After saying this, we both laughed, and I said to her as I ate, "I'm not going to participate in any competitions about programming informatics again, and I don't want to touch this again." ”

"Tonight's task is to eat all this writing, and nothing else!"

I nodded, and then sandwiched a chopstick potato, Xu Chao looked at me and only ate vegetarian dishes and sandwiched a piece of fish meat to me, "Why don't you eat this fish, eat it quickly!" ”

"I'll eat, you still come to accompany me on this big night, how can I say, you can still come over to accompany me when I'm in a bad mood, thank you very much!"

"Then you promise me to come to Suzhou to play, and I will take you to experience the customs of Suzhou, how about it!"

"yes, okay."

"I'll be waiting for you at the train station tomorrow!"

"Is it in such a hurry?"

"Anyway, you've been liberated, do you want to stay in Changzhou forever?"

"Okay, I have to tell my teacher, I can't buy a ticket now, I have to ask the teacher to help buy it!"

"You, hahaha, how can you be so stupid, it's okay to have an ID card, who said you have to buy it with the help of the teacher."

"Well, I don't have much experience." We both burst out laughing.

Xu Chao suddenly looked at me seriously and said, "I ask you, if you meet me before you meet your girlfriend, will you consider me?" ”

If you meet Xu Chao before you meet Hengzi, Hengzi is a girl who can make progress together and is full of positive energy and pays silently, and Xu Chao is a cheerful girl who is very angry and happy, they are all very good girls, and I am just an ordinary boy.

After a long time, I ate a few pieces of fish and said, "I don't know, maybe I can!" ”

The two of us finished eating the grilled fish and walked slowly down the street, the streets were full of cicadas in the middle of summer, and even the cool early morning was very noisy, and I suddenly asked, "Why do you like me, I don't think I'm anything special." ”

"You'll know later, now, I won't tell you."

After saying that, I took Xu Chao's hand and said, "I'll invite you to drink milk tea tonight, every time you invite me to eat, I'm embarrassed." ”

"Okay, I'll go to the house I went to last time."

walked silently to the bubble tea shop with Xu Chao, maybe there were some things that shouldn't be said, maybe the two of them had their own little Jiujiu in their hearts, or maybe silence was better than sound at this time......

"Sometimes, sometimes..."My mobile phone rang, it was Lao Li calling, he asked me where I went at night, I said I was out with my friends, come back immediately, Lao Li urged me to go back quickly, after all, it is a student, and the safety must be guaranteed.

In just a few days, after experiencing the ups and downs of life, after returning to the hotel, I saw Mr. Huang lying on the sofa in the hall, his nose was sore, holding back his tears, not letting him stay, I am really a fragile person, I shed tears at every turn. I woke up Lao Huang, and he scolded me into the elevator while half-asleep, and then I went back to my room after I dropped him off.

I turned on my phone, looked at Hengzi's avatar and saw that it was still on, this point should be that she was studying on her own, I tried to send a message to Hengzi, Hengzi replied to me quickly, she asked me how I did in the exam?

Holding my phone I don't know how to say less, I tiptoed to the bathroom, I turned on the faucet, ate the grilled fish for a night, had a greasy face, sat on the toilet, and called Hengzi.

"Hey, Henko"

"Mo Cheng, how is the computer-based test today?"

"It's a bit undesirable, I want to ......"

Before I could finish, Hengzi interrupted me and said, "That... If you don't know what you're going to do next year, you'll definitely be a little more sure next year than this year. ”

"I... I think maybe, maybe I'm not very suitable for this kind of thing, it's like a person has a strong ability, but it's not suitable for things under the system, every time I participate in the competition, it's like a declining god possessed, there will be a different situation, I really don't want to participate anymore, I want to give up, I know that you have always been strict with yourself, you are a person who pursues perfection, you like to do everything you want, and I should be a person who doesn't know how to persevere......"

On the other side of the phone, Hengzi didn't speak, and I didn't continue, so the two of us paused for a while, I put the phone from the right ear to the left ear, from the left ear to the right ear, the screen was full of drops of sweat, for a long time, Hengzi broke the embarrassment, she said: "I just think that if I can do things better with a little effort, then why not do better?" ”

"I really don't know, maybe, maybe I'm just....I'm ......"

"Mo Cheng, habitual evasion will not solve the problem."

This sentence...... Hengzi, when my side is over, I'll come to Zhuantang to find you, okay? ”

"Okay, Mo Cheng, can you hold on a little longer?"

"Let me think again......"

I have always felt that I am an indecisive person, always hesitant to do things, not decisive enough, I went into the bathroom and took a shower, I lay on the bed, tossing and turning, looked at the phone was already three o'clock, slowly, next to the ear I remembered the song "The more I grow up, the more lonely", the more I grow up, the more uneasy I get, and I have to see the wings of my dreams being broken, and I have to take back the words I once said to myself......