Chapter XI
When Qin Shi collected the lunch box, Song Yao held her hand, staring at her with dark eyes, and after a while, he finally mustered up the courage to say the words he had said many years ago: "Qin Shi, I like you." ”
Qin Shi's hands trembled, she tried her best to calm down and closed the lid of the lunch box. Looking at Song Yao's dark eyes, she suddenly couldn't have the courage, something in her heart told her that being with Song Yao at this time would only backfire, and his career would be ruined, and she said lightly for a while: "I can't promise you." ”
Song Yao didn't expect Qin Shi to answer like this, and he was stunned for a while. He thought that it was a gift of fate to meet her again, this time, he could stand by his side, Her joy when she met him, and her eyes when she was worried made him think that she liked him, but it turned out that it was just a dream of beams?
Qin Shi left Song Yao's apartment with the lunch box, and Song Yao stood in place, his feet numb, and then slowly sat down. Ten years, he didn't think about giving up, but every time the figure that bent over and smelled the flowers always appeared in his mind, he always comforted himself, at that moment, she was actually waiting for him to walk forward, he never left, they were separated by a distance of light and shadow, when she was young, she didn't accept the mind, always thought that with the passage of time, everything would be buried by time, when I saw her again, I knew that the ten years had been lost thoroughly, and the love he buried in his heart became thicker and thicker with the passage of time, like a sweet spring after the rain, It took root in his heart and thrived until it was firmly wrapped around him.
He approached cautiously, and spied on her mind with a hanging heart, thinking that he would be able to spy on one or two this time, but it turned out that he never understood her. Her heart is always cold and hard, Song Yao closed her eyes with difficulty, ten years of loneliness, can't she get back a little affection?
Song Yao called Allen, and Allen was taken aback when he picked it up: "What's wrong with you?" ”
Song Yao shook his head weakly: "I accept all the company's arrangements, including announcing my relationship with Wang Qiyun." ”
Allen almost threw the phone out, as if what he had just heard was not what Song Yao said, he calmed down and asked, "Song Yao, what's wrong with you." ”
Allen was Song Yao's agent when Song Yao first debuted, Song Yao didn't talk much at that time, and he played supporting roles that didn't appear much, but he always took the script, memorized the lines over and over again, and even played against himself, Allen saw him when he was filming, and at that time he thought, this person is a plastic talent, not arrogant or impetuous,
After that, Allen subconsciously observed him, many newcomers in this circle worked hard, but the harvest was a long process, not many people could endure the long torture, and some people had never played the leading role in their lives, so there were many who gave up halfway. In the end, Allen determined that Song Yao was a person who was willing to endure hardships and was patient, so he did not hesitate to recommend himself as his agent. Allen also thinks that the horse he picked has never disappointed him, the filming is as serious as ever, there has never been any scandal that needs to be dealt with by the company for many years after his debut, even if it is deliberately arranged by the company, he will keep a distance from female artists, and there have been articles in the circle to identify his sexual orientation, Allen also showed him that article and asked him if he wanted to sue the magazine, Song Yao smiled faintly and said: "It's just to make a living, let it go." And so it passed.
It wasn't until he met the woman named Qin Shi that Allen was a little relieved, it turned out that it was not for other reasons, but that he had a person in his heart, even if the flowers in front of him were delicate, they couldn't get into his eyes.
Later, Song Yao made frequent mistakes in filming, and Allen had to ask the director to move his scene back and give him a few days off. He would rather be ruined and disgraced to protect Qin Shi, but now, he voluntarily accepted the company's arrangement and announced his relationship with other female artists, the disheartenness in his tone, Allen could probably hear something, probably really disappointed, so he made such a decision.
Song Yao looked at the bustling city outside the floor-to-ceiling window, but his heart never belonged. The career he chose, the path he took, was all gambling in his heart, betting that he would see her one day, and he would hold his head high and say, look, if you didn't reject me, how could I go so far, it turned out that she didn't care about how far he went, in her heart, there was never a place for him, he could work hard, only a person's sincerity, how hard to work, there would be results. Song Yao smiled self-deprecatingly, he had been dreaming for ten years, it was time to wake up.
Qin Shi went to work as usual on the second day, and when he saw Jiang Yichen and Shan Dan, he felt very cordial. Jiang Yichen couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he saw her come back: "Come to work on time today, it seems that the matter is almost resolved." ”
Qin Shi smiled softly: "As you wish." ”
Jiang Yichen was stunned for a moment, and then laughed: "You look like you're agreeing to my marriage proposal." Qin Shi gave him a blank look, "Without saying a word, he returned to his original form." ”
Jiang Yichen smiled indifferently, she was used to his hippie smile, which was not a good thing.
Qin Shi was busy until noon, so he had time to brush up on the news while eating. She asked for a Yangzhou fried rice as usual, and sat quietly in the corner alone, at this time, she could read the news about him unscrupulously.
Huo Xiwen said on the phone that day that the company had no choice at this time, they couldn't control public opinion, and no one could influence the evaluation of an artist by the majority of netizens. Qin Shi asked, "Is there any other way?" ”
Huo Xiwen couldn't bear it, but still told her: "Accept the company's arrangement and announce the relationship with a popular female artist, and everything before can be explained." Even those photos, after a reasonable explanation for what happened before, can become a bargaining chip to gain sympathy from others. ”
Qin Shi muttered, "Really? Such an embarrassing past can even be turned into a bargaining chip. Qin Shi laughed stupidly, I don't know whether to mock his own insignificance, or to ridicule the entertainment industry, a star wearing a halo can't have the slightest stain, he couldn't have it before, and he can't have it now.
Qin Shi knew that Huo Xiwen had tried his best, even if he had great powers, he couldn't stop the mouths of the people.
Qin Shi weaved a gentle township for Song Yao, let her fall in her gentleness, just wait for him to say that sentence, and then beat him back to his original form, so that he will accept the company's arrangement.
When brushing out the news that Song Yao and the popular actress announced their relationship, Qin Shi's heart still hurt for no reason, they were not people of the same world before, and after many years, they are not people of the same world. The upright young man in white had only a vague outline left in her memory, but it was that silhouette, which had been with her for so many years, and she never thought of giving up when she was in the most difficult time.
Jiang Yichen suddenly slapped her from behind, and Qin Shi reflexively put away the phone. Jiang Yichen had a hurt expression on his face: "What are you looking at, you didn't even let me watch it together." ”
Qin Shi smiled faintly: "It's nothing, have you eaten?" She digressed.
Jiang Yichen reacted as soon as he said this, he came to eat, so he recruited the waiter to order a Yangzhou fried rice, after the waiter left, Jiang Yichen said: "I have also eaten this Yangzhou fried rice, it seems that there is nothing special, why do you love to eat so much, almost every time you must order." ”
Qin Shi shook his head for a moment, and then said lightly: "Probably because it is a little similar to the taste in my memory." ”
Jiang Yichen began to count her down again: "You are a person, everything is good, but you are too stubborn and refuse to look forward, with your conditions, if you are willing to look at others, how can you be as single as me now." ”
Qin Shi was a little embarrassed by him, and replied casually: "What kind of stubbornness, it's just that I haven't met the right person." ”
"That's it, you like to deceive yourself so much, just continue to deceive yourself." At this time, Jiang Yichen's Yangzhou fried rice had also been served, and he buried his head in eating it and no longer talked to Qin Shi.
There were not as many people in the afternoon as there were in the morning, and Qin Shi was not so busy, so he took the time to call Qin Si and ask her about the internship.
Qin Si complained on the phone: "It's too hard to find a job now, and the competition for internship positions is so big, I haven't been able to land for a few days." ”
Qin Shi comforted her: "Just graduated like this, do you have to be patient and have money?" ”
Qin Si snorted, and suddenly said: "Sister, I saw the news of Song Yao and that Wang Qiyun today, the company did this in order to save Song Yao's image." ”
Qin Shi's heart was entangled for a moment, and when she heard this name, she still felt faintly uncomfortable, so she could only answer lightly: "I don't know." ”
Whether it's true or not, probably has nothing to do with her, this time, she completely broke his heart, and she didn't even have room to maneuver.
After hanging up the phone, Qin Shi called Shan Dan and asked, "Is Dr. Jiang still there?" ”
Shan Dan's dark eyes turned twice, and he said stupidly, "Doctor Jiang left early." ”
Qin Shi was not too surprised, Jiang Yichen often did such things, she also wanted to leave you for a while today, but now I am afraid that it will not work.
Qin Shi smiled at Shan Dan: "It's okay, you go to work." ”
Finally when it was time to get off work, Qin Shi sent a message to Huo Xiwen: Can I see you?
Huo Xiwen quickly came back: Waiting for you in the old place.
The so-called old place is just a café, probably because of work, Huo Xiwen likes to drink coffee very much, especially likes to drink the American style in this shop, Qin Shi tasted it once, and the bitter taste permeated the entire mouth, which made her shiver, so Qin Shi would ask for a glass of water in this coffee shop every time, and the clerk always cast an unkind look at her.
Qin Shi arrived early today, and when Huo Xiwen came in, Qin Shi had already ordered American coffee for him. Huo Xiwen couldn't help but be stunned, this was the first time that it was true, Qin Shi didn't care much about his life before, he only said that since they were fake engagement, they should keep their distance, and Huo Xiwen had to let her.
Huo Xiwen poked a sip of coffee, looked at Qin Shi and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Qin Shi didn't beat around the bush either: "My sister is looking for an internship recently, I heard her say it's a little difficult, can you help, but don't help too obviously, just an internship position." ”
Huo Xiwen raised one eyebrow and said, "You don't talk to me easily, since you feel sorry for her, why don't you just ask for a designer position for her." ”