Chapter 083: Learn to Love
Lin Sizhen rushed back to work after lunch, a few days ago she took leave and left a lot of things, she took leave for so many days and was not criticized, everything began to change quietly when they knew that she was Mu Lin'an's cousin, she could almost feel everyone's subtle changes in her.
Just as she was thinking about it, people came back one after another, and she clearly heard the sound of other people's conversations, obviously the sound was very small, but when it reached her ears, it was really loud.
"You said that the boss is not with Director Lai, I think the two of them are too compatible. Talented and beautiful. ”
"Don't guess, maybe they're just good friends."
"Maybe it's upgraded from a good friend to a girlfriend, didn't you see the affectionate eyes of Director Lai when the two of them had dinner just now?"
"It's okay, how can there be affection?" Su Junjun said, saw Lin Sizhen, who had already returned to the company, and asked, "Sizhen, did you come back so early?" ”
Lin Sizhen nodded sluggishly in agreement.
Then I saw the colleague just now come over and ask, "Sizhen, aren't you the boss's cousin?" Do you know if the boss and Director Lai have any feelings other than friends? ”
Sizhen was sluggish again, and said, "I, I don't know very well. ”
"Okay." She shrugged and returned to her place.
Sizhen was worried all afternoon, several times right and wrong reports, even if she made a mistake, the manager said with a smile "pay attention next time", which was inadvertently that her self-esteem was slammed to the ground and trampled on by everyone.
Even when I went to the toilet, I could hear someone talking about her.
"Who dares to offend her now."
"You don't know, once the manager saw it with his own eyes, and the boss asked Lin Sizhen's whereabouts in a panic, and you said that this relationship is good."
"Hey~ It's good to have a relationship, and you can go sideways in the company."
These words are endlessly amplified in my ears all the time, not only in my ears, but also in my heart.
After getting off work, Sizhen was like a lost soul, did not wait for Mu Linan to get off work, nor did he go home directly, but wandered the streets alone.
Looking at the cold full moon in the sky, the moon seemed to be full of cold, just like her heart. What has become of Lin Sizhen now? As if she were as unbearable as others say, she lost herself, tied up in an endless night, and regarded Mu Linan as a beam of light, a light that could help her out of the night.
Who knows, she has been deceiving herself all along.
A phone call upset her heart that was gradually separating.
"Are you home?"
"Not yet, Huangyang has something to do with me today, and I'm outside now."
"Okay, that's over, call me, I'm working overtime now, and we'll go back later."
"Okay."
"Hmmm......"
Before Mu Linan could finish speaking, the phone was hung up, and he glanced at his phone with a puzzled expression. I didn't think much about it, I just wanted to finish work early and go to her early.
Sizhen still kept walking on the street and kept walking, and his phone call immediately made her leave all her previous thoughts behind, I don't know how long such a hard-won relationship can last, why not cherish it?
At the moment around the corner, she saw Yao Xiaofu sitting in the restaurant in front of her, and there was a woman sitting opposite him, Yao Xiaofu had a sad face, and the two seemed to be talking about a very serious matter.
Sizhen stopped and watched quietly for a few seconds, and then saw Yao Xiaofu get up angrily, looked up and saw himself outside, Sizhen was stunned, only to see Yao Xiaofu walk out, take his hand and walk forward, and said.
"Why are you here?"
Sizhen lost his mind, and he took his hand when he came out like this, but for some reason, she subconsciously turned her head to look at the woman, who knew that the woman was still sitting there, and also turned back.
Just a quick glance, Lin Sizhen felt that she was a very beautiful and elegant woman, so what is the relationship between her and her uncle?
After walking a distance, Yao Xiaofu let go and slowed down.
Sizhen stepped forward and asked, "Uncle Yao, who was that woman just now?" ”
"Just a friend." He turned his head and looked at him and said, "Why are you still wandering outside alone on this big night?" ”
Sizhen lowered her head to collect her emotions and said, "Well, I'll go back later." ”
"Then I'll send you back, it's not safe for girls to be outside at night." Saying that, Yao Xiaofu planned to stop the car.
Sizhen received a call from Mu Lin'an.
After hanging up the phone, Lin Sizhen said, "Uncle Yao, Lin An will come to pick me up later." ”
Yao Xiaofu's face tightened, and he said, "Oh, that's okay." ”
When Mu Lin'an's car stopped in front of the two of them, before Lin Sizhen could speak, Yao Xiaofu advised, "Go back early." Then he stopped the car and left.
"Get in the car." Mu Linan stretched out his hand to open the car door and said to Lin Sizhen outside.
Sizhen nodded and got into the car.
"Aren't you outside with Zhang Wangyang? How did you become your uncle? Mu Linan carefully noticed her expression, and hung up the phone abruptly, making him feel that something was wrong with her.
"Oh, I left when I had something to do before, and I happened to meet Uncle Yao." Sizhen fastened her seatbelt and stole a glance at him.
Mu Linan nodded, started the car, and said, "Don't go home for the time being!" ”
"Huh?"
"I heard that there was a comedy movie that was good recently."
"Oh~"
Sizhen turned his head to look at Mu Lin'an, who was concentrating on driving, and a satisfied smile rose slightly on the corner of his mouth, and Sizhen also smiled.
The happiest thing is not to enjoy every minute and second quietly with the person you love the most, happy and simple, how can you think about those bad things.
At that moment, Lin Sizhen almost forgot that she was actually a girl who was not happy.
After watching the movie, the two walked out side by side.
"This is the second time we've seen a movie!" Lin Sizhen tried to find words, because now they are all couples holding hands, and the atmosphere is really a bit hot. In addition, the two have indeed not been together for a long time, and now doing things between young couples still makes that person nervous and shy.
"That's right."
Just as he said this, at the moment when the backs of their hands touched, he gently took his hand, and then held it tightly in his palm.
Sizhen's heart tightened, and his little hand moved, Mu Lin'an looked down at her nervously, and said, "It will be better to hold it." ”
He thought she wanted to let go, but she also grabbed her hand tightly, and moved her foot to her shoulder.
"I don't think I'm in the way of others." After speaking, Sizhen raised his head weakly, just as he was still looking at himself, the two looked at each other like this, and smiled.
Under the street lamp, shadows are one tall and one short, close together.
Unbeknownst to him, on the way home, it began to rain heavily and thunder roaring.
Sizhen looked at the heavy rain in front of him, and electricity was still flashing in the sky. She suddenly smiled, "Do you remember that time when we went back from watching a movie, it rained heavily, why did you say it was so coincidental?" ”
Everything was fate, and it was that lightning and thunderous rain that gave him the opportunity to meet her, and there will be a later story, which is really sad and joyful.
Seon lost his horse, but he didn't know if it was a blessing.
Back at home, the thunder cracked even more.
It's not because I'm afraid, it's because I'm dependent.
Lin Sizhen ran to Mu Lin'an's room. Her "I'm scared" hit him straight to the heart. He remembered that night......
The two of them lay flat on the bed like this, but fortunately the thunder outside did not make the room so quiet, so quiet that he could only hear his own heartbeat.
"Lin An, do you think I'm unreserved like this?"
"Nope." He almost blurted it out.
"Then you can hold me." Lin Sizhen turned his head.
Seeing him move, he stretched out his hand and slowly took himself into his arms, Sizhen's whole person shrunk in his arms, his arms were very wide and warm. For so many years, only such a warmth can become the driving force for oneself to move forward.
Mu Linan couldn't help but bow his head, and a gentle kiss fell on her forehead.
"Sizhen, promise me not to think about those unhappy things in the future. I'm stupid and don't know how to love someone, but I'll learn how to love you, can you give me some more time? ”
Today, he gave too many surprises, and finally learned to love because of this sentence, and his eyes were wet.
She choked up and said, "Okay." ”。
Mu Lin'an wrapped his hands tightly around her back, he didn't know when he started to like him, there was a kind of love that was rooted in his heart little by little, and one day it would pile up too much, and he would see it. woke up to the fact that the previous indifference finally became full of her.