Chapter 73. Don't forget

I never expected that Yin Zhiqiu would protect Yin Jingjie's posthumous name in this way, let alone that under such a blow as the death of her cherished person, she could still think so clearly and deceive the official to protect herself and her lover.

Outside the gate of Bishui North City, Shen Fengyue sent someone to find a cemetery to bury Yin Jingjie.

Yin Zhiqiu knelt in front of Yin Jingjie's tomb, surprisingly calm.

"It's me...... I drove him to death......" she muttered, not knowing whether she was talking to us or to herself. "He can't bear to kill at all on weekdays, but he ...... for me," Yin Zhiqiu sobbed. He didn't seem to care about what he had done...... But I know...... Those three lives had already weighed him down...... He held on because of me......" She stopped talking, only weeping to herself.

Shen Fengyue and I stood behind her, didn't step forward, but couldn't bear to leave.

After a long time, she spoke again: "Could it be that we are wrong?" ......" Her mood finally fluctuated, and she cried in a low voice: "Is it wrong that we are happy with each other?" …… We...... We're not brothers and sisters! …… I'm just a kid picked up by the Yin family...... Is it wrong for us to be in love? …… Why is the world so intolerant of us? …… Why did such a gentle and elegant person be forced to do such cruel things? …… Why? ......" said Yin Zhiqiu and went down, put his forehead on the ground, and couldn't cry......

Listening to her words, my heart couldn't help but tingle slightly. It turned out that they were not related at all. But so what? Even in modern times, nominal brothers and sisters who are not half-related in a reconstituted family will still be criticized if they fall in love, let alone in ancient times when the code of ethics was often taken very seriously?

It seems that there is nothing more painful in this world than falling in love with someone you shouldn't love. It's just that even so, this can't be an excuse for Yin Jingjie to murder others.

"Let's go." Shen Fengyue's voice was a little low.

I turned around with him, and couldn't help but look back at the thin figure again, a little relieved.

But what if you can't rest assured? Everyone has their own way to go, and no one else can replace it.

Shen Fengyue's carriage was waiting aside, but he didn't get into the car, he just walked slowly along the side of the road, and I walked a few steps briskly to walk side by side with him.

"Is it hateful?" Shen Fengyue asked suddenly.

Hateful? He should be talking about Yin Jingjie taking three lives in a row.

"Yu Fa is indeed hateful." I said lightly.

Hearing this, Shen Fengyue stopped, and I also stopped.

"Yu Qing...... Poor ......."

Shen Fengyue looked at me when she heard this, as if she didn't expect me to feel pity for Yin Jingjie.

I smiled bitterly. "In this world, love is never wrong, it will only be people who are wrong, and it will only be the things that people do......"

Shen Fengyue's eyes flashed with astonishment, and she said after a long time: "I'm afraid there aren't too many people in this world who can think like you." ”

That's natural, because I don't belong in this life. But I didn't say that.

"You don't think that Yin Jingjie fell in love with Yin Zhiqiu...... It's ......" He couldn't seem to find the right words to describe it, but I knew what he was trying to ask.

"No, it won't." I smiled wryly. "I was a little surprised when I first learned about their relationship, but I was able to accept it in an instant."

"Why?" Shen Fengyue suddenly became serious. I was a little embarrassed by his gaze and avoided his gaze.

"Why?" Shen Fengyue seemed to be eager to know the reason.

I didn't answer, but I asked him instead: "If you were Yin Jingjie, what would you do?" ”

Shen Fengyue was stunned for a moment, looked at me and said, "If I were him, I would take Yin Zhiqiu away early." After all......" he paused. "After all, it's not a brother or sister......"

I smiled, it seems that this Shen Fengyue is in line with me in some ideas.

"Why are you laughing?" His brow furrowed slightly.

"Because I know from what you say, you actually know why I can accept the feelings that this brother and sister have for each other."

"I want to know your answer."

Looking at the eagerness in his eyes, I had no choice but to speak: "I can accept it because ...... It's because feelings can't be measured by the law. Some feelings may seem contrary to public order and good customs in the eyes of the world, but they still have the meaning of existence. Who is qualified to say that Yin Jingjie's love for Yin Zhiqiu is despicable? He loved so hard, so carefully. His love is no less than that of any infatuated man in this world. All people in the world are equal in front of love, but some people are not lucky enough to fall in love with people who should not be loved and cannot be loved. Some of them are kind, because they don't want to bring harm to others, and they force themselves to suppress their own minds, so these people are actually more selfless than us ordinary people, but they are also harder......"

I lost my mind a little as I spoke, but I didn't want Shen Fengyue to suddenly hug me tightly. His breathing hit his ears, sounding a little rapid.

I was a little baffled by his sudden emotion, but for some reason I suddenly became cautious of him.

Suddenly, he whispered in my ear, "Don't forget what you said today. ”

"Huh?" I don't know why he said that all of a sudden.

"Don't forget." He repeated.

"Hmm." I answered, but in my heart I wondered why he said that.

suddenly remembered his rumors: it is rumored that the Emperor Beili he assisted was a broken sleeve, and he was reused because he liked his beauty. And he didn't break his sleeves and was coerced by Emperor Beili all the time......

Thinking of this, I tentatively spoke: "That...... Shen Gongzi ......"

"Huh?" He still hugged me.

"You don't plan to take me back to the north and leave, let me tell your Emperor His Majesty what I just said, and persuade him to let you go?"

"What?" Shen Fengyue couldn't help but laugh and let go of me.

"I ...... I sympathize with you, but I'm afraid...... I can't help you. I said in embarrassment: "Look, although he controls you, he still allows you to look for women outside for half of the year, which shows that he cares about your feelings very much and really has feelings for you." And emotional matters can only be solved by yourself, I, an outsider...... If you meddle...... Instead, it will ...... It's counterproductive...... "The more I talked, the more embarrassed I felt, and I couldn't help but look at his expression, only to see that he had a strange smile on his face.

I was still wondering why he reacted the way he did, but he raised his hand and slammed my head with the knuckle of his index finger. "What a mess!?" His words were full of helpless smiles.

"Shen Fengyue! Why do you keep hitting me!? I was angry, so I rubbed my forehead that was hurt by him, and asked, "Am I not right?" Which sentence is wrong? ”

"None of the words are true." He seemed to be angry, but suddenly changed his words: "However, it is not at all...... You're right. His smile suddenly turned sly.

"Which word?"

The smile on his lips grew sly. "Indeed, I have come out to find a woman." After speaking, he carried me on his shoulders again.

I panicked a little and yelled, "Didn't you say you weren't interested in me?!" ”

Shen Fengyue walked towards the carriage while carrying me, and responded: "At first, I was not interested in you because I thought you were too stupid, but now I suddenly find that you are very stupid and funny. ”

"You're stupid! You let me ......" Before he finished speaking, he threw him into the carriage. Fortunately, there is a thick velvet blanket on the ground of the carriage, and the seats are also soft-packed, so it won't hurt too much, but I can't help but snort the moment I hit the ground.

I was really so angry with this guy that I lay on the floor of the carriage and refused to get up.

He stepped into the carriage, looked at me condescendingly, raised his eyebrows and suddenly rushed out: "Rin, go into the city to find a place for her to pick up, if the woman who follows me is too second, my face will be gloomy." As he spoke, he kicked aside my leg that was blocking his entry with his foot, and sat down with the hem of his clothes.

"Yes, Childe." The guard outside named Rin answered.

I got up from the ground with a bang. "Shen Fengyue! Don't deceive people too much! ”

"Little fool, what are you talking about? I'm doing this for your own good. He had a look of disappointment on his face.

"You're a fool! ……”

I just fought with him all the way, and I didn't get bored.

Leaving Biyun and heading north is the hometown tide of the Yin brothers and sisters. It was already noon when we left Biyun, and because there were dirt roads between Biyun and the tide, there were sparsely populated people, and there was no inn where we could stay, so we didn't stop to rest, but kept hurrying. At night, it was Shen Fengyue's two attendants who took turns driving.

The two attendants, one named Rin and the other Rin, were both people as their names suggested, and their temperaments were very cold. At first glance, he is the kind of person who can still deal with it calmly even if his eyebrows are burned, and he is outrageously rational. It is a miracle that a perverse person like Shen Fengyue can endure such a subordinate.

We hurried overnight, and it was already early the next morning when we entered Tidewater City. Rin and Shen took turns to set up the car all night, but they didn't show any fatigue at all, obviously in excellent health.

And this Shen Fengyue didn't seem to be as thin as he seemed: not only did he carry me down the mountain in one go, but he also moved with a little force in the face of the stiff arms of the four prime of life, who were helpless. I think these three people are deeply hidden, maybe they all have kung fu.

When you enter the city, the first thing you do is to find an inn to stay.

Today, on the third day of the Lunar New Year, there are still few inns in business.

Xu learned the lesson of the last time, and found a rather large and elaborate inn, regardless of the closure of people, there was a burst of slamming forward.

After a long time, I could hear the voices of people inside from far and near. A door panel was removed, revealing a sleepy-eyed young face. "Guest officer, we only opened for business on the sixth day of the new year, you ......"

Before the fellow finished speaking, Shen handed a navy blue brocade purse to the fellow, and did not forget to shake the purse, and when he heard the sound, he knew that there were more than one or two silver ingots in it.

Hearing that voice, the guy's half-squinted eyes widened suddenly, and he said respectfully while unloading the other door panels: "Oh, guest officer, please inside!" ”