Chapter 242: You Still Owe Her Life
Su Yue tried to understand the young master's expression, but after looking at it for a while, she found that she really couldn't understand it.
The young master has not had any expression since he was sick, basically an emotion, a little melancholy.
Si Jin Tang stepped on the stairs and walked down slowly, his eyes did not look at anyone other than Yan Qianxun, as if no one else was important to him.
Yan Siyang saw him walking towards his sister, and stopped him, but he pushed him away.
He stood in front of her and recognized her: "Yan Qianxun? ”
He couldn't see a trace of thought in her.
If you think about it, after seeing this, it won't be like this.
Only Su Yue didn't know, why did the young master call the young lady in such a strange tone?
Yan Qianxun: "Brother, you go out first." ”
This is the first time she has officially met him face-to-face as Yan Qianxun, who has returned from rebirth.
Although he had seen her before, he didn't know that she was another Yan Qianxun.
Nothing will happen here left and right, Yan Siyang and Su Yue will go up first.
"You remember?" Yan Qianxun asked.
"Almost." He replied.
Some things he empathizes, and some things he still feels from a third perspective, but now he probably knows that those are things he has done.
Otherwise, Yan Qianxun wouldn't have looked at him like this.
It's like that night in the rain, her indifferent and cold eyes, as if he could die in front of her immediately.
If she really did so many things to her and the Yan family, it was reasonable for her to hate herself.
"I know what has happened, and I don't know the future, but I can imagine it. Add in your and think about the testimony, and I guess I hurt your family, right? ”
"Why?" Yan Qianxun looked at him with red eyes angrily, "Si Jin Tang!" Why are you doing this to me! ”
She angrily shoved his body, and with a "bang" slammed into the cabinet behind her, and some of the things on the cabinet fell in response.
She was very hard, and he hit it very painfully, but she didn't say anything, and she didn't fight back.
"Revenge." He whispered.
"What hatred? What is the deep hatred between our Yan family and your Si family?! Yan Qianxun grabbed his clothes and asked excitedly, "What's the grudge that no one else cares about, only you care about it?!" ”
"Minmin's hatred, thinking about it," his voice sounded indifferent and detached, as if he was saying without emotion, "of course they don't care. ”
Think about it, who is Min Min?
He added, "Does the reason matter? Yan Qianxun, you know the reasons why I hurt you, and those reasons can be understood, you will forgive me? ”
"You're dreaming!"
"That's right, you don't need to know the reason, because you're not going to forgive me. It's good if you hate what you hate. ”
From the very beginning, he had no intention of asking for forgiveness.
Even if the person who did the wrong thing was himself, he would not have a trace of soft-heartedness, a mistake is a mistake, what can be changed by saying sorry?
The perpetrator forgives the perpetrator, but the perpetrator's soul is redeemed, but the victim's injury is still there.
Why should he live comfortably?
Si Jin Tang subconsciously didn't want to ask for anyone's forgiveness, because he didn't want to make himself comfortable at all.
He also hated himself for being stupid and ignorant.
He needed pain to hold himself on.
"Hate what I hate......" Yan Qianxun read these words, blurring her vision, she sneered, "I hate you, what can I change?" I heard that you gave up revenge on our family for the sake of thinking, shouldn't I hate you now, should I thank you for letting us go? ”
He knew she was talking back, so he didn't say anything.
"What do you do to mend the scars in my heart?" She smiled coldly, "It's easy to kill you, but can that relieve the hatred in my heart?" I don't want to kill you at all! ”
The stabbing was a self-inflicted act under mental control.
Sober, she really didn't have that thought.
It's not because she doesn't hate him enough, but she clearly knows that killing someone who doesn't know anything is useless at all.
Even now that he knew everything, she still didn't want to kill him.
He was liberated and died, and she just took on the charge of murder in vain, from the victim to the perpetrator.
"Is there anything you're afraid of? You don't, you're not even afraid of death, you're not afraid of anything in this world," she said, "but I know what you're afraid of now." Once a person has a weakness, he becomes vulnerable. ”
Hearing this, Si Jin Tang's eyes finally had a different color, he understood what she was referring to, and he was a little nervous: "What do you want to do about it?" ”
"Give back to the other in his way."
Si Jintang grabbed her wrist: "You can do anything to me, don't think about it." ”
"If you move my most precious person, I can only move your most precious person!" Yan Qianxun shook off his hand, "Except for thinking about it, nothing can make you miserable!" ”
He stood up, grabbed her hard, and said firmly, "Yan Qianxun! It's okay if you let me die, as long as you promise me to let me want to live with you. ”
Yan Qianxun turned his back to him, and tears dripped uncontrollably.
It's as deep as the sea.
Has she become the villain who stands in the way of them being together?
She turned her head and looked at him stubbornly, "I won't let you die." Only by letting you see with your own eyes that the people you cherish go because of you will you feel my pain. ”
She was just trying to make him miserable.
She didn't even know how to leave herself, so how could she know how to let her want to leave?
The more he is like this, the more she wants to say something that makes him heartbroken, makes him anxious, makes him heartbroken, but she is helpless.
"Don't be like this," Si Jin Tang frowned, "I've done the other one, so I know." This feeling can be conveyed to me through a world, and it must be very deep for me to remember it. What is the difference between you doing this and me like that? Don't be another me, you're not like that. ”
He must have regretted it.
Regretting what he has done, that's why he opened the world.
The Yan family was ruined, Yan Qianxun died, and in the end he realized that everything he did was wrong, but it was too late.
Now Yan Qianxun wants to repeat his mistakes, and he can't see it and ignore it.
If she really did something to think about it, instead of being free, she would be in pain.
He knew this feeling very well, just like he was facing Yan Qianxun at this moment.
"Think about it, it's innocent, you still owe her a life, just treat it as if you paid her back."
Yan Qianxun in anger was slightly stunned, "What do you mean?" ”