"Let it go." He still said the same thing.

"I won't let go!"

"I'm not leaving."

Both of them spoke at the same time, and I thought I had misheard. "What did you say?"

He sighed. "I'm not leaving, you let me go."

"Really? You didn't lie to me? ”

"If you don't believe, tie me up."

Tie up? That's right! If he was tied up, he wouldn't be able to leave even if he wanted to.

I let go of him, pulled him to the bed, pulled his belt aside, and tied his hands together.

He was a little distracted. "Stupid, you should tie your feet. I can still run away from it...... And you're like this, how can I hold you? ”

The heart thumped against his chest.

He said...... He wanted to hug me, he said he wanted to hug me!

I hugged him and cried, "You scared me to death!" I thought you were really going to give up on me......"

He sighed again, and somehow untied his wrist and hugged me tightly.

"Silly Yan'er ......"

His slightly rough palm ran across my back.

"Don't cry just yet, get dressed."

I reacted and my face turned red.

He let go of me and took the bedgown from the side and helped me put it on.

"How did you learn this trick?"

As soon as he said that, I was even more aggrieved.

"It's not you yet! Gotta go! Do you think I want to? Growing up so big, I've never done such a shameful thing! ”

"I'm sorry." He gently helped me tie my belt.

"Why are you leaving? Do you really mind the things of the older generation? ”

He looked into my eyes, his eyes shining. "I'm afraid you'll mind."

"Huh?" I didn't expect him to give such an answer at all.

He held my face. "After all, your mother ...... because of me"

"Then let me ask you, you were ten years old at the time, do you know that your mother gave you poison?

Could it be that you know that you want to poison yourself, poison your mother, and die with everyone? ”

"How is that possible?"

"So what else is there to say? You're a victim too, aren't you? You're just like me and you're without a mother. What reason do I have to blame you?

Besides, if you really want to find out who is right and wrong, in the final analysis, all of this is because of my imperial uncle, what right do I have to blame you?

Besides, those are the business of their older generation, what does it have to do with us? ”

He sighed: "Yan'er, why are you so sensible? You can be a little wayward. Isn't it uncomfortable that you think everything so clearly? ”

"I was just too willful and self-righteous before, which made you suffer so much."

I stopped choking and asked him again, "My brother's injury has nothing to do with you at all, why don't you explain?" ”

He didn't expect me to bring it up suddenly, a little surprised. "Do you know who did it?"

"Hmm."

Although there is no clear evidence, it can be judged from the condition of Ah Ran's wound that it should have been suffered during the period when I was taken to Xinghua Village by Niankong, and then taken away by Xiao Jifeng, and imprisoned in a wooden house in the mountains with Niankong and Ah Ran.

Niankong is not a murderer, Ah Ran often has a large number of guards around him, and Ah Ran's own martial arts are not low. If someone is holding a twin sword that scatters souls and hurts him, he can only take advantage of Ah Ran's soft strength in his body and the reinforcements have not arrived.

And at that time, after listening to Xiao Jifeng's account of the situation that night in Luomapo, Ah Ran was furious, and when he saw him leaving, he immediately broke free from the rope and chased out, he must have been injured at that time.

At that time, Ah Ran pretended to be Shen Fengyue, dressed in red, and I was in a trance, so I didn't realize that he was already injured when he came back. So the real murderer is Xiao Jifeng.

"Why don't you explain?" I asked.

"On the one hand, it's because ......" he hesitated for a moment before continuing: "When you were so self-reproachful when you died of annihilation, I was afraid that you would ......."

I was stunned, and after thinking for a while, I understood what he meant:

He was afraid that I would know that the murderer was Xiao Jifeng, and he would think that Xiao Jifeng killed Ah Ran in order to avenge Shen Yan.

He was afraid that I would take this matter on himself, and that I would blame myself in pain.

"So you don't say it? Are you stupid? Aren't you afraid that I'll really kill you?! ”

I was angry and distressed.

"If I'm destined to die, I'd better die at your hands."

"Ling Niankong, do you only have me in your heart? Not even yourself? ”

I couldn't hold back my tears.

"It's me who I'm sorry for you." He wiped away my tears again.

"And what's the other reason?"

He looked at me and stopped.

"What the hell? You're still going to hide it from me? ”

"It's your brother...... Your brother ...... to you."

My heart struck. "You know!? How would you know? ”

"Just look at the way he looks at you......"

I was silent for a while, and then asked again, "But why is this the reason why you are hiding it from me?" ”

"I can say that, but you have to promise me that you can't be too upset."

"Well, I promise you."

"Your brother should want you to mistakenly think that the person who hurt him is me."

What do you mean? Ah Ran wanted me to mistakenly think that Niankong injured him with the Aomaku Sword, so did Niankong cooperate with him?

I didn't understand and looked at him suspiciously. But he didn't want to say any more.

Ah Ran wants me to misunderstand Niankong...... I pondered what I meant.

Ah Ran wanted me to misunderstand, and I did misunderstand, because Ah Ran never mentioned Xiao Jifeng from beginning to end, and no one knew that Xiao Jifeng also had the Blue Nightmare Sword.

But why did he want me to misunderstand?

Or, according to my nature, what will I do if I misunderstand? ……

I! I should order the arrest of Niankong, I want to avenge Ah Ran!

So, does Ah Ran want me to personally order the killing of Niankong? Because he hates emptiness?

What did he hate about him?

Is it hatred that hurts me? Or do you hate him for taking over my heart?

What exactly is the reason for him misleading me?

Did he regard Niankong as a bad guy who bullied his sister and wanted to be angry with his sister, or did he treat him as a rival in love, out of jealousy and resentment?!

I felt chills and was scared.

Whatever the reason, Ah Ran didn't want me to be with Niankong anymore.

But isn't he afraid that if I really kill him, I will collapse when I learn the truth?

Originally...... Ah Ran can be so scary!? I never really knew him!

Niankong hugged my trembling body.

"I don't tell you, I'm afraid of ruining him in your mind, I'm afraid you'll be sad.

But now that you've figured it out, I want to say: don't blame him.

Am I fine? His ...... to you"

He swallowed a word and continued unsmoothly, "No less than me." If it were someone else, it would be impossible to endure in front of you for so long.

He has been selfish for such a time in his life, or at the cost of his own life, you don't blame him. ”

I threw myself into his arms and cried like a child.

After Ah Ran was injured, he could obviously find Niankong or Xiao Jifeng to detoxify himself. But he didn't, and wanted to try something else.

He must be disdainful, right? He didn't bother to beg these two people, one was the one I loved, and the other was the one who wanted to destroy me.

He was disdainful, so even though he knew that there was little hope, he still had to live in the rain to find other ways to detoxify.

Could it be that in his subconscious, he doesn't care too much about his life and death?

As Ling'er said, every day he and I are facing each other is a great torment.

"It's all me...... It's all because of me...... If it weren't for me, he wouldn't be so miserable and wouldn't have died......"

"I was afraid that you would think so, so I never told you."

"I don't even know what he thinks of me......"

"Silly girl, if it were me, I would hide it from you."

"But if I had known that there were many things that hurt him, I would not have said them, and many things that hurt him, I would not have done them.

I don't understand his heart, so I don't know that those words and things will hurt him.

It turns out that my existence has always been painful for him......"

I covered my face and blamed myself.

"Silly girl, it's not your fault, it's not your fault......

Do you know? Like you is the happiest thing in the world, and everything else is insignificant. It's the same for him.

Don't cry, Yan'er......"

I cried a little tired. He noticed it and helped me to lie down, and he lay down on my side.

"I know that your brother's affairs are a hurdle for you, and if you feel sorry for him and can't accept me, it's okay. All I need to know is you're okay. ”

I buried my face in his arms. "No, you're not allowed to go."

"You really don't want me to go?"

"Well, I don't want you to go."

"Okay, I'm not leaving."

After a long silence, I called him again: "Nian Kong." ”

"Huh?"

"We ...... It's kind of back together, isn't it? ”

"yes, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, just ask. I'm afraid you'll change your mind tomorrow morning. ”

He sighed and kissed me on the forehead. "No, as long as you don't dislike me, I will never leave you again."

"Disliked?"

"Yan'er, I'm afraid I'll ...... in the future I can't protect you anymore. ”

He's talking about his loss of internal strength.

"Then I'll protect you from now on."

He chuckled. "Okay, you protect me in the future."

"Niankong, I'm sorry."

"Why apologize?"

"I was going to talk to you about those bastards on purpose. We are sad that our children are gone. I'm sorry I bit you too, I'm sorry ......"

"Fool, of course I know you're sad. It's just that I don't know, you like meat so much? ”

I burst out laughing, but my heart still hurts. "All scars, huh?"

"Heh, it's okay, my woman bites, I have to treasure it."

I kissed him. "Then I'll bite it later."

He chuckled and hugged me tighter.

His body was hot, as if something unusual. I said tentatively, "You...... Did you have that in mind? ”

He was stunned for a moment before he realized, a little helpless. "No, I just want to hold you."

"Really?" I'm suspicious.

"If you ask again, it's fake."

"That'...... Then I slept. ”

He pinched my nose. "Sleep."

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