Most of the water under our feet has been paved with a layer of red.

Sun Aiqi pulled the hand out of the spike again, almost the same sound. The body was then straightened and laid flat on the ground.

Even through the rain, I could see it clearly. The corpse's face was disconnected, and its nose was gone. The face was presented with a blood groove, a wide blood groove, which broke the whole face. And where it should have been the nose, there was only a large, deep blood hole left, and you could see that there was white slag inside, and everything else was dark red minced meat. The rainwater fell into the hole, and it quickly turned into stagnant water, soaking the bones and minced meat. Oh yes, the corpse didn't close its eyes, both eyes were wide open, and almost half of the eyeball came out in one of them.

But I still recognized this person, it was Xu Hao.

For both teams, this should be his best bet. And it's like this...... At least he won't be a corpse.

It was only then that Li Xin and Di Yan came out of the teaching building, and when they ran here, I saw that Li Xin had two shovels in addition to the umbrella in his hand.

These things should have been prepared by them before, and they had a lot of stock, even Di Yan took two handfuls, presumably Sun Aiqi and these people have been here for a while.

Di Yan and I each stood in the rain with an umbrella and watched them dispose of the corpses.

Junjie and Sun Hanqing each had a shovel and began to dig a pit in the land in the flower bed; The mood of the two girls also eased a lot, and they stood behind them and held umbrellas for them; Sun Aiqi put one hand in his pocket and held an umbrella in the other, looking at the corpse in front of him silently; Li Xin was also shocked when he saw the corpse at first, and his sadness couldn't help but show it, but he quickly accepted this reality, and he didn't know where to take out a white handkerchief and gently covered the corpse's face, but it could still be seen that a large piece of the corpse's face was missing.

When Junjie and Sun Hanqing put down the shovel, the pit dug by them had already begun to accumulate a little water.

They carried the bodies into the pit and then began to lift the earth again to bury them. Watching their teammates slowly disappear in front of their eyes, these people couldn't help but shed tears again.

Sun Aiqi quickly adjusted his emotions, looked at the two girls, and then sighed, and asked Li Xin to give Junjie an umbrella to them, while he pushed the two girls towards the teaching building. When he passed by me, he said, "Ah Hao has already told us about the past, and now that the past is gone, I hope this matter will not be mentioned again." ”

I looked at him and nodded.

got a response, Sun Aiqicai took the umbrella and walked back to the teaching building with the two girls.

The time to bury the soil was much faster than the digging time, and when they were finished, Li Xin and Sun Hanqing each bowed to the mound of graves, and did not stand up straight for a long time.

Luo Junjie retreated to my side and looked at the grave with an expressionless face, as if to say to me and to himself: "He has been joining this team for almost a month. Usually very poor, greedy for money, and a little......"

After a pause, he continued: "However, when we were surrounded by zombies, it was he who drove into the encirclement and saved us......"

It seemed that he didn't want to talk about the previous things anymore, and Junjie listened to it again. Then he pointed to Li Xin and Sun Hanqing, who were still bowing, and said to me: "These children, although they are very impulsive, are also very righteous. Between you, a stranger, and Xu Hao, a brother who has died, they will inevitably choose the latter, no matter what kind of grudge you and Xu Hao had before. So, don't blame them. ”

Seeing that I didn't react, Junjie paused and continued: "The fat man died, although Xu Hao didn't see the end, but he also knew that he couldn't get out of it, he told us so......"

I didn't seem to be listening to what he was saying, because I already knew what he was trying to say. And looking at the attitude of Sun Aiqi and these people towards me, I think that after I left the classroom, Xu Hao should have told them the truth.

But I didn't speak, I just looked at the mound, and kept thinking in my head: In this world, there is no longer right or wrong. But each of us must be responsible for what we have done, no matter good or bad, good or evil, the result will be borne by ourselves, even if it is the so-called lying gun. Maybe people should think carefully before doing everything to see if they can afford the consequences of things.

Good and evil will be rewarded in the end...... Putting aside these big truths and returning to the reality where I am, in fact, I know that even if I can kill all the people of Liu Miao and Liu Sende, and kill all the people who have harmed my brother. But I can't get back the life of the fat man, and I can't get back those who have lived and died with me. But I had to do it, maybe the reason was naïve, maybe the behavior was ruthless, but I also had to do it. This is my conscience that I stand for.

Perhaps it is precisely because this kind of 'conscience' has various meanings and incidental responsibilities that Di Yan said those words to me.

Xu Hao died, I should have been happy, but now I feel very unhappy.

Junjie's voice continued: "The fat man and the boss are our brothers, the disappearance of the boss has made me blame myself, and I may really not know how to face the news ......of the fat man from you."

"Alright," I interrupted, "it's not your specialty to play eloquence, I just get the idea." ”

In fact, Junjie used to be quite able to speak, but his words are actually meaningless, I know that his heart is chaotic now, and why is it chaotic.

Although his words were very gentle, if the person next to him was not Junjie, I would have slapped him a long time ago.

There's no reason for it, it's just unpleasant.

"I won't pursue this matter anymore," I said, "but I have to let Captain Sun take care of these children." ”

Junjie paused, then hummed, looked at the mound again, and then turned to leave. And the rest of Li Xin and Sun Hanqing also followed.

Looking at Junjie's back, I thought that there might never be a chance to sing together in the future.

After another glance at the mound, Di Yan and I returned to the teaching building, and then walked up the stairs, and no one spoke.

When I arrived at the fence gate on the fourth floor of the annex building, I saw Sun Aiqi and the seven of them all standing there, each of them looking at me, each with different eyes, uneasy, angry, indifferent, calm, gloomy, melancholy, and fear.

I saw it, but I didn't see it, and walked slowly past the fence gate, and Di Yan took the lead and walked up.

They locked the door and followed. On the way upstairs, I suddenly heard a noisy sound from upstairs, and when we walked quickly to the fifth floor, we found that there were two more people in the corridor in addition to Xiao Qi. One is the uncle named Lei Yu, and the other is a fashionable girl, who seems to be called Xiaoyu.

The uncle was carrying Xiaoyu on his shoulders and walking towards their classroom, and Xiaoyu was still shouting and scolding: "He's a brute!" It's mixed. Egg! ”

I walked over quickly, Xiao Qi was blocking the door of the office, and my team members had already woken up and accumulated inside, if it wasn't for Xiao Qi to stop me, I'm afraid they would all come out.

"What's going on?" I asked.

No one answered me.

I raised my eyebrows, and looked at Xiaoyu just to ask again, and Shi Yao behind me spoke: "That girl ran over and shouted, saying that you forced that Xu Hao to death." ”

Hearing this, I turned my head to look and saw that Lei Yu had already brought the girl into the classroom, so I turned my head and looked at Sun Aiqi with a cold face.

Captain Sun looked calm and said, "I'll deal with it." ”

Then he walked back with someone.

I blew the curtain to try to suppress my temper, and then said to the crowd, "You know what's going on?" ”

Some of the people nodded, some were silent.

"That Xu Hao is dead, this matter is over, let's go to sleep."

"Are you satisfied?" Ziqing suddenly spoke.

"What."

"Drove that man to death, now you're satisfied!? Right!? The anger on Ziqing's face seemed to burn his eyebrows.

"Girl, let me tell you......"

"Shut up!" Ziqing decisively interrupted Di Yan's persuasion, and then yelled at Xiao Qi who was blocking the door: "Get out of the way!" ”

The little seven lines did not move.

"I said you let ......"

"What do you want to do?" I also interrupted and asked.

"I'm going to my classmates!"

"It's not the right time for you to go now."

"When will that pass! Are you going to imprison us? Ziqing's voice became louder and louder: "Are you still afraid that we will know what you have done!" ”

After a moment of silence, I waved my hand and said, "Let her pass." ”

Xiao Qi also paused before letting go of the door.

Ziqing immediately rushed out, bumped my arm as he passed by, and then ran towards the classroom without stopping.

I looked at Ziqing's back, and it wasn't until she ran into the room that I secretly sighed.

After bowing my head and thinking for a moment, I said to Xiao Qi: "That Xu Hao was once a member of the group that caused you to lose your memory. ”

"I know." Xiao Qi is still that virtuous, and he has no extra feelings at all.

I was stunned for a moment and said, "You know? ”

"Hmm."

Well, he's got to think of something, and I'm not going to ask any more. So he said to everyone: "Let's go to sleep, recuperate your spirits, and wait for Shi Yao and Chen Rui to change shifts." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Xiao Qi reached out and handed me a piece of A4 paper, and when I looked at it, there were a lot of words densely written on it, and it was written on both the front and back.

"That girl threw this just now." Xiao Qi said a word, and then turned around and entered the house.

I took a general look, this should be written by Xu Hao, so I folded it and put it in my pocket, and then pointed to the stairs and said to Di Yan: "I'll go over there for a while." ”

Di Yan nodded in understanding.

Just about to leave, suddenly someone grabbed his arm, and when he looked back, it was a light rain.

"Brother Shi, are you okay?"

I stroked her little head melon, smiled and said, "Brother Shi is fine, I just want to stay alone, go to sleep, I'm very tired today." ”

“…… Oh. Xiao Yu nodded indiscriminately.

No longer standing, I walked to the top of the stairs. It is directly facing a small aisle with a window at the end and two doors for the men's and women's toilets.

I walked over and opened a window, and the sound of rain came in with drops of water again.

I took out the paper in my pocket, and by the moonlight, I could see the messy font on it little by little—

Brothers and sisters,

Hello!

I've heard that letters have to start like this, right? Oh, I Xu Hao can repair the car, it's too difficult to do the job of holding a pen, don't worry about the mistake!

Writing this letter today ... It's me saying goodbye to everyone. Hehe..

I also thought that sooner or later there would be such a day, but I didn't know that it would come so quickly. It's only been two months since then. At that time, I did a lot of bad things with that team, very bad things, in fact, I didn't like it myself, but I couldn't help it, I had to be with them, because I could repair cars, so the leader Liu Sende didn't let me go. But I have to admit that I was psychologically sick at that time.

Originally, I was like many people.,I didn't like to study when I was a child.,I know how to play.,Play on the computer.,Play the guitar and play the girl.。。 Ahem. In short, I didn't get admitted to college later.,After graduating from high school, I went to a car repair shop as a worker.,Maybe it's talented.,It didn't take long for me to be able to repair any car.,And then it's been more than three years.。。。 But then there was a time when my buddy and I got drunk, and I didn't know why I got into a fight with someone else, and I ended up slashing the other person, and I was sent in.

At that time, I didn't think anything, after all, I didn't make any trouble, and I just got to stuff some money and squat for a while. But I never thought that there would be such a day, the monster in the movie actually ran out, and it actually disrupted everyone's life, I never thought about it... But it can be regarded as a blessing in disguise, I came out, and I was brought out by Liu Sende, so it was logical to form a team later.

After that, I was very unaccustomed to Liu Sende's approach. Kill. Robbery, rape. Lewd. Plunder, just like the devils back then. But as the days went by, I got used to it, and even participated in it myself. I have to say, the feeling of being free from any constraints and letting go is so wonderful! But this beauty is based on the trampling of conscience and the abandonment of human nature. I don't want to say how noble and great I am, but to be honest, that kind of life, although it can be very satisfying for body and mind, I don't like it at all, I am disgusting.

In the dead of night, I would be nauseous, and even vomited many times, I was disgusted with zombies, disgusted with Liu Sende, and I was also disgusted with myself, but I really didn't know how to live at that time. I scolded myself countless times, beat myself, I knew that I had committed unforgivable sins, but I still wore a fluke mentality, thinking that I could be extravagant for a day! In the midst of this contradiction, I felt like I was going crazy! In this last days where human life is worthless, I'm going crazy...

Until that day, I met another team, the leader of the team is called Shi Lei... I've told you this story just now, but what I didn't tell you is that I have dreamed of a picture every day since then, that is, the picture of Shi Lei and the little fat man willing to give their lives for each other, I can't forget. The guys I've met before are all for their own lives.,Guys who can give up their friends for their own lives.,But these two kids,But let me see.。。。 Light, I had it, but now ... I long for this light to reappear in me。。。。。。

Later, because of the person named Liu Miao who harmed us, I became alone again, and then I met you. I swore to myself that I was going to be a new person, that I was going to be myself again. So I treat you as my own brothers and sisters, and when you are in danger, I must fight with all my might to save you! Later, at this point, I really did. I am happy! I guess that's what it's worth living for! I don't have to envy Shi Lei and that fat man anymore, and I thought they were all dead.

But I didn't expect that when I had just found the value of life, they appeared, this little cub who used to envy me. And there was actually that Zhang Le who followed him, who was an absolute madman. Maybe you will say that I brag, but I know very well what I saw at the beginning, that Zhang Le is not a person at all... To be honest, I didn't even dare to think about it, let alone say it. In short, you must not attack him, he will die!

In the same way, don't target Shi Lei. Wang Dian, I know that Brother Lei will definitely be able to settle him, but he is not your enemy, nor is he mine. He's just an example. Even if I don't meet him today, I may meet other enemies another day, and I've done too many sins...

Han Qing, you asked me to go to a duel with Shi Lei, I said to consider it, but I won't do it. Because no matter what the outcome is, these two teams will not be peaceful.

I don't want to run away anymore, although there is that Zhang Le, I can't escape at all, but even if he is not there, I don't want to escape, I'm tired of this dark life. If I can meet you in this life, I will be content!

Now, it's time to pay my debts. Shi Lei and Zhang Le will not let me go, but you will never watch from the side, I don't want this, I don't want you to be hurt, I don't want those innocent people in Shi Lei's team to be hurt. I don't want to kill more because of me. So I chose to cut it myself.

After telling you about Shi Lei and me, I promised you to make a decision tomorrow, so you all went to sleep... Whether you are asleep or not, I wish you all a good night's sleep. Now in addition to me writing here, there are also Li Xin and Junjie awake, I think Junjie will go to Shi Lei to catch up with the old in a while, after all, they are old classmates. Li Xin, I will fall asleep in a while, but I really didn't expect that this kid was hidden and a martial arts master。。。 Forget it, I'll wait for them to get their hands on their jobs for a while, and then it'll be my time. You two, and all of you, I'm here to say goodbye to you.

Don't avenge me, I don't have revenge, it's my own choice, I've done so many bad things, I have to pay it back.

Captain, let's find another car repairer.

Good bye.

Your brother Hao is a masterpiece (I heard that it is going to be paid like this~ Ha!) ）

——

I read the suicide note with a cold eye, and the rain drifted in through the window and fell onto the paper, and it was a big wet patch.

I turned around and leaned on the windowsill, and when I looked out, I could see the mound downstairs.

I was in a panic, from the time I knew that he jumped off the building, I still haven't felt comfortable.