I walked slowly to the cafeteria with Hengzi, the tense nerves finally relaxed, I stood on the left side of Hengzi, I looked around no one, I was bold, I wanted to hold Hengzi's hand, my hand dangled in the air for a long time, never touched his hand, I looked to the side, coincidentally, Hengzi put his hand into the pocket behind the buttocks, and after seeing her hand in the pocket, my hand could only be put down in cringe.

Hengzi turned his head and said to me, "Just now I saw a pig's foot scratching next to me, and I don't know what it was scratching. ”

"You! You see it and don't stick it out. ”

"Hahaha, I did it on purpose." After speaking, Hengzi stuck out his tongue at me, and then said, "When you get results in the national competition, I will scratch you every day." ”

"Okay, that's a deal."

When I was having dinner, I received a message from Lao Li Tou and Lao Li Tou on my mobile phone, asking me to go to the office quickly, saying that there was something important to tell me, and Hengzi and I hurriedly finished dinner and went to their office.

As soon as he pushed open the office door, a cold air greeted him, Lao Li and Lao Li had serious expressions, and the heat in the thermos cup had dissipated. "Teacher, is there anything you want me to do?"

"It's here, Mr. Li, you can tell him."

"I'll do it, I've just received a message from the Student Affairs Department that you can't participate in the competition."

Can't participate in the contest! The sound of a sunny day struck me in the heart, and I asked weakly, "Why?" ”

"Did you cheat last semester?"

"Yes..."

"That's the problem, our school attaches great importance to this, and generally students with integrity problems are not allowed to participate in this kind of competition, not to mention that you had that kind of thing a year ago..."

"So, at the end of the day, I still can't compete?"

"In principle, that's right."

"Okay, then I'll go home and sleep."

"Mo Cheng! Mo Cheng! ”

"Mo Cheng, don't leave yet!"

I couldn't listen to Lao Li and Lao Li anymore, the cold air in the office was blowing on my face one by one, and I felt every inch of skin on my body trembling.

I trotted all the way back to the dormitory, tears couldn't stop flowing down, Hengzi saw me like this, followed closely behind me, Hengzi followed me all the way into the dormitory, I sat on the bed, looking at the wall and was stunned, Hengzi sat next to me and asked, "What's wrong, why is it like this?" ”

I didn't speak, just little by little with tears, I said that impulse is the devil, people always have to pay for their irrationality, Hengzi saw me like this and was helpless, she didn't continue to ask, Hengzi held my left hand, I looked at her, lowered my head and said, "I can't participate in the competition." ”

"Isn't it good, why is it like this all of a sudden?"

"I guess it's self-inflicted."

"What the hell is going on, why is this all of a sudden?"

"The school does not allow students who lack integrity to participate in competitions, and I have taken the blame for others, and I should pay for my recklessness."

I turned my head, looked at Hengzi and said, "Hengzi, you go home first, I want to be alone for a while." ”

"I'm not going back."

"You're crazy, this is the boys' dormitory."

"You sleep on the floor."

"You..."

Both of us laughed, "Go back quickly, you won't be able to go back when it's too late." ”

"You're like this, do you think I can go back to Hangzhou to paint with peace of mind?"

"Everyone is planning for the competition, and I dropped the chain at the critical moment, I'm sorry Lao Huang and Lao Li, they are still so optimistic about me, and they also helped me find two partners to make up for my shortcomings."

"By the way, doesn't your uncle know the principal, let him talk about it."

"Well, let's talk about it, I don't want to bother them anymore."

"Mo Cheng, every time a problem arises, you choose to avoid the problem, can you show the responsibility and responsibility that a man should have."

I looked at Hengzi and didn't know what to say, and finally said slowly: "My mind is already in chaos, I was ready to face my previous opponents, and now it seems that I don't even have a chance to face them." ”

"Then you go and ask your uncle, what a big deal, why you just don't want to."

"I..."

"Sometimes ~ sometimes ~ I will believe that everything has an end ~"

My phone rang, and it was Lao Li who called me. "Hey, Mr. Li."

"Mo Cheng, where are you now?"

"I'm in the dorm."

"Listen to me, don't worry about these broken rules in the school, come to Jiangsu with us tomorrow, I believe that your ability to get some rankings is not a problem at all."

"Teacher Li, I don't want to go to Jiangsu, I may always be a kick in the door, I think I still won't go, I won't get the ranking by then, and it will affect you." Saying this, Hengzi was already glaring at me viciously next to me, and slowly I lowered my head, Hengzi came to see me on the eve of my game, it was really ......