Chapter 69: All Thoughts Are Lost
The most regrettable thing in Wen Wanbing's life is that she didn't see Tang Wei for the last time in the mourning hall, and she spent even the most basic farewell ceremony in a coma.
After falling asleep from Tang Wei's mourning hall, it was already two days later when he woke up again.
When I woke up, I looked at the whiteness of the room, and my heart became crazy little by little. There was an extreme sadness that spread from the bottom of my heart little by little, and the blood flowing in my body wandered around wildly in my body.
Tang Wei is gone, Tang Wei is gone!
Tears poured out wildly, and the grief that was beyond the scope of her own content eroded her internal organs, eager to swallow her.
I silently recited Tang Wei's name in my heart, thinking that Tang Wei left alone like this, and my heart ached so much that I couldn't breathe.
A nurse beside the bed saw her wake up, touched her forehead, looked at her with a smile, and quickly turned around and walked towards the outside of the ward, only to hear the brisk footsteps getting farther and farther away from the ward......
Tang Wei......
Tang Wei......
Tang Wei......
She shouted loudly in her heart, lifted the quilt and wanted to get up and go out of the ward, but the hanging needle on the back of her hand pulled her skin and stinged, and the salt water bottle swayed from side to side under her own large movements.
It's just that he sat up, his head was dizzy, and he leaned back uncontrollably, and the back of his head slammed heavily on the hard and cold bed.
Ignoring the pain, he sat up again, his limbs were weak, he was dizzy, and even a little nauseous. I retched several times, and there was sour saliva between my lips and teeth, and I opened my mouth and swallowed gently, and the saliva washed down my throat, bringing a tingling pain.
moved, and the white and blue hospital gown on his body was wide enough to fit two of himself. The two legs were stiff and painful, so they moved slightly, and the painful eyes were full of stars, only weak and silent tears, leaning on the head of the bed and looking at the rows of cold instruments beside the bed.
Tang Wei, you wait for Bing'er! Bing'er will definitely come to you!
The ward is very large and luxurious, except for the small pot of pothos by the window, this room is white everywhere, and the strong smell of disinfectant spreads in every corner of the room!
Seeing the pot of pothos, Wen Wanbing remembered the small pot of four-leaf clover on her desk, and wondered if it was doing well? That's the four-leaf clover that Tang Wei gave her!
In Tang Wei's words, that four-leaf clover can bring her luck!
But where is the luck?
Tang Wei, where are you? Bing'er is sorry for you, it was Bing'er's fault that she couldn't send you on your last ride! Are you blaming Bing'er, you didn't see the last side of weird Bing'er......
His hands were clenched into fists, and he loosened them, stroking the crown diamond ring on the finger of his left hand, stroking it over and over again. The tears on his face fell down his cheeks frantically, and his heart was twisted into a ball again, pulling hard, pulling harder.....
The ring on her hand was given to her by Tang Wei before she died, and the deep love and the sadness that flashed in the corners of her eyes made Wen Wanbing hate herself in her heart!
She is the broom star, killing Tang Wei, who loves her deeply!
This ring, Tang Wei has been carrying it with him since he said in the office that day that he was going to propose to her, for fear of losing it.....
I regret that I have lived with Tang Wei for so long, and I don't have a photo with him in my mobile phone. She didn't even have the least single photo of Tang Wei......
Tang Wei......
Tang Wei......
Bing'er misses you, you must be joking with Bing'er, right? You yourself said that you would protect Bing'er until you grow old.
However, Bing'er is a broom star! Bing'er is sorry for you!
couldn't control the sadness in his heart soaked in Wen Wanbing little by little, closed his eyes, and everything that flashed in his mind was everything about Tang Wei......
Tang Wei's childish laughter, Tang Wei's sweet deep kiss, Tang Wei's domineering possession, Tang Wei's deep love, Tang Wei's cold face and cold words, all of Tang Wei's everything, including a small black mole between his eyebrows, she missed it so much.
"Wake up, wake up!"
I only heard a sweet voice coming from the door of the ward, followed by the sound of two people entering the ward one after the other.
"Wen Wanbing, are you awake?"
The owner of the voice in his ears seems to be Du Yunjie, this Du Yunjie is here again......
Tang Wei is gone, and all he has left is a shell. Tang Wei, who is full of thoughts, who comes and who leaves has lost all meaning to her. Slowly curled up in a ball, not wanting anyone to disturb her and miss her beloved Tang Wei.
"Wen Wanbing, you have been lying down for two days, and everyone is worried about you! Liu Wenwen has been detained and filed, and Lao Yan has been expelled from the Suzhou City Public Security Bureau, this time after you get well, you still go back to the criminal investigation team to work, everyone is waiting for you to go back, you must cheer up and take care of your body! ”
Such a gentle ice looks like all thoughts are gray, a pair of clear and cold eyes on weekdays are full of that gray color, lifeless, and the aura has been taken away since Tang Wei passed away!
In the past two days of sleep, Wen Wanbing has been crying, sometimes even crying bitterly. Seeing her crying hysterically helplessly on the hospital bed, Du Yunjie's heart became sour and astringent, and he couldn't wait to bear the sadness of this world instead of her.
God has been treating Wen Wanbing badly, living alone in this world, suffering so much, but in the end it is still such a bleak situation.
In the future, in the days to come, he will never abandon Wen Wanbing!
Because he loves her, to the bone!
Reaching out to touch the slender pale wrist of Wen Wanbing, who was already skinny, he stretched out his hand and slowly withdrew it, and he saw the flash of blue and brilliant light on Wen Wanbing's fingers.
That ring was the last gift that Team Tang gave to Wen Wanbing!
With sadness in her heart, she could only sit beside the hospital bed and watch Wen Wanbing fall into her endless desolation alone......
At this moment, he hated himself so much, hating his self-confidence in front of a woman suddenly lost his strength in front of Wen Wanbing, and he could only look at his beloved woman crying helplessly and silently in front of him, but he couldn't do anything.
"This young lady, you don't know yet, you are pregnant, so thin, you must take good care of your body next! You ......"
"Nurse Lu!"
The sweet voice, with its high intonation, stood out in this quiet ward.....
It's just that before the owner of this sweet voice finished speaking, he was interrupted by Du Yunjie's clear but somewhat low voice.
He wanted to delay this matter for two days before telling Wen Wanbing, but the big-mouthed nurse actually said it directly, glared at her a little annoyed, and motioned for her to leave the ward.
These women, just because he has money, have been trying to get close to him like the kraft candy.
Seeing that the nurse reluctantly walked out of the ward, her eyes turned back, and she was very worried that Wen Wanbing, who knew the news, would be even more sad.
With her back to him, she was thin and cold, and her thin body was trembling under the wide pajamas, and she was already mourning to the extreme.
Alas.....
I sighed deeply in my heart, creating people!
"Wen Wanbing..... I've got you covered! Also, how can you tear off the needle of the hanging water without permission, you must know that your body is still very weak! ”
That day, he frantically sent Wen Wanbing to the hospital, and the dying appearance of Wen Wanbing in his arms once made Du Yunjie extremely worried.
In a series of examinations in the hospital, it was learned that Wen Wanbing's body had weakened to the worst situation. The doctor said that if it was delivered later, the child in her womb would be in danger of miscarriage......
Hearing the news that Wen Wanbing was pregnant in her belly, Du Yunjie had mixed feelings. After struggling countless times, he began to take care of Wen Wanbing carefully.
The more you take care of it, the more you can't let go of this gentle ice.
The sweet voice nurse's words were gentle and easy to hear, but her heart couldn't be happy. On the contrary, a kind of sadness born from the bottom of the heart.
At this moment, I was even more disheartened!
What is the meaning of life? Wen Wanbing doesn't know!
She only knew that at the moment of Tang Wei's death, her life had lost any meaning!
Tang Wei, Tang Wei, Bing'er has you and Bing'er's baby in her belly!
Tang Wei, are you listening to me?
I miss Tang Wei so much!
If Tang Wei was by his side and learned the news that there was a baby, he would definitely be happy to hold her in his arms and kiss her well......
I think about Tang Wei's strong and wide arms, and the sweetness of being held in his arms is as if he has all the sweetness in the world!
Tears flowed down her cheeks, dripping on the soft pillow, penetrating little by little, and slowly wetting a large piece!
Du Yunjie has been talking behind him, but, I'm sorry, Du Yunjie, your kindness and thoughts can only be disappointed!
My whole body hurts, my heart seems to be twitching, it hurts!
It doesn't matter if it's a pain point, so that she won't forget her Tang Wei, so that she won't faint.....
In the haze, it seemed that someone pulled her arm to hang water for her, she didn't want it, Tang Wei was not there, she didn't want anyone to touch her!
struggled hard, ruthlessly, regardless of the confrontation, until he was exhausted and fell asleep again......
For the next few days, Wen Wanbing spent the rest of her life in the ward. The brain is in a state of chaos all the time, unable to distinguish between reality and dreams. It's just chaotic, I don't want to discern, I don't want to have any thinking.
In the haze, it seemed that Lao Xu had brought their family to see her, and when she left, she seemed to have put a stack of pink things at the head of her bed. and the Yin team, who is always smiling on weekdays, but at the head of her bed, Team Yin's eyes when he looks at her become extremely sad.
Not only Team Yin, but also Xiao Shan and Fei Qing will often appear in this ward. She would smile at her every time, and she would smile at them occasionally, looking at their surprised looks, Wen Wanbing felt that this was what she owed them.
I don't know since when, the ward was full of flowers. Wen Wanbing seemed to remember who she had told him to bring the small four-leaf clover on her desk to her ward, but the man agreed, and when she came again, she told her that the four-leaf clover on her desk was not visible at all......
Hearing this news, Wen Wanbing's heart was like a knife, and she closed her eyes and closed herself in the world of herself and Tang Wei again.
Time passed day by day, I don't know how long I lived in the hospital, and when I was discharged from the hospital, the green leaves of the locust tree in the streets of Sioux City had become yellow, and when the autumn wind rose, the locust leaves were everywhere, and with the autumn hovering in the streets and alleys of Sioux City, it was full of desolation.
Seeing the whole row of locust trees on the street, thinking of the throbbing mood when he and Tang Wei looked at each other under the locust trees, a sad smile flashed on the corner of Wen Wanbing's mouth.
Gently touched his belly, for the arrival of this little life, although his heart was moved, there were not too many ripples.
Sorry, kid!
It's good that Mom takes you with you to find Daddy!