[128] What? Cuckolding?
Hearing that Yan Xi was hesitating, Ji Feifei said, "Think about it, since Tong Xue handed over the right to make this decision to you, then you should take this opportunity to have a good chat with her, the problem will be solved sooner or later, and escaping is the stupidest way." Yanxi, this is not your style. ”
"Okay, I'll think about it."
hung up the phone, Yan Xi was no longer in the mood to continue filming.
He said to Joe, "You talk to the director and say I'm taking a leave of absence today." ”
After saying that, he was in no mood to pay attention to anything, and left straight away.
The appearance of the child caught him so unprepared, and the sudden arrival of a new life disturbed his heart, and just coldly pushed him into a more complicated situation than the original.
He didn't want to give up the child, but the child and Tong Xue were one, and once he decided to let the child stay, he had to take on the responsibilities of both husband and father.
He wandered alone on the lively streets of a foreign country, but the excitement around him had nothing to do with him. It was he who pushed himself into a dilemma, and now he has to lock himself up in a narrow corridor with his own hands and force himself to choose a direction. Is it Tong Xue and the child, or is it the acting he likes......
Dilemma.
Gu Enen was very concerned about Tong Xue's affairs, and almost as soon as Ji Feifei hung up the phone, she asked, "How is it, how is it?" What he said. ”
Today, she has been worried about this matter, and this matter has not been settled, but I am afraid that she will not be able to sleep well today.
"I told him before that acting and Tong Xue can only choose one or the other. There are too many temptations in the entertainment industry, and Tong Xue is an extremely sensitive and meticulous person, the two of them are in different environments, if two people don't think about each other and are reluctant to give up something, they will not be able to go on in the end. ”
"Indeed." Gu Enen thought that those male actors performed a romantic intimate scene with different actresses every day, no matter how good their willpower was, they would inevitably encounter heart-warming times. In order to put an end to this possibility, the best way to take it is for Yan Xi to quit the showbiz.
"But acting is what Yan Xi has always pursued, and it is difficult for him to give up." Ji Feifei sighed, "Yan Xi is embarrassed, it can be seen that he has put Tong Xue on the same position as acting, and his heart for Tong Xue is true." ”
He said in the café today that Yan Xi was swept out of the house penniless in order to act, in fact, it was not only to explain to Tong Xue Yan Xi's seriousness and determination to never regret once a decision was made, but also to tell her that in Yan Xi's heart, she is actually very important.
"Sincerity is sincerity, pampering is pampering." Gu Enen separated these two points very much, "If I love you, but cuckold you every day, and break your heart with other women every day, will you want such sincerity and love?" ”
Cuckolding?
Ji Feifei's eyes widened, and he frowned viciously, "You dare!" ”
Gu Enen realized that this analogy was a bit too much, and she smiled wryly, "Hehe...... I'm just a parable, a parable...... Don't you mind......"
"The analogy is not accurate! If you dare to cuckold me, I'll strip you naked and tie you to the bed! ”
Ji Feifei was like a wild beast with a hideous face at this moment, so frightened that Gu Enen wanted to take off his armor and escape.
Gu Enen's imagination is developed, as soon as Ji Feifei said this, she immediately automatically replenished her brain, thinking of the terrible Huai'an, she couldn't help but shudder, rubbed her hands, and flattered herself, "Uncle, I don't dare...... Hehe, I really don't dare ......"
Her uncle is more obedient when he touches the hair, if the hair is touched upside down, hehe...... I'm afraid that her fate will be really miserable......
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Tong Xue came home from the café, nestled on the sofa in the living room, her arms around her knees, her chin resting on her knees.
On the TV screen in front of him, a play that Yan Xi once played was projected.
The story is about a rich second generation in the game world who eats, drinks and has fun all day long, so unhappy, but one day, his father's body has problems and is admitted to the hospital. When disaster strikes, it is always a disaster, and at this moment, the company is also facing a big dilemma, although it may go bankrupt. In the face of rivals and pretenders in the company, the rich second generation had to shoulder the burden of the entire family, let go of the former fancy world, and began to get serious about the company. He met the kind-hearted heroine at the most difficult time, and the two of them looked at each other unpleasantly from the beginning to the later love for a lifetime, and the journey was hard, but the ending of the TV series was always good.
They bring people a hope, so that people automatically think of themselves as the protagonists of life, and will eventually achieve happiness against all odds.
Tong Xue rarely watched this kind of TV series before, but since she was with Yan Xi, she likes to watch some of the works he participated in from time to time. Perhaps, this is the so-called love house and Wu.
Unlike Gu Enen, Tong Xue has a good appetite after pregnancy, her body is much rounder than before, and she doesn't look as thin and weak as before. The other doctors at the psychiatric hospital couldn't help but joke with her that she had been eating so well lately that they had become plump.
She just didn't laugh.
She nibbled on an apple while watching TV.
On the screen, the hero and heroine are looking at each other with affection, Yan Xi looks at the heroine, her eyes are gentle, and her eyes are full of thousands of words related to sweetness.
At this moment, Tong Xue thought of that day in the music square, he also looked at her affectionately and attentively, gentle and affectionate.
Just as the hero and heroine were about to kiss, Tong Xue's mobile phone suddenly rang at this moment.
She picked up her phone and saw the caller ID, and her whole heart began to beat violently.
It's him......
It's him......
During this time, she kept telling herself to forget and not let herself miss it, but every night when she dreamed back to the depths, it was him who appeared in the dream. When she opened her eyes and lay on the bed where she had hugged him, her heart was in great pain.
Although she decided to give up, although she decided to break up, in fact, it was she who hurt the most.
Love but can't get, can't ask for it, ruthlessly give up, no one can understand how uncomfortable her heart is.
"Hey." Her voice pretended to be cold, but she still couldn't stop trembling.
This man, she once loved very deeply, but she also decided to give up when she loved it the most.
"How are you doing?" His voice was soft, with a magnetic tremor familiar to her, and she could even imagine his Adam's apple rolling up and down as he spoke, sexy, bewitching.
"It's fine." Actually, it's not good.
"How about eating, sleeping? Is there anything uncomfortable? ”
"Everything's fine."
"......" Yan Xi was silent for a long time, turned back indifferently, and looked at himself step by step, but he never left a trace on the clean streets of Rome, and the wind blew lightly, blowing everything away, as if everything did not exist, as if he had never walked that road.
Ethereal and unstable.
And she, at the moment, is the only one he can grasp. In the years with her, each of them is deeply engraved in his life, worthy of his lifelong protection and cherishment.
"Xiaoxue, I've thought about it, I will quit the showbiz after filming this movie, and I will stay by your side and your children in the future, accompany you to watch the changes of the years, and grow old together."
Tong Xue suddenly choked up and cried.
She let herself cry desperately, tears pouring down as if they were flooding.
At this moment, she should not be strong, do not pretend to be posturing, and do not pretend to be cold.
She cried loudly and sadly, sobbing incessantly.
"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I was bad before, I made you sad and sad, and let you face the little life that suddenly appeared in your body alone. It's all my fault...... It's all my fault...... Don't cry, I feel very distressed to hear it. Yan Xi comforted in a panic.
He hated himself, hated himself for making her cry, hated himself for not being there for her when she was crying.
"Woo woo woo......" Tong Xue just cried indulgently, the more comforted Yan Xi was, the louder she cried.
All the hurts, all the pain, all the disguises, all the sadness, in this moment, all erupted.
"Light snow." Yan Xi was flustered, he paced anxiously, wishing that one step was 10,000 kilometers, so that he could rush back to her side, wipe away her tears for her, and wipe away her grievances.
"Light snow."
Tong Xue cried for a long time, and Yan Xi's heart shattered into pieces with her crying.
He has acted in so many plays, and everyone says that he is the most serious one, because he puts all his feelings into the play, as if giving that character a living life. He has always been self-righteous, but he never knew that the feeling of being anxious and sad was as strong as a knife cut, hundreds of times stronger than when he was acting on weekdays.
The moment Tong Xue cried, he knew that even if he spelled everything he had, as long as she didn't cry, he was willing. From the moment she cried, whether it was her fault or not, he knew that everything was his fault.
Tong Xue cried enough, she slowly stopped whimpering, but her voice was still choked, "Is it worth it?" ”
She always thought that he was high, had a good family background, a good background, and everything he did smoothly. But she only knew today how much he had paid for today's achievement. Is it really worth it for him to give up the dream he had worked so hard for so long for her?
She, is she worthy?
"To be honest, I've been hesitating, and it's because I can't make a choice, that's why I came to Rome to film." Yan Xi knew everything about Tong Xue, "Just now Boss Ji called me and said that you were pregnant, and I was more happy at that moment in addition to hesitation." I thought about it carefully, and after filming this drama, I will launch the showbiz, not only for you, but also for the Ye family. I am a man and I should take on the responsibility of taking care of my lover and loved ones. Xiaoxue, are you still willing to accept me who made mistakes? Will you still give me your heart? ”
"I do." This time, Tong Xue is still simple, just like two months ago in the Music Square, she made an agreement with him in front of so many people, and just like a month ago, in that mountain full of flowers, she stubbornly and cruelly rejected him.