Painting Allure walked into the house, An Ruyue was accompanying Ji Wuxin on the side, Ji Wuxin's face was still a little pale at the moment, and her emotions looked very calm, but the pain in her heart seemed to have been relieved.

"Miss Ji, how are you feeling now?" asked Hua Chengcheng cautiously.

Ji Wuxin raised his eyes to look at her, and smiled reluctantly, "It's okay, this pain is bearable." ”

Hearing this, Hua Allure couldn't help but sigh secretly in his heart, it hurt like that, and he could say "this pain" so lightly.

"Miss Ji, can you tell me what is wrong with your heart just now?" asked Hua Chengcheng again. She still wanted to do her best to alleviate the pain that might happen to Ji Wuxin in the future.

Ji Wuxin's hand subconsciously touched his heart, and there was still a little pain in his eyes, "Probably...... It's like people often say that 'my heart is like a knife', as if someone really stabbed me in the heart with a dagger, and I was suffocated in pain, and I wondered if I would die in the next moment. ”

"Are you feeling heartache because of Ji Gongzi's words?" Hua Chengcheng then asked.

Ji Wuxin nodded, "Yes, it's because in his mind, I'm still a puppet, a puppet that he can discard at any time, and he doesn't have to care about life or death."

"He's always been so capricious, and last night's warmth was like a dream, and when he woke up, he became the master who never treated me as his woman. ”

As she spoke, Ji Wuxin's eyes were slightly red, and she was about to slip down when she saw that her tears were about to fall, but she was still holding back, perhaps because she was afraid that her tears would fall and her heart would hurt again.

"So...... Are you really in love with him?" An Ruyue asked with some surprise.

"Yes, after the girl from Allure integrated the painted heart into my body last night, I already felt that I should have fallen in love with him a long time ago, as if I had loved him for a long, long time. But he seems to have hurt me deeply, breaking me to the core. Ji Wuxin muttered.

"Does this feeling come from those broken memories after you woke up?" asked Hua Chengcheng curiously.

"That's right, it's from those memories. Ji Wuxin replied.

"But those memories don't belong to you, you once thought that you were Xia Roumeng, and you shouldn't have such empathy for Chu Yu, right?"

Ji Wuxin shook his head indifferently, "I don't know, I don't even know what those memories specifically remember, but they are like poison, which has eroded into every corner of my body, as if trying to wake up something."

"I can feel that my love for him is awakened by these incomprehensible memories, and that love should have existed a long time ago. ”

Painting Allure and An Ruyue couldn't help but look at each other when they heard this, and each beat a drum in their hearts - it was almost four years before and after this Ji Wuxin was shaped by Ji Zi'an, even if she fell in love with Ji Zi'an the moment she was born, it was only four years now.

But Ji Wuxin now said that she felt as if she had fallen in love with Ji Zi'an a long time ago, how early was it? Could it be ten, twenty or a hundred years?

Four years ago, there was no such puppet as her in this world, let alone a hundred or ten years ago?

"Miss Ji, you can't go on like this, it's better to ...... I'll take advantage of the fact that my mana is recovering in the next few days to think of a way, and I'll take out this heart for you in a few days. Painting Allure said with some distress.

As soon as the words came out, Ji Wuxin's eyes immediately became panicked, she hurriedly covered her hands on her chest, and said very nervously: "No...... Allure girl, don't take it away. Even if you don't paint my heart again, I'd rather just use this incomplete heart for the rest of my life.

"I've had enough of the days without the heart, how many years, and I haven't felt like I am real in a long, long time. Allure girl, I beg you not to take it away!"

The two daughters didn't expect Ji Wuxin to have such a big reaction, that heart was just a failed work for painting Allure, but for Ji Wuxin, it became a priceless treasure.

Would rather cling to this incomplete heart that will make her miserable, rather than go back to the life of being a heartless puppet, is this what people call "drinking to quench thirst"?

However, Ji Wuxin's last sentence still made Hua Chengcheng care very much, she said, "It's been a long time since I feel like I feel like I am real", what does this "long, long, long" mean? Just like she felt that she fell in love with Ji Zi'an a long time ago?

Painting Allure regretted painting Ji Wuxin more and more, this heart was drawn, how could he feel that there were more things he couldn't understand?

But being stunned is a matter of moments, seeing that Ji Wuxin's emotions are very excited, Hua Chengcheng hurriedly grabbed her shoulder and comforted: "Okay, good, I promise you not to take away your heart." Don't get excited, just rest and rest. ”

Ji Wuxin stared at the eyes of the painting Allure, and saw that she really didn't seem to have the intention of taking away her heart, so she slowly put down the hand covering her heart and held the hand of the painting Allure, "Miss Allure, I am very grateful to you." I know, Zi'an may ...... You'll never really fall in love with me in this life.

"But...... I still covet the gentleness he occasionally shows, and I feel sorry for his sometimes violent and sometimes suppressed struggles, if ...... My pain can bring him a little comfort, and I am willing to bear it. ”

She nodded lightly after a while, "I know, you have a good rest first, and I'll talk about it later." ”

With that, she got up and left the room with An Ruyue.

......

"Hey, what are these two masters and servants doing, do you feel that they are all wrong?" An Ruyue leaned back on the chair in the courtyard and muttered puzzled.

"Sister Ruyue, what would you do if it were Qing Ci who treated you like this?" asked Hua Chengcheng coldly.

An Ruyue was slightly stunned, blinked her eyes a few times, and then shook her head a little dejected and said, "I really can't imagine it." In fact, to be honest, I think I am already quite unequal with Qingci, he is so strong, and I will only drag him back.

"But if I am so unequal with him that I have the relationship between master and slave, I don't know if I will have the courage to love him. ”

"Courage?" was a little surprised, she never seemed to have thought about it properly.

She has always thought that loving someone should be natural and irrepressible, even if she doesn't have the courage, can she say that she doesn't love?

Who knew that An Ruyue nodded and said very seriously: "Yes, courage." If Qingci really only treats me as a dispensable puppet, even if I love him, I may not have the courage to be good to him and pay for him. It's not that he thinks it's worth it, but because he doesn't see it and doesn't care.

"I love him, even if he doesn't love me, at least he should recognize and respect my efforts, right? If he can't even do this, what's the point of me doing so much? Without the meaning of hard work, it is equivalent to having no goal, so how can we talk about courage!"

Hua Chengcheng nodded thoughtfully, thought about it and said: "But now that you have the love of Qingci, if you don't get it, don't you want to fight for it?" What's more, I don't think the relationship between Ji Wuxin and Ji Zi'an seems to be a simple puppet and master. ”

"Ji Zi'an usually looks gentle and polite, and he is also steady in his words and deeds, if he really has no interest in women, he can create a male puppet with no ideology to follow him, why do you want to create a Ji Wuxin? And this Ji Wuxin is still the body of the eldest princess of Wansang Kingdom.

"If only because of the need of men in that regard...... He could have visited the kiln, so why bother...... What about a puppet?" An Ruyue muttered with a slight blush.

As soon as she said this, the face of the painting Allure turned red unconsciously.

After a long time, Hua Chengcheng whispered: "In this way, everyone should have been sure that they had a ...... What happened?"

An Ruyue glanced at her, "Didn't she say it herself in the house just now?" she said that last night's warmth was like a dream...... Tut-tut...... This little white face is really powerful, yesterday I saw that he was injured and poisoned, and I thought that he wouldn't wake up for ten days and half a month, but he did Ji Wuxin at night......"

Listening to An Ruyue's unobstructed muttering, although he still felt shy, he couldn't help but secretly agree with her statement in his heart, but why did he always feel that there was something wrong?

"Eh, by the way, Sister Ruyue, you don't seem to have come back last night, don't you ......" suddenly remembered something, and Hua Chengcheng subconsciously asked, but stopped halfway through the words.

An Ruyue's face turned red directly to the base of her neck, and she hurriedly twisted her head to the side, and said in a panic: "What is it, isn't it that we are discussing the problem of Ji Wuxin and Ji Zi'an? What are you doing on my head!"

Seeing An Ruyue's blushing face of shame, Hua Chengcheng couldn't help but cover her mouth and chuckle.

She simply reached out to grab An Ruyue's arm, and said with a smile: "Good sister, you are the only one who has experience in the affairs of men and women, and Sister Qiao has never experienced this kind of thing, you can't let me ask Ji Wuxin......, right? Are you going to visit the kiln?"

When An Ruyue heard this, she suddenly jumped up like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and said angrily while patting the hand of the painting Allure: "You girl's family, what's the matter...... If you really want to know, you can ask the little prince yourself!"

"Ask me what?" Cang Wunian didn't know where to come out, and asked casually when he heard An Ruyue mention herself.