Chapter 265: Pondering and pondering

He called out to her a few times, but she didn't answer, so he pushed her.

Xin Xiaoyue slapped his hand away, turned over, and landed on the carpet in front of the coffee table, still unconscious.

Wang Xuan sat down beside her, leaned back against the sofa, combed her messy hair, and said dotingly, "Xiaoyue, the amount of alcohol is so shallow." ”

Xin Xiaoyue didn't speak, he sat on the floor and stayed with her for a while.

After a few moments, he felt that even the carpet was quite cold.

In my memory, Xiaoyu was that one day it rained, caught a cold, and then had a fever, and the result was that the doctors were changed in batches, and in the end, Xiaoyu's life was not kept.

Wang Xuan only felt a palpitation for no reason, and when he was in a panic, he hurriedly picked up Xin Xiaoyue.

Xin Xiaoyue usually wears very loosely. At this moment, with a hug, Wang Xuan realized that the sixteen-year-old Xin Xiaoyue was not a little girl anymore, and her figure was bumpy. He panicked for no reason, but still tried to refrain from carrying her to bed.

Just as she was about to put her down, Xin Xiaoyue opened her hazy drunken eyes and looked at him carefully.

Her eyes were extremely bright, and in an unlit room, they looked more like stars twinkling in the night sky. She looked at it for a long time, then stretched out her hand to caress his face and asked, "Brother Xuan?" ”

"Well, it's me." He replied in a low voice, his voice not feeling hoarse.

"You're back?" She reached over with both hands and gently held his face, her hands soft and her movements gentle.

"I'll come back and give you a birthday, have you forgotten?" He replied with great restraint, trying to remain calm.

Xin Xiaoyue narrowed her eyes slightly, thought for a moment, as if she couldn't remember, and shook her head directly, saying, "I can't think of it, I can't think of it." ”

Her tone was coquettish like never before, and then the quilt kicked.

Wang Xuan looked at her in surprise. This is Xin Xiaoyue he has never seen before.

"Hey, I'm dreaming again." She made a fuss for a while, and then suddenly she laughed and talked to herself.

He stood to the side and looked at her, and she suddenly struggled to get up, but the quilt was wrapped around her legs, and she was about to get up several times before she fell back on the bed.

"Hmph." She got angry and pouted.

Wang Xuan leaned down and asked with concern, "Xiaoyue, what's uncomfortable?" ”

Xin Xiaoyue rubbed over coldly, hooked his neck at once, and ate and laughed proudly.

Wang Xuan couldn't move, holding his breath, only looking at Xin Xiaoyue's eyes like a crescent moon, charming and moving. That face is very similar to Ah Xiu in a dream, but it is completely different from Ah Xiu.

Ah Xiu is gentle, beautiful and restrained, but does not lack inner strength. And Xin Xiaoyue is like a rose, presumptuous, charming and warm.

Wang Xuan lowered his eyes, not daring to look at her. She suddenly stopped laughing and said sadly, "Brother Xuan, I like you so much." However, I only dare to tell you in my dreams. ”

Wang Xuan was extremely shocked, and before he could react, Xin Xiaoyue began to cry, crying very sadly.

Wang Xuan has never gotten along with the opposite sex, and Xin Xiaoyue is the closest person of the opposite sex to him. But she never cried.

What to do?

Wang Xuan looked at Xin Xiaoyue, who was covering her face and crying in front of her, and was at a loss.

"Dawn Moon." He finally took her into his arms in distress.

Xin Xiaoyue leaned on his arms, wiping tears and snot on his shirt. He put his arms around her and let her cry, remembering that Xiaoyu once fell, and he cried like this.

When he thought of laughter, he hugged Xin Xiaoyue tighter, feeling that there was a coquettish laughter in his arms.

However, Xin Xiaoyue, who was hugged tightly, stopped crying for a while, and then struggled to push him away, then sat on the bed and looked at him, looked at him for a while, and suddenly said very sadly: "Brother Xuan, do you like me?" ”

Wang Xuan had never thought about this question. Before today, he even felt that Xin Xiaoyue was a little girl, his daughter, like a smile.

However, today, he found that she had grown up, and that she was actually not similar in any other way except that her face was similar to her smile.

"Be good, don't make trouble, you're still young." He said.

Xin Xiaoyue pouted, and then said with a very serious look in her eyes: "Then I will work hard to become excellent, and when I grow up, will you marry me?" ”

Wang Xuan didn't speak, Xin Xiaoyue sighed, tears flowed down her eyes, and then she fell asleep on the quilt on all fours.

The night was like water, Wang Xuan looked at Xin Xiaoyue, who was sleeping very poorly on the bed, and his heart was very upset.

After standing for a long time, he stepped forward to straighten Xin Xiaoyue and cover her with a quilt. After that, he went to the study, looked at the moon outside the window, and smoked all night. Early the next morning, after breakfast, I told Xin Xiaoyue that I had a task and wanted to set off immediately.

In fact, that time, there was no task at all, and he returned to Shanghai, locked himself in his small building, and stayed at home for three whole days.

For three days, his mind was in a mess, with Xin Xiaoyue's charming smile and bumpy hand on one side, and the face that resembled a smile on the other.

Three days later, he received an order from his superiors to send a fallen comrade-in-arms home, and at the same time give pensions and medals to the families of military martyrs. He saw the wife of the young comrade-in-arms, holding the urn, crying so much that he cried for a long time.

The young woman probably cried because since the two met, they had gathered less and left more, and they never thought that they would meet in a dream in the future......

He looked at the woman and thought of Ah Xiulai.

Wei Xuan went to the battlefield, and it was five years after she left, and in the past five years, she supported her family alone, took charge of family affairs, and raised Xiaoyu. I was probably scared for a long time. Later, he came back, and after not much stable life, he was involved in a rebellion again, and finally his family was ruined.

Then he thought of the other fallen comrades. There is a comrade-in-arms who grew up with his wife's childhood sweetheart. The man's sacrifice, the woman's hearing the bad news, committed suicide directly. There was another one, who was blinded with anger when he heard of the sacrifice...

And so on –

That day, he looked at the woman who was crying so much, he had never seen life and death, and his heart swelled with countless pinprick and dense sadness. He has always believed that people will always die, and there is nothing to be sad and reluctant to give up.

But on this day, he substituted for his parents and Xin Xiaoyue.

He suddenly thought, if he died, if Xin Xiaoyue was his wife, then what would happen to her?

He didn't dare to imagine!

After that, he felt that he had such thoughts about Xin Xiaoyue, it was simply too beastly. She's still so small, and she looks exactly like Smile.

She is a junior, a daughter. She has been miserable enough since she was a child, and she deserves to be happy for a long time, and her position is in danger at any time. He shouldn't have dragged her into his chosen fate.

Therefore, he never forgot to warn himself: Xin Xiaoyue is a junior, a daughter, and has an infinitely bright future and prospects.

Fang Ruxia saw that her son not only did not answer, but seemed to be still in a daze.

"Ah Xuan?" Fang Ruxia shouted.

Wang Xuan was startled, came back to his senses, and shouted "Mom".

Fang Ruxia asked nervously, "Is the wound uncomfortable?" ”

Wang Xuan shook his head and said, "There is no discomfort. ”

"Then why are you in a daze? Xiaoyue is really good to you. Fang Ruxia said.

"I know." Wang Xuan lowered his eyes.

How could he not know? He had seen one of Xin Xiaoyue's books.

That book, a bunch of messy writing. It is full of his hobbies and taboos, including what he likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat.

Moreover, every time he is injured, the time of applying the medicine and rubbing the medicine will also be recorded, and the recovery of the wound will also be recorded, and even what is the best thing to eat and what not to eat for this wound will also be copied a large number of notes.

And what he said casually, and what he asked, she would record it. If you do it, draw a big smiley face, and if you don't do it, draw a cheering arm.

In life, if he comes back, she always takes care of him in daily life.

Can a man be so attentive to another person, and he is not dull, not to know?

"You just know. Have you ever thought about it? She is a girl, and it takes a lot of courage and courage to come to Chengchuan alone. Besides, when she entered the jungle, it was needless to say that she was thoughtful, but more importantly, she entered the jungle, which put life and death out of the way. Ah Xuan, in this world, you can't find a second woman who is so good to you. Fang Ruxia said earnestly.

Wang Xuan was silent.

After he woke up, Sister Jing told him about Xin Xiaoyue going into the jungle alone and detonating a series of thunders. He also deliberately thought so deeply, the purpose was not to let himself get out of control.

"You're not talking again? What is Xin Xiaoyue in your heart? Fang Ruxia was so angry that she really wanted to beat her son.

Wang Xuan was still silent, it had already been sorted out, and it was regarded as a laugh for growing up. But after such an analysis by his wife, he was a little messy again.

"You kid, neither your father nor I have this kind of grinding character. It's really urgent. I'll tell you the truth. Your father and I have long regarded Xin Xiaoyue as a daughter-in-law. What the hell are your thoughts? Fang Ruxia was straightforward.

"I don't know." Wang Xuan lowered his eyes.

"My eldest young master. You are Wang Xuan, you are not Wei Xuan. Ah Xiu has nothing to do with you for half a dime, you have to be afraid of letting Xin Xiaoyue be widowed, this time she was so seriously injured that she applied for discharge. Which industry is not serving the motherland? Look at this financial war, don't you and I go into battle for the country? Fang Ruxia was so hot-tempered that she said it all at once, and then asked again, "What do you think?" ”

Wang Xuan only felt that it was messy, so he shook his head and said, "I'm tired and want to rest." ”

"Wang Xuan, let me tell you, you just do it slowly. Xin Xiaoyue is moving away from you, don't hurry up, when Xin Xiaoyue flies, don't cry with me. Fang Ruxia stood up with a "whoosh" and walked out of the custody room angrily.

Outside the door, Sister Jing, who was watching a small video, asked, "How?" What did Ah Xuan say? ”

"Don't mention it. I finally know why Xin Xiaoyue is so angry and disappointed now. Fang Ruxia hurriedly returned to her residence, drank a cup of coffee, and began to think about making some noise, leaving Xin Xiaoyue behind, at least not letting her go with Jiang Yu.