang saw that she was leaving, and shouted and chased her out.
Si Jin Tang followed behind them and went downstairs.
Yan Qianxun got into the car and locked the door, Yan Siyang patted the window: "Qianqian, what are you going to do!" Open the door! Don't mess around! ”
Yan Qianxun lowered the car window a little and said outside: "Brother, you let me be alone for a while, I want to go for a ride, and I am a little breathless." ”
"Where do you want to go for a ride? Brother will accompany you, you are emotionally unstable now, I don't worry. ”
"I'm fine, let me be alone. Don't come along, please. Her voice was full of nasals, and her eyes were red.
Yan Siyang was very distressed, but he couldn't say anything or do anything.
He was worried, but he couldn't refuse her request.
"Thousands of ...... Don't be like this, my brother promises you, just don't follow. ”
Looking at such a sister, his heart is broken.
But the embarrassing thing is that he doesn't know the situation in his previous life at all, not to mention that it is a human life, and he can't say such a thing as not taking it to heart with a clear conscience.
He could only watch Qianqian blame himself and feel guilty.
"But you promise me not to let anything happen to you, okay?" Yan Siyang thought for a while and said, "It's still there to think about it, think about it." If something happens to you, think about it, and this time you have to protect her. ”
Yan Qianxun paused and nodded: "Hmm." ”
She closed the window and drove away from Si's house.
Yan Siyang turned around and saw Si Jintang standing at the door, and after the two looked at each other awkwardly, he asked, "Think about it, is it really Qianqian?" ”
He nodded, "Yes." ”
"Why ......" Yan Siyang couldn't figure it out, and he didn't want to believe it.
Qianqian is not that kind of person......
Si Jintang shook his head: "I don't know, I just saw that scene, and I'm sure it's like that." ”
“…… I'm sorry. Yan Siyang looked away.
Think about not being here, but there is someone who loves to think about it.
I don't know why, he just wants to apologize.
Nothing else, just think about it.
"You don't have to apologize to me, just keep it and think about it."
Yan Siyang laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "Think about it, don't blame us. That stupid girl, too kind to say, she had already guessed about it. ”
"She knows?"
Just like Su Yue also knew by mistake that the person who hit her was Yan Qianxun, Si Jintang also subconsciously thought that he shouldn't know about it yet.
As soon as he spoke, he thought about what had happened before.
Yes, the person who went to his study with Su Yue to find evidence, didn't he just think about it? Think about it after seeing those evidences, and then think about it, you can naturally guess whether it was the same in the previous life.
"That's it, she still thinks about Qianqian everywhere."
Even, I want to leave and return this life to Qianqian.
Are they too selfish?
However, he was also reluctant to send Qianqian away.
Is there really no way to have the best of both worlds?