Having spent so much time in the mansion before, although there was a lot of happiness and laughter, it was impossible to erase the pain and entanglement in our hearts. The person who was cut off by me to attract zombies has finally become the *** of our conflict.

We were eating breakfast when the office door opened, and Ziqing walked in from outside. Di Yan immediately pounced excitedly and said with a smile: "Oops! Girl, you're back! I'm telling you, I can't sleep even if you think about it! Come on, come on, let me take a good look! Oh, the more you look at it, the more beautiful it gets! Have you eaten? Give it, it's specially reserved for you! ”

I thought Ziqing would scold him, but I didn't expect this girl's reaction to be very calm, and after taking the food, she walked directly in front of me.

"You're going to leave today?" Ziqing asked.

I just put a boiled egg in my mouth, which Lin Yue and the others cooked in the mansion yesterday morning. The whole egg gagged my mouth, and I couldn't speak, so I had to nod.

Ziqing was silent for a while, then put the food Di Yan gave her beside me and said, "I won't leave with you." ”

"Girl, what are you talking about!?" Di Yan said differently, his mouth was open and even what he hadn't swallowed was about to fall out.

"Let's go," Ziqing said, "I'm going to be with Xiaoyu and them, and I'm not going to the safe place." ”

This time the room was silent.

"Ziqing, what are you talking about?" Xiaoyu came over and said, "What's going on?" ”

Ziqing said: "It's nothing, I just don't want to...... Forget it, I'm leaving you anyway. ”

It's not unusual for her to say that, and I guessed it with Di Yan yesterday. And Di Yan's stunned appearance now, at least sixty percent of them are acting.

"Ziqing," Lin Yue also walked over and said, "You can't blame the stone for that kind of thing yesterday, that person killed his brother." ”

"Hmph," Ziqing snorted coldly and said, "Then did he just force that person to death like this, in front of my classmates, and there are people you know, right?" Ziqing looked at me and said, "Have you ever thought about what will happen if that person dies, you avenged your brother, but killed someone else's brother and someone else's friend, is this right!?" Your heart is happy, but have you ever thought about other people's feelings? Have you ever wondered how you, me, and everyone else still face their old classmates and friends!? You are only guilty of a dead man, and you have caused so many living people to suffer! You are so selfish! ”

It's so fast, I don't think I've said anything......

Ye Zi also hurriedly walked over, pulled Ziqing away, and comforted: "Ziqing, don't be so excited, calm down!" ”

"I'm calm!" Ziqing said: "I know what 'everyone' is and what 'individual' is, but because he is alone, not only forced that Xu Hao to death, but also made all of us unable to live in peace, no matter what his reason is, I only know that the consequences of his actions can never be remedied!" ”

A few girls kept persuading Ziqing on the side, but I guess if this was a boy, Lin Yue and Xiaoyu would have been left alone.

I finally swallowed the egg and never swallowed it whole...... Gurg...... After taking a sip of water, I said casually: "I said yesterday that I wouldn't let you go, and I will definitely make your classmates lose a meal when you get there, and then you will persuade you again, and then you will save up a stomach of grievances, and come to quarrel with me again this morning, right?" ”

Hearing this, Ziqing's face immediately turned purple, and then said loudly: "My classmates are not as immoral as you, they can tell the difference between right and wrong, good and evil!" And I'm not here to quarrel, I'm just telling you, I don't want to go with you anymore, I'll leave today, goodbye! ”

After speaking, Ziqing broke away from the three girls beside him, turned his head and walked out. At this time, Di Yan stood in front of her and said, "Sister, calm down, you have something to say." I'm telling you, you can't judge this kind of thing simply by your own feelings, you have to be ......."

"Shut up!" Ziqing said: "I... I don't want to ...... anymore I don't want to hear your nonsense! ”

After that, she hammered Di Yan's chest 'hard', and then walked out again.

"Stop!" I said coldly.

Xiao Qi, who had been sitting next to the door, closed the door with his hand.

Seeing this, Ziqing stopped, looked back at me viciously, and said, "What else do you want!" ”

"Do you think my team is going to come and go whenever they want!"

"Hehe," Ziqing said, "Do you dare to be more cheesy?" I'm leaving today, what do you want to do, do you want to kill me!? Just like you killed those people!? ”

Li Chuanhe persuaded on the side: "Oh, Ziqing girl, Xiaoshi, you all calm down." ”

"That's right," Ye Zi said, "After all, we've been together for so long, and you and Shi Lei didn't know each other earlier than us......

"Yes, I knew him before you, but I didn't recognize him sooner!" Ziqing said more and more excited: "He is a murderer from the bones!" You've all seen it with your own eyes! I won't say you've all forgotten the person you met yesterday, who is he? Is he a good guy or a bad guy? We didn't know, but I knew that what I saw was him Shi Lei with the man's severed hand on his leg, and the man was still shouting for help in the back! So what did Shi Lei do? You won't be surprised! I don't want to face such a person, such a crazy person all day long! Now that he has done this kind of thing again, he doesn't have to do it himself, he can already force others to death! I can't stand it! ”

As soon as these words came out, everyone else didn't know how to persuade them.

"How?" Ziqing looked at me and said, "What else do you want to say, what else can you say!" Or maybe you want to kill me outright! Since you won't let me go, you speak! ”

I took a cigarette out of my pocket, slowly put it to my mouth, lit the cigarette butt under the gaze of everyone, and then said lightly while spitting out the cigarette: "You can't just break into a person's heart, and then leave so casually after robbing him of a place in his heart." ”

Hearing this, Di Yan's brows furrowed deeply.

No one thinks that Ziqing and I have any feelings at the beginning, and everyone sees the relationship between her and Di Yan.

Even if Di Yan told me the sentence 'never entrust me with your bonds', I still have to say a word for him now, it is also for this team, and it is also for Ziqing to take a step.

At this time, Ziqing was also silent, but after a while, she smiled again, turned her head and said: "I don't want to live like a zombie outside, and then use any feelings to deceive myself, you don't have to be sensational, even if everyone hasn't mentioned it after this, but I can't act as if it didn't happen!" ”

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o I'm a little choked when I smoke, but it's still much better than Zhongnanhai and Dubao or something. Flicking the ashes, I said, "I can understand that you are dissatisfied, but I want you to calm down, his suicide is not as simple as you see or hear, and I do everything for the sake of this team." ”

"Do you know," Ziqing said, "What I hate most is that you always use the reason of 'for the team' to kill innocents indiscriminately, there are many ways to solve the problem, but you always choose to kill, and you actually feel comfortable putting your own guilt on the whole team, to all of us!" What's wrong with us? We didn't do anything wrong, but we have to bear your fault! Maybe I can't see clearly, but what I see is that you have been killing people since the first day I saw you, do you remember how many people you have killed so far!? In addition to killing people, you just order this order and that with a cold face, what else do you have to do!? What else would you do but kill and put on a stinky face!? ”

Without waiting for me to respond, Ziqing's words continued: "Look at this again," she pointed at Xiao Qi and said: "If you have a virtue, you know how to put on a bad face, but I know that he is good at kung fu, and he is your brother and can support you, so you can dominate everyone unscrupulously, right!?" Let me tell you, in my opinion, everyone is better than you, and you can't live without it! And you're just relying on someone else to live! ”

I'm running out of patience. It's just a girl, obviously she doesn't know anything, she went to that house and touched a nose of dust, and then came back to sprinkle it with me, do you think anyone can tolerate you like Di Yan!?

"Enough!"

This sound was not made by me, but Di Yan next to him. He stood between me and Ziqing, and said as pleasantly as possible, "You two don't quarrel anymore, okay?" Calm down first. Sister Ye Zi and Sister Yue, please take Ziqing to the next door for a while. ”

Ye Zi nodded and stepped forward. Lin Yue, on the other hand, looked at me first. Originally, I had endured enough, but Di Yan's persuasion made me calm down again, I nodded at Lin Yue, and she went over and pulled Ziqing out with Ye Zi.

"Don't be calm! I don't have to! Ziqing was still struggling, and said, "I said I was leaving, don't stop me!" I also told you that if this continues, sooner or later, this team will break up! ”

At this time, Xiao Qi had already moved out of the door. Without waiting for Ziqing to speak more, Lin Yue directly pulled her out.

He's not happy all day. I threw my cigarette fart to the ground.

There was a moment of silence in the room, and after a short moment, a flat voice came out—

"What she said wasn't all unreasonable."

Everyone looked back and saw that it was Shi Yao who was standing at the back who spoke.

"Hey, big brother ensign, you're also a person who has been overdone, won't you be like a little girl?" Di Yan smiled helplessly beside him.

"I can understand," Shi Yao said coldly, "So I didn't say anything yesterday, but even if you were thinking about the team, you were a little too much about that person's methods." I've led soldiers, so I know ......."

"Do you know what a battlefield is?" I interrupted angrily, "You are just a soldier under Zhang Weibing, do you know what it is like to lead an entire team between life and death?" You're so embarrassed to say that you have led soldiers, what else have you done besides leading soldiers for training? ”

"Hey, Leizi, you can stop too!"

"Xiaoshi, don't be so excited......

Shi Yao's face turned wrong on the spot when he heard my words, he took a few steps forward, and then lifted one of his sleeves, revealing an old scar on his arm. I don't know what caused the injury, but even now it's not hard to imagine the pain of his injury.

"7.62 mm. Child. Bullet," Shi Yao said coldly: "When you were still secretly smoking in school, I had already rolled around the battlefield three times!" ”

This time I was choked, just now I was emotional, and I said it without even thinking about it, but I didn't know that Shi Yao had already had the experience of going to the battlefield. But my anger not only did not decrease in the slightest, but even continued to rise, and I tried to find a rebuttal, but I couldn't say a word.

Li Chuanhe persuaded on the side again: "Xiaoshi, no one knows what others have experienced before, everyone has their own feelings, so don't argue, let alone when you are in the processing plant...... No matter what, Shi Yao still tried his best to protect ......"

"me for protection!" I yelled, "And the face to mention the processing plant with me!" How much I trusted you, how much I trusted our great army. team, but what is the result! It turned out that my brother died! My brother, who was born and died, is dead! It's that there are only four of my original team of more than a dozen people left! What the hell are you all doing? ”

I finally found an outlet, and I screamed like a shrew.

Shi Yao didn't have a good face either, and shouted angrily: "Do you think that you are the only one who has lost your brother!" Lao Tzu, he's even a brother who has run out! It's all gone! I'm the only one standing here now! I'm telling you, you're not the only one who feels uncomfortable! I'm going to talk to you now, don't you bark like a mad dog! ”

"What did you say!?" I'm about to rush over.

Di Yan hurriedly came over and stopped me: "Leizi! Calm down, it's over! ”

Xiaoyu was also pulling me hard next to me, and I didn't know what to do.

Li Chuanhe also hurriedly came over to stop him and said, "Xiaoshi, don't make trouble!" You've lost all your brothers and friends, but I've lost my son! My flesh and blood! Now that I haven't said anything, you two won't quarrel anymore! What's more, you do have something wrong, everyone said it, isn't it over with an apology? ”

"I apologize!?" I said, "Why should I apologize!" What am I doing this for? I'm telling you I'm just a student, I should have been messing around in school! But now I have to bear the lives of you people! What do I figure out!? I want you to say I'm selfish? Let you say I'm violent and inhuman, right!? I don't owe you anything! How many times did I ask!? You volunteered to join my team! Don't you, I'll ink with me again! ”

At that time, I knew that I should calm down, but I just couldn't do it, and I had that inexplicable desire in my heart. Hope began to rise again, and it continued to attack my sanity.

"You lost your son, you lost your son not because they guarded badly! I'm dead a couple of brothers while floating outside! Thinking that with the army you can be safer, what is the result! The people around me are dead, wounded, wounded! Tell me what you soldiers have done! I know that when I play cards, all the zombies are gone! ”

"You said I could," Shi Yao was about to rush up: "There is a kind of you who will try to say my comrades-in-arms again!" ”

At this time, Su Qi, who was even sitting most steadily, also stood up, and she, Di Yan, Xiaoyu, Li Chuanhe, and Chen Rui grabbed me and Shi Yao respectively, and comforted both sides, but this did not calm us down.

"I said what's wrong with them! You heroes, you great! But what the hell did you do when the zombies came? More than 100 people! More than 100 pieces. Guns! Can't even hold a processing plant! You're too embarrassed to talk to me about me here! ”

"I know my responsibilities very well! My mistake is also clear! But at least I won't be a bastard like you. Eggs, kill so many people casually! ”

"I'm angry! You're all on the battlefield, will you kill fewer people than me!? But what about when you encounter zombies!? People like you deserve to die! ”

"I ...... I'm going to kill you little! ”

"Come on! When I'm afraid of you! ”

"Grass you!"

"Grass you!"

Seeing that, Shi Yao and I were about to break away from everyone and fight together.

………………

Until real safety comes, each of us is still on the verge of collapse, like poor worms, struggling in our own spiritual world, in this cruel end times.

This process, and the contradictions that erupt in it, cannot be explained in a few words, nor is it directed at a certain person or thing.

The rain that lasted all night seemed to indicate that everything would not go so smoothly after all. First, Ziqing came back and asked to leave the team, and he also took me to a beating, and then led to a quarrel between me and Shi Yao, and I was about to fight.

On February 24, on the fifth floor of the annex building of Yuehe No. 1 Middle School, inside an abandoned office. The chaos continues—

"Have you had enough trouble! Calm down, no! ”

"All right, all right, sprinkle fire and you will have it! Shut up! ”

"You've all been through so much, don't be like a child!"

Po

g——

The sound of the door opening.

"Stone, what's going on!?"

"Are you going to let me come back and watch them go crazy?"

"Tsk.. You just don't have to say a word! ”

………………

The three girls who had just gone to the next door also came back, Lin Yue and Ye Zi helped to hold me and Shi Yao respectively, while Ziqing stood motionless at the door. But even a lot of voices couldn't overpower Shi Yao's anger and me.

I knew I shouldn't be like this now, but I couldn't even find a reason to calm down at this moment. The sensation in my body was creeping up, and I could almost smell the blood in it. If this continues, things will get out of hand.

At this moment, Xiaoyu beside me suddenly let go of the hands that had been holding me, and quickly walked to the place where we stacked our school bags, squatting there and rummaging for something.

By the time I pulled some consciousness out of the outburst to pay attention to the light rain, she was already on her feet again, and at the same time she jerked her arm up.

She held a pistol in her hand, and the gun. The mouth is facing Shi Yao!