Guan Shan's words, Ji Yu couldn't understand what he meant at first.

What is called his mother then, and is not still ......

She paused, already understood.

"Uncle Tai told me about those things at the border a long time later. When I was first brought back to Beijing, I didn't know anything, and all my memories were related to that remote mountain village. ”

He's been there for as long as he can remember, and what happened to the people he met before he went there was a blank. It's just that I often have nightmares at night, and I often wake up, and I don't know what terrible things are hidden in the depths of my dreams.

"The old couple often told me that my father and mother are rich people, and they will come to pick me up soon when they have their hands free. In addition to work, the most common thing I do is to go to the entrance of the village and wait. ”

Ji Yu pinched in her heart, and that scene was like seeing it herself.

The thin boy stubbornly waited at the entrance of the village, and everyone who passed by him would say, "Look, this fool is waiting for his father again."

He was indifferent, silent, and waited for himself.

But day after day passed, and nothing waited for him after all.

Ji Yu extrapolated the antecedents from Guan Shan's later encounters, coupled with those that happened a year and a half years ago, and subconsciously decided that Guan Shan could not have even the slightest affection for the Yin family.

But they forget that children are forgetful. When he forgets all those painful things, the longing for his loved ones is the most innocent instinct of a child.

For his parents, who he has never met, maybe Guan Shan himself doesn't know what kind of emotion it is, but one thing is certain, he also longed for something.

And the appearance of Kotai gave him a second hope.

"Uncle Tai never calls me by my name, only calls me eldest son, I don't know what the eldest son means, I only know that he is not my father.

Uncle Tai settled me in the suburbs of Beijing and forbade me to take half a step out of Zhuangzi, until one day, someone ** fell into the yard. ”

Ji Yu thought of someone.

"Wen Rushu?"

Guan Shan bowed: "It's him." ”

"No wonder ......"

She said, how do you think that the two people who don't get along with each other have become friends? It turned out that we met so early, and it was still in that situation, is this considered a friend in distress?

"Uncle Tai told me in advance, I can't leave Zhuangzi, and I can't let others see me, if someone accidentally sees it, I can deal with it, and if I can't deal with it, tell him, and he will deal with it.

It was daytime, Uncle Tai was not there, my sword was across Wen Rushu's neck, and he was still thinking about whether to kill him, so he was so frightened that he cried. ”

Ji Yu never expected that Wen Rushu, the flower peacock, would have such a humiliating time.

"He called me Kou Changqing, I shouldn't, and when he finally confirmed that I wasn't Kou Changqing, he said that I looked the same as someone he knew, and said that he could take me to that person, as long as I didn't kill him."

Ji Yugang still felt that Wen Rushu was a little coward, but he didn't expect that he was scared of his guts, and he could analyze whether Guan Shan was Kou Changqing, and then grasp Guan Shan's psychology and negotiate with him in the form of quid pro quo.

If he is really three years old, this person has a lot of eyes since he was a child.

"You went out with him?"

The answer is obvious.

Wen Rushu is clever in the light, Guan Shan's cleverness is in the dark, after he judged that he was not lying through Wen Rushu's few words, he became a little curious about the person who looked exactly like him, and at the same time roughly guessed the relationship between the two - Uncle Tai never said, and he never asked, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't know.

"I put on a hat that could cover my face, followed him out of Zhuangzi, met his entourage halfway, and rode a carriage to Xiangguo Temple."

It was the Buddha Bathing Festival, and Xiangguo Temple was more lively and crowded than in the past, but the people who were crowded were ordinary people, and the nobles had another way to enter and exit.

Wen Rushu's father was not a scholar of the Criminal Department at that time, but his maternal grandfather was a cabinet scholar, so he could naturally enjoy this convenience.

On the pretext of looking for his mother, he wandered around the various halls, and when the entourage inquired about the news, he directly took Guan Shan to the Zen monastery specially opened for distinguished guests.

There, Guan Shan met another self.

He was undoubtedly shocked, and the shock was beyond words.

So much so that he was stunned for a long time before his eyes moved away from the face that was exactly the same as him, and moved to the woman who was wiping Kou Changqing's sweat softly.

There may really be a wonderful sense between mother and son, at least at that time, he only glanced at Yin, and his heart hung out.

Wen Rushu bumped his arm and whispered, "You and Kou Changqing's sick seedlings are twins, right?" Mrs. Kou is your mother? ”

Seeing that Guan Shan didn't speak, Wen Rushu pondered to himself.

"No, if you were born to Mrs. Kou, how could you live so miserably...... I know, which concubine you must have been! General Kou died, was not welcomed in the mansion, and was kicked out? ”

While he was guessing there, Yin noticed him, beckoned him over, asked him some gossip, and then asked if his mother and grandmother were coming today, and wanted to leave him to eat food with Kou Changqing.

In the daylight, she looked so gentle and amiable.

Guan Shan looked at it from afar and stopped.

Wen Rushu doesn't like Kou Changqing very much, and he can't play with him at all, so where will he stay and have lunch with him.

What's more, he still brings this unwelcome ...... Creak! What about people?!。

That night, I told Uncle Tai about the day. Uncle Tai had to give me a reasonable explanation.

He said, I do have a twin brother, and the woman I met is indeed my mother, but for some special reasons and some misunderstandings that have not been clarified, I cannot recognize them for the time being. ”

In Xiangguo Temple, Yin's first impression on Guan Shan was too deep, and Uncle Tai told her that Yin's hardships could not recognize him.

Guan Shan didn't want to cause trouble to others, let alone put his relatives in danger, so he didn't ask more questions from then on.

Even if the man named Wen Rushu came to him again and again, informed him of the news of the Kou family, and encouraged him to return to the Kou Mansion in every possible way, he never left the Zhuangzi.

But his heart is different from when he first came to the capital. It's no longer a state of emptiness and rootlessness, and there are heavy things in it, which urge him to work harder.

After a few years, he saw Yin again.

Yin's gentle and loving face when facing him was even a little hideous.

She pointed at him and wanted to kill him.

At that time, Guan Shan had been practicing martial arts for many years, and he was no longer a weak and powerless child, so it was impossible to sit still.

After knocking down all the people brought by the Yin family, he looked at the Yin family, and in the disgusting gaze of the Yin family, he didn't say a word after all

What Guan Shan couldn't say, Ji Yu understood.

He didn't want to ask the Yin family to verify his identity, nor did he want to question why he couldn't go back to his younger brother, let alone complain about the Yin family's ignorance of him for many years.

These things had never been his ambition, he probably just wanted to ask the Yin family - why did they kill him?

"At the time, I still thought it was a misunderstanding."

"So Uncle Tai offered to let you join the army, and the Yin family asked you to use Kou Changqing's name, and you agreed."