Chapter 24: Love (part 3 of 3)
"When I was in high school, we agreed to go to the same university and work together."
"It's a pity that on the eve of the college entrance examination, he had an accident at home, and his performance was seriously abnormal, and he didn't even hang up the three main lines."
"He didn't choose to repeat his studies, he dropped out of school and went out to work, I asked for a long time before I found out which city he was in, and then I chose the university in that city, just to be closer to him."
"When I was a sophomore, he told me that I had no future by working with others, so we pooled some money to set up a stall, and I also ran out to support him in the name of an internship."
"At that time, it was really bitter, but also really happy, in order to accompany him, the two of us lived in the basement, for a month, twenty-two yuan in the pocket, eating steamed buns and mustard for a week, his hungry eyes were green, I thought about what, I also have to let him eat some meat, to satisfy his hunger."
"But I didn't have any money at that time, and my roommates borrowed everything I could. Fortunately, I was in the city where I went to school, and I found a part-time job and worked for more than three hours to earn 40 yuan, and I had to leave six yuan for the subway, otherwise it would be dawn when I walked home, but the cheapest fish-flavored shredded pork rice bowl cost 18, and the money was only enough to buy one. ”
"No way, after having one, I went to the supermarket to buy a chicken paw, and then went to the innermost part of the alley, asked for a bowl of fried noodles with chicken paws, and brought him home with fish-flavored shredded pork rice."
"It's hard to imagine how hungry he was at that time, and he almost ate all the chicken bones."
Lin Yu peeled off a pistachio and threw it into his mouth, it was tidal!
A twisted smell, frowning, he lifted the beer and poured the rest into his stomach, diluting the musty taste in his mouth.
At this point in the story, Lin Yu may have understood the person's character, the man's fish-flavored shredded pork, Sister Dan's fried noodles with a chicken claw, and this chicken paw also entered the man's mouth.
If you blindly give, you won't get the feelings you want after all.
Turning her head to look at Yang Dan, she didn't shed tears, she was very calm, and her eyes were a little sluggish, which was a symptom of drinking too much.
Lin Yu could only be a listener, listening quietly, and then constantly sending wine into his stomach.
Soon, a dozen beers were gone, but not enough.
Fortunately, he still had some stock at home, and the two continued to drink, Yang Dan's wine was not high, and when the fourth bottle was in his stomach, his tongue was big.
Yang Dan also ate a pistachio, it is estimated that it is also trendy, her face changed, she spit in the trash can, and then smiled at Lin Yu, this undisguised appearance should be her truest self.
"But at that time the two of us were really affectionate. He also learned to sing to amuse me. ”
"For a period of time, things were checked by the city management, or not to come back, he was a stubborn temper, and wanted to come again, at that time I had no money to help him, ran to be the welcome lady of the hotel, three or nine days in Zhengzhou, bare thighs, frozen bones hurt seams, and I didn't dare to tell him, for fear that he would misunderstand."
"Slowly after a few years, I also graduated, joined the work, his business is getting better and better, and he also set up a company, and his parents are also taken over, I thought that good days were coming."
"Plus we're both too young!"
"At that time, the parents already knew, and there was only one formal confirmation left."
"A year ago, I pulled him to go home to determine a date, he said okay, let me go first, he prepared well, and he will come to the door in a few days."
Lin Yu listened silently, and unconsciously picked up the cigarette case in his hand.
She rubbed her feet, like a big man picking her feet, rubbing while silly, her body was still swaying back and forth, she looked quite cute, picked up the beer and took another sip, and the last sip was also drunk into her stomach.
"I waited from the year before the year to the new year, from the first day of the new year to the fifteenth, until a text message said that he was getting married."
"The daughter of the company he worked with invited me to his wedding."
"He said he was sorry for me, but he couldn't help it, he said that there was a big hole in the company's finances, and the company would collapse if it couldn't be filled."
"He doesn't love her, but he can't help it, he doesn't want so many years of hard work, so many years of hard work in vain."
"He said let me wait for him, and divorce her when he turned over the funds,"
"I believed, I waited~~"
Lin Yu watched her lose control of her emotions, hid in the corner of the sofa and cried, drank the last wine in the bottle, took out the paper from the table and sat beside her.
"Are you saying I'm stupid?"
"I waited, I really waited, I waited for a long time!"
"I went to their wedding, watched him marry someone else, watched him put a ring on her with his own hands!"
"Watch him get his certificate!"
"Watch him go into the cave with others!"
"Watch him take his wife out on his honeymoon!"
"Look at him ......"
The voice in Yang Dan's mouth became smaller and smaller, and was gradually covered by sobs.
There was no answer or comfort, so I could only look at her quietly.
Watching her lean back on the sofa, the whole person shrunk into a ball.
I couldn't help but feel a sense of pity in my heart, and I wanted to raise my hand and hold her in my arms.
The arm moved, but in the end it couldn't be reached.
After froze in mid-air for a long time, he drew a circle and picked up the tissue on the table and handed it over.
Yang Dan reached out and took the tissue, buried her whole face in her lap, and her hair covered all her vision, as if she didn't want others to see her embarrassment at this time.
Lin Yu retracted his gaze, picked up the beer in his hand and drank it all.
There are 86,000 words in the world, and only love words hurt people the most.
People have three thousand diseases in life and old age, but only heartache cannot be cured.
It was a green lantern and did not return to the guest, how dare you mislead the beauty with turbid wine.
Flattened the empty can, threw it in the trash, and looked at the crying Yang Dan.
A thousand words are stuck in the mouth, unable to tell.
It took a long time for the crying to stop.
She tugged at the paper and blew her nose and smiled sheepishly.
"Look, I've delayed you for so long, it's more than three o'clock in the afternoon, Lin Yu, go back." After looking at the time, she put the bottle away.
"I'm sorry for delaying you for so long, it's time for me to pack up and go."
Lin Yu licked his chapped lips and was a little silent.
"I live on the other side, you can shout something." It took a long time to squeeze a sentence out of his mouth dryly.
"Don't worry!"
Yang Dan sent Lin Yu to the door and suddenly stopped Lin Yu.
"Thank you!"
"Goodbye!" A smile bloomed on Yang Dan's face, even the scattered hair and red and swollen eyes could not hide the beauty of this moment.
The pear blossoms in the rain belt are mixed with a different style, full of kindness and gentleness.
The door closed slowly, and the moment the door was closed, Lin Yu Ghost opened the Eye of True Sight.
It's a pity that Lin Yu was shocked by the smile just now and was stunned for a moment.
I opened the Eye of True Sight, but I only saw the blood-colored blessing word on the door.
Yang Dan leaned against the door, cried again, slid down at the door, hid her head in her knees, she didn't dare to cry, because she knew that Lin Yu hadn't left.
That was her last cowardice, and from now on, she won't allow a trace of weakness to show in front of others.
How much she loved him, how much she hated him now.
After a long time, Lin Yu came back to his senses, his neck twisted a little stiffly, and his face was stiff and he couldn't control his expression.
He doesn't know what to say or what to do? There is always something in the chest and abdomen that I want to say, but I don't know where to start.
Now that you have a decision, don't leave the other side with hope, or an almost impossible hope.
Ten years of love, ten years of companionship, but what he was waiting for was the news of his marriage to someone else.
How many decades are there in a person's life?
"Alas!"
I heard the footsteps of Lin Yu outside the door and the sound of the door closing.
Yang Dan slowly stopped crying, took out the face in the crook of his arm, and his red and swollen eyes revealed a trace of firmness!