Chapter 61: How Far Are You From Your Dreams?
After work, Lin Chen and Xia Mo made an appointment to drink coffee together.
"What's wrong? Lin Chen, you're not looking for Ke'er, are you? ”
"How can I say it, I just want to find her, and I also want to discuss it with you, a little bit of work."
"Work?"
"But you have to tell me how she's doing first!"
"How is it working? Kerr teaches piano to children in a music kindergarten, and her work is not too busy, and she gets off work early because she has to take care of her son! It's as simple as that, what do you need to know? ”
"That's great, she's always loved music so much!"
"Yes, the piano has been playing, the song has been singing, and she is still the same person!"
"I'm still the same person, haha! How do you think it's the title of a song? ”
"Those of you who are engaged in music, you can think of the title of the song from a sentence, you mean "The Original Me", it is indeed a song!"
"This is Qi Qin's song, which is very suitable for guitar playing!"
"Come and play and sing when you're free, this song is pretty good!"
"In the future, I can carry the guitar on my back at any time, and I can play and sing anytime and anywhere......"
Xia Mo suddenly covered her mouth and laughed.
"Xia Mo, what are you laughing at?"
"I laughed at Kerr when I went to learn guitar in college, and I was scared back, hahaha......"
"Kerr also went to learn guitar?"
"Then she ran back because there wasn't a single girl in that club!"
"I knew I would teach her personally!"
"Of course you want to! She doesn't have to be willing to ...... Just kidding, don't be offended! ”
"Yes, Ke'er definitely won't be willing, otherwise she wouldn't have been disagreeing to me...... but from another point of view, she is a very dedicated person and has been waiting for him!"
"Okay, Lin Chen, it's all in the past, there are very few people in life who are emotionally happy! Most people are ordinary people, how can there be so many stories of princes and princesses? ”
"That makes sense, let's get down to business!"
"By the way, where?"
"Let's talk about Kerr's work!"
"Keer used to work very well, doing brand event planning in a large company, participating in a lot of advertising and event planning, and doing a very good job. However, later, for the sake of her family, she gave up such a good job opportunity, which is really sorry for her. ”
"Did he come to her later? Are they together now? ”
Xia Mo didn't know how to answer, she only pretended to be stupid.
"He? Which he? ”
"Kerr's favorite him!"
"Lin Chen, are you going to focus on asking me this?"
"To be honest, I want to know everything about Kerr!"
"Then tell me first, what happened when you evaporated from the world?"
"At that time, you also know that I didn't have an advantage in professional knowledge, I felt that my work was very boring, and I couldn't be motivated in my work, so my family arranged for me to go to the United States to study music composition, but first I had to force me to solve personal problems.
Ke'er knows, you may also know, there was a girl who had always been very good to me at that time, and the conditions were also good, she took good care of me very much, and my parents also liked it, Ke'er never agreed to me, so I had to choose her! ”
"You're married?"
"Yes, so that my parents can rest assured that I will go abroad for further study because there is someone who can take care of me!"
"Isn't that good? Kerr was happy for you at the time, and we all guessed it! ”
"But I was only moved by her in my heart, I didn't have much affection, I was exposed to Western music when I was in the United States, I focused on music creation every day, and I became more and more estranged from her, she also loved music very much, but she didn't understand it very well, so there were not many common topics, she had a lot of opinions about me, and it wasn't so pleasant to get along."
"Actually, everyone is the same, and they don't end up with their favorite person! It's not like you're alone, so won't you learn to be tolerant? ”
"Hey......... Two people live together, and only two people know best in their hearts......"
"That's right, but the marriage is all over and the children are all gone, so what else?"
"So you have to focus on your career!"
"You can, but the woman may not be able to, you still have to take care of the children, or the man, don't care about anything! So how do you come up with the idea of returning home? ”
"I came back because I opened a music studio with a friend and wanted to develop in China, but she didn't advocate that I return to China, because we often quarreled about it, and she always thought that I came back to find Kerr. Hey, that's a long story......"
"Didn't you come back to find Kerr?" Xia Mo said jokingly.
"Kerr and I agreed back then, we are just friends, I really want to see her when I come back, and I really want to know how she is doing. But I don't want to disturb her life, if possible, I just want to have a work with her! ”
"That's reasonable, I'm not going to tell you about Kerr's life, but you just need to know that she's happy now, and as for the person you're talking about, he always loves her!"
"That's good!" Lin Chen smiled, picked up the coffee cup and took a big sip of coffee. His eyes were looking around at a loss, and he seemed a little uneasy, and his heart seemed to be a little happy and faintly had some other emotions......
"Lin Chen, how are you going to cooperate with Ke'er?"
"I wrote a song and wanted her to sing it!"
"You're the legendary musician? You're amazing, aren't you? Kerr is so happy, I'm a little envious...... But you have to think clearly, what will your significant other think if you do this? Even if you really don't have anything, others will misunderstand. Ke'er will definitely be happy inside, but she probably won't agree! ”
"I thought so too, so I had to give it a try."
"It turns out that you have been missing for so many years because you have learned something, which is amazing! Kudos to you! ”
"Xia Mo, let's visit my studio another day?"
"Okay, haha!"
"I might go to Shanghai next month, will Ke'er meet me then?"
"Lin Chen, actually...... Hey, when the time comes, you can ask her, she is also very busy all day long! ”
"Xia Mo, I probably know what you mean, but I really just want to have musical cooperation with her, in addition to the songs written for her, I also need a lot of help from her, and I can only think of her to help me in China, I don't mean anything else......"
Xia Mo looked at Lin Chen, she didn't know how to chat, Lin Chen's sincerity never seemed to have changed, there really were such infatuated people in the world! Why did Lin Chen, who had disappeared for many years, appear at this time? God is too good at joking...... She also hoped that Ke'er could live a peaceful life, but it seemed so unpeaceful......
When she went home at night, Xia Mo felt that as a friend, it was necessary for her to tell Lan Keer all this!
"Sister Ke'er, what are you busy with?"
"I'm tutoring Rui Rui with homework!"
"Lin Chen may come to you!"
"What is he looking for me for? Don't come to me! ”
"He talked to me today."
"You don't have to tell me about him, because I'm upset enough."
"What if you had the chance to make your dreams come true?"
"Dreams? Do you know what my dream is? ”
"Sing! Sing your own songs and have your own album! ”
"That's just my hobby, my dream isn't that great."
"I know that as long as you are with Fang Zichun, it is the biggest dream."
"Since you know me, you don't have to tell me about him......"
"But if, as a friend, he needs your help, will you go and help him?"
"Of course you can!"
"Then I see! He said he would come to Shanghai next month, and he would tell you that he really needed your help when he returned home! ”
"Then let's talk about it then, there is no problem with normal help between friends."
Xia Mo originally wanted to tell Ke'er about Lin Chen's recent situation, but she didn't expect that Ke'er didn't want to listen.
"Has Lin Chen realized his music dream?" Kerr asked suddenly.
"Hmmm! Don't you want to hear it? ”
"I'm afraid he still has some ideas, what do you say?"
"He said he didn't have any ideas."
"That's the best, if I can still hear the songs he wrote, I'll be happy for him!"
"If someone wrote you a song, would you sing it?"
"No!"
"So sure?"
"Forty-year-olds, they don't want to show their faces, they just want to live a peaceful life."
"Ke'er, you really don't want to realize your dream?"
"It depends on how you achieve it."
"Haven't you thought about finding another job? Have you been teaching piano ever since? ”
Ke'er was silent for a moment when he asked this question......
"If I really leave Tan Xiao in the future, I will take Rui Rui with me, and I will definitely have to do other work, otherwise how will I raise children?"
"Ke'er, I'm sorry, didn't I say it too seriously......"
"That's a very real problem! And I feel like I'm about to face such a problem! ”
"So, when Lin Chen needs your help, you can think about it?"
"It's hard to say!"
"Are you afraid that Fang Zichun will misunderstand?"
"There's a reason for that."
"Understood, I just hope you don't miss every opportunity to realize your dreams, hey!"
"Thank you Xia Mo, I am thinking about too many things now, my own work, how to tell Rui Rui about me and his father, how to explain to my parents...... I don't have time to think about my dreams. ”
"Understand, Sister Ke'er, take your time step by step, and things can always be resolved satisfactorily."
Hanging up the phone, Ke'er sat on the sofa for a long time, Xia Mo may have reminded her of the problem she was considering, how will she live with Rui Rui in the near future? The rhythm of her life will definitely be changed, and Tan Xiao's attitude, she is very worried about Rui Rui's custody......
In any case, you must make yourself strong first, and you must have enough confidence! Thinking back to that original dream, she was a little lost, as if she was full of courage to run forward, and suddenly turned back and stopped moving forward...... What was holding her back?
This is definitely not her real self, she thought of a song, the song "Hello Tomorrow" sung by Milk Coffee:
"Look at us yesterday, we're far away
In the middle of Destiny Square, wait
The blurred shoulders, the more you run, the smaller you become
Once side by side, partner
After a toast to the blessing all, scattered
It was just that night
I keep it deep in my heart
When I grew up, I could only run
How scared I was, falling in the dark
Hello tomorrow, smiling with tears in your eyes
The more beautiful it is, the more afraid it is to get ......"
What a true portrayal, Keer turned on the music and listened to this favorite song, and her mood couldn't be calm for a long time!
"Every time I cry, I run with a smile and a smile
While losing, we are searching
Hello tomorrow, how small the voice is
But it reminds me what it means to be brave
When I went in the opposite direction
Find courage in the corner of the staircase
Shaking his shoulders and crying
Ask yourself, where
Once side by side, partner
Silent understands me, grievances
Time always lies, and I've never lost those shoulders
When I grew up, I could only run
How scared I was, falling in the dark
Hello tomorrow, smiling with tears in your eyes
The more beautiful it is, the more afraid it is
Every time I cried, I ran with a smile and a smile
While losing, we are searching
Hello tomorrow, how small the voice is
But it reminded me
What is bravery......"
Ke'er, who was in a state of confusion, was a little timid, but she reminded herself not to be afraid of the difficulties in front of her, and to live hard and try to find a new direction in life............
How far are you from your dreams? It should be a little more, and the distance will be a little smaller!
We must firmly believe that tomorrow is very beautiful, and only courage can achieve it!
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