Chapter 27: Life is also joyful, and death is fearful

The only one who knows Gu Xiang is Yan Qianxun.

No matter how you think about it, I think it's a bit of a coincidence.

Just as he was thinking, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Yan Qianxun came back with a plastic bag in his hand.

She saw him and smiled, "You're awake!" ”

Yan Qianxun had smiled at him before - no, it should be said that she was happy every time she saw him, which was not unusual.

But after experiencing the recent events, seeing her hearty smile again, Si Jintang was obviously stunned for a moment, and felt a little uncomfortable and suspicious.

It's been a while since her attitude changed, and now it's clear that she's back to her old self, but he's not used to it.

"Hmm." He nodded.

He watched Yan Qianxun walk towards him, pulled a chair and sat down beside the bed, opened the breakfast he bought, and said to him gently: "The doctor said that your injury has not healed and you want to eat something light, so he bought you white porridge, and I will feed you." ”

Her eyebrows and eyes smiled crookedly, like a crescent moon.

He found that there was light in Yan Qianxun's eyes, bright and clear, which reminded him of Gu Xianglai in his dream.

Si Jin Tang shook his head.

What is he thinking, Yan Qianxun is Yan Qianxun, how can he catch up with Gu Xiang.

Chihiro scooped a small sip, blew it cool, and handed it over.

Si Jintang did not refuse, he was very well-behaved like a fed child, she fed, and he ate it.

His face was as pale as snow, without a trace of blood, and his lips were also dry, and the whole person looked haggard.

Chihiro frowned and said, "I know that my injury is not good, and I am still so nonsense, it is a strong wine, what do you think?" ”

He spoke, his voice weak: "I thought you were really willing to watch me die." ”

"How so? I've been chasing you for so long to catch up, how can I let you die so easily," Chihiro smiled slightly, "I'll protect you well." ”

Definitely, I will protect you.

Si Jin Tang also smiled.

So what is she doing awkwardly during this time?

Suddenly saying you want a divorce, and suddenly everything is back to the way it was?

Si Jin Tang's cold hand touched her head, and smiled dotingly: "Fool, I will protect you." ”

"Yes!" Chihiro smiled brightly.

Now that she's almost immune to this kind of attack, it's like listening to the usual words of "have you eaten?"

The hatred in Yan Qianxun's heart is greater than everything, as long as she wants to be crooked, thinking about her misery can also pull her back from the crooked road.

It is enough for the tragedy to be staged once.

After feeding the porridge, Chihiro muttered, "What happened last night...... You're not going to tell Daddy, are you? ”

"Don't worry, it won't."

"You're so nice!" Chihiro got up, "I'll come back to see you later, have a good rest, take medicine obediently, and listen to the nurse's sister." ”

"Hmm."

"Bye-bye." Chihiro walked to the door, smiled and waved at him.

"Bye-bye." Si Jin Tang also smiled.

The moment the door closed, both smiles disappeared.

Si Jintang looked at the empty plastic box in the trash can on the side and fell into deep thought.

I don't know why, such Yan Qianxun gave him a very strange feeling.

It's too normal, but it feels a little abnormal.

Yan Qianxun, what exactly do you want to do?

Later, Jiang Rui returned to the ward with the dean who had been vacated.

Jiang Rui consciously avoided it and went out.

"What's going on with you?" The dean looked at his state and frowned, "Treat the hospital as your home?" Three in the emergency room! You haven't been hospitalized for many years since you changed your heart and stabilized, why are you so undisciplined now? ”

After the operation, Si Jintang was so self-disciplined that he never touched tobacco and alcohol, and he was the healthiest and longest-lived heart surgery patient he had so far.

Thirteen years later, this healthy heart is still beating alive and dedicated, showing no signs of stopping, and the annual re-examination is doing well.

He looks like a normal person, except for the Si family, the outside world doesn't know that he has changed his heart at all.

"With your physical fitness, it's okay to drink a small amount of alcohol, but you don't drink either?" The dean was completely puzzled, "Now that you've been injured in a car accident, you're drinking indiscriminately, you're just messing around!" ”

"Uncle Pei, I didn't call you here today to listen to your reprimand."

"If you don't call me, I'll come too!" Dean Pei was angry, "Your heart is so healthy, don't spoil it!" If it strikes, where can you let me go and find you a second matching heart! ”

Whether you can find it is a question, and whether the surgery will be successful is another question.

Si Jintang's face was indifferent, and he couldn't see any emotion on his face.

Not only did he disregard the lives of others, but he also did his own.

There is no joy in life and no fear in death.

Some people have lived on the verge of death since childhood, and they will be grateful to be alive and cherish every second of the moment.

But Si Jin Tang is different, he has grown madly in adversity and has become fearless of death.

He was dying every day, and even after changing his heart, he didn't think he would live long.

He is not self-disciplined for the sake of being healthy and alive as Dean Pei said, he is self-disciplined because of his own habits and has nothing to do with his heart.

And so he lived, and lived for another thirteen years.

Even if he dies tomorrow, he will not change anything today, how he should live or how he should live.

As if he hadn't heard Dean Pei's words, Si Jintang directly asked another question: "Uncle Pei, can you still find out the information of the person who donated my heart back then?" ”

"It's been so long, no surprise, it should be able to be checked." Dean Pei thought for a while.

"Not at the time, right?" Si Jintang asked.

He was aware of the double-blind policy, he had just undergone surgery, and neither the hospital nor the Red Cross could disclose information about either side.

But in the dream, Gu Xiang was at his house.

She must be there because of the man named Jin.

Although it will be difficult, it is not surprising if it is a grandfather.

"Definitely not at the time," replied Dean Pei, "why, now that I think about it, I want to thank the donor's family?" ”

"Sort of, I'm sorry Uncle Pei, help me check."

"Okay, I'll check it out for you when I'm done."

Si Jintang: "Uncle Pei, after replacing the heart, will there be amnesia?" ”

Dean Pei was puzzled by this question and replied: "Scientifically speaking, it is the part of the human brain that is responsible for memory, and the heart does not have the function of storing memory, so it stands to reason that it will not. But ......"

"But?"

"But life has always been a miracle, and there are situations where science can't explain it. I've heard that some patients have changed their temperament dramatically after heart exchange surgery, or that they have donor memories and emotions or something, but of course, these can't be confirmed at this time. ”

Si Jin Tang would ask like this, because he thought of a possibility.

Could it be that Gu thought that everything in his dreams had happened, but he had selectively forgotten those memories?

It seems that it is not so easy to find the right answer.