Chapter 336: She Chooses to Regain Her Memory
Afterwards, Tao Yao lay on Tang Ziye's chest and said softly, "Ziye, I'm going to find Chu Fangnan." ”
Tang Ziye was originally gently stroking her long hair, and when she heard this, her hand suddenly froze, "You...... Decided? ”
"yes." Tao Yao chuckled, "Don't be nervous, I'm pretty sure, I love you." ”
"Isn't it good if you don't remember?" Tang Ziye was suddenly timid, if Tao Yao remembered everything, would she regret it, would she decide to leave him? Would she have thought of the lost child and felt that he had deliberately given up on her......
Tao Yao didn't know that he had already made up so much in his brain, but just chuckled and rubbed his neck.
"It's good, but I always feel empty in my heart, whether it's good or bad in the past, that's what we have experienced, don't worry, no matter what, I won't leave you."
Although Tao Yao's words were categorical, Tang Ziye was still very worried in his heart.
But he couldn't stop Tao Yao, this was her choice, he didn't want to make the same mistakes as in the past.
"I believe in you, but...... There have been so many misunderstandings between us, I'm afraid, you're going to leave me....." Tang Ziye made no secret of his worries and guilt.
Tao Yao patted Tang Ziye's chest with a smile, "Okay, I'm all yours, what are you afraid of, don't worry, I won't give up on ...... forever"
No matter how scared Tang Ziye was, Tao Yao was still picked up by Chu Qingyin the next day.
"You...... Do you blame me? Looking at Tao Yao lying on the hospital bed, Chu Fangnan hesitated and asked.
Tao Yao raised his eyebrows slightly, "I thought you would ask me, do you still believe you." ”
Those eyes were still clear, Chu Fangnan couldn't help but be a little shaken, and then lowered his eyes and chuckled, "It's me who is doing too much, a mistake is a mistake, there is no need to ask you this kind of question,"
As he spoke, he picked up the potion and carefully examined it one last time.
"I don't blame you." Tao Yao closed his eyes and chuckled, "Actually, I am grateful to you in my heart, if it weren't for you, I might have died a long time ago, although later, you deliberately didn't let me recover my memory, but it was also for my good, wasn't it?" It's not the way I like it, but I'm still grateful. ”
Hearing this, Chu Fangnan's movements paused suddenly, "It's good that you don't blame me, I, I don't need you to say gratitude." ”
Tao Yao tilted his head, "I didn't want to say it, it's not you who are struggling." ”
Hearing this, Chu Fangnan couldn't help but chuckle, didn't answer, and just continued to check the potion.
Chu Qingyin walked in while sorting out his medical coat, "Brother, this medicine must have no side effects." ”
"I said no, do you believe it?" Chu Fangnan gently lifted Tao Yao's sleeves and disinfected her.
"I really don't believe it." Chu Qingyin raised her eyebrows slightly, stood on the other side of Tao Yao and held her hand, "Don't worry, I will always be with you." ”
"I'm not afraid." Tao Yao squeezed Chu Qingyin's hand as if he was soothing, "Although you all said that I have experienced a lot of bad things in the past, this feeling of a blank in life is really not good, I thought about not remembering everything anymore, but calm down, in fact, this is not very fair to people with memories." ”
Every time Tang Ziye looked at her with that complicated look, she felt very sad, and she didn't know if it was because she felt sorry for this man who was suffering from the torture of memories alone, or if it was the impact of past experiences on her......
As long as the memory is restored, these will no longer be a problem, and they can get along better together.
"After the drug is pushed in, you will feel cold and sleepy in your body, you don't need to be able to resist, just wake up after sleeping, the antidote will take 5-7 days of absorption, and you will gradually get back the memory fragments you once had within a month, are you ready?" Chu Fangnan raised the potion, and finally confirmed it with Tao Yao.
He really didn't dare to imagine what those innocent eyes would become when Tao Yao remembered everything in the past, but he couldn't help but have extravagant desires in his heart.
What if, Tao Yao is unwilling to return to Tang Ziye because of the pain he once had? Perhaps, she will no longer be able to forgive that man because of that child...... If that's the case, then he won't have a chance.
Chu Qingyin sensitively discovered Chu Fangnan's mood swings, and she couldn't help but remind her loudly, "Brother, Tao Yao really trusts you, don't hesitate anymore." ”
She warned Chu Fangnan's eyes, no way, Chu Fangnan was too smart, and his medical skills were also higher than hers, in case, he really did something to Tao Yao's memory, she wasn't sure if she could stop it.
But she can't watch her brother do this kind of thing that she regrets, love has never been forced to come by, Tao Yao can get together with Tang Ziye again without memory, Chu Fangnan and Tao Yao really have no fate.
Chu Fangnan naturally understood what his sister was thinking, "Don't worry, I'm just afraid that she will be sad." ”
After that, he no longer hesitated to start moving, and the potion entered Tao Yao's body little by little, seeing Tao Yao's eyes blurred, watching her gradually fall asleep, he couldn't help but let out a long breath.
A month later......
"Brother, brother, Tao Yao is gone......" Chu Qingyin hurriedly pushed open the door of the underground laboratory and said hurriedly to Chu Fangnan.
Chu Fangnan's movements in his hand were not chaotic at all, "Don't worry, she won't say goodbye without saying goodbye, you go and take a look at the monitoring." ”
Hearing this, Chu Qingyin sat down in front of the computer on the side, called up the surveillance video, and carefully checked it, making sure that Tao Yao just ran to the roof of the building, so he breathed a sigh of relief.
"It's only five o'clock, what is Tao Yao doing upstairs? I'll go see her......" Chu Qingyin said and wanted to get up.
"I'll go, you come and help me pack up these reagents." Chu Fangnan opened his mouth and stopped Chu Qingyin.
Chu Qingyin was a little entangled when he heard this, "Brother, today, it's the fifth day, you say, is Tao Yao ......?"
"Sooner or later, what are you entangled in, do things well." Chu Fangnan washed his hands carefully, and seeing that Chu Qingyin was still standing there thinking to himself, he couldn't help but stepped forward and patted her head comfortingly, "Okay, don't think about it, it was my idea not to restore her memory at the beginning, it has nothing to do with you, I have a good impression of her, but it doesn't have to be her, what I love the most is still my laboratory." ”
Chu Qingyin clenched his hands into fists and hesitated for a moment before lowering his head, "Brother, I'm sorry, I didn't believe you, I just ......"
It's just that I'm afraid that he will do something that he regrets impulsively, but in the past two days, her precautions have been too obvious, Chu Fangnan must have felt it.
Chu Fangnan chuckled, "You can admit it directly, your medical skills are not as good as mine, otherwise you wouldn't be so afraid of my actions." ”
After that, he stopped talking to Chu Qingyin and walked out of the laboratory with his legs raised.
found Tao Yao on the roof of the building, Tang Ziye sat beside her and said softly, "Remember everything." ”
Tao Yao shook his legs dangling in mid-air, his eyes were still looking into the distance, but he couldn't hear the emotion.
"How? Shall I send you back to him? Or do you have any other ideas? Chu Fangnan said in a serious tone.
Tao Yao heard his voiceover and knew that as long as she said that she wanted to leave forever, he would definitely help her, but she didn't seem to be able to turn around and leave in style.
"Thank you for everything you helped me with." Tao Yao said in a low voice.
No wonder he didn't want her to recall everything she had been, and now, she did regret the antidote injection, she didn't know anything, and it was good to be simply happy and happy......
"If you don't blame me for injecting drugs into you without authorization, I'm very happy." Although he knew that she would forgive, Chu Fangnan still said this again seriously.
Tao Yao shook his head slightly, and then sighed deeply, "There are too many memories, and I really feel that the whole person is a lot heavier, I don't want to go back for the time being, I think, go and see my own cemetery." ”
Chu Fangnan opened his mouth, he wanted to ask, do you still want to go back? Do you want me to protect you? But when he saw her look back at him, he held back all his words.
Her eyes were still clear, these memories of the past didn't seem to have any effect on her, and most importantly, there was no longer dependence in the way she looked at him.
At the beginning, it was probably just because of the amnesia and insecurity, probably just the fledgling plot, so she was so clingy to him, and now that she recalls everything, this kind of self-inflicted amorous drama should come to an end.
After receiving no response for a long time, Tao Yao couldn't help but stretch out his hand and shake it twice in front of Chu Fangnan, "What's wrong with you?" Am I having a problem? ”
Chu Fangnan came back to his senses and turned around a little embarrassed, unwilling to let Tao Yao see his emotions.
"I'll arrange it for you, you, if you need help in the future, you can contact me at any time." Dropping such a sentence, Chu Fangnan left the balcony, and his messy footsteps were quite a bit like running away.
Gently stroking the words on the tombstone, Tao Yao couldn't help but gently hook the corners of her lips, this look was done by Chu Qingyin for her, because of that story, she had only told her.
Probably because of Tang Ziye's arrangement, there is still an empty place next to this tombstone, probably thinking about being a neighbor with her at the end.
Seemingly a little tired, Tao Yao couldn't help but sit on the ground, look at the tombstone and close his eyes to rest.
Tang Ziye hurried to the cemetery after receiving Chu Qingyin's text message, and when he saw Tao Yao sitting on the ground from a distance, he didn't stop his steps, and he didn't dare to step forward.
After a few hesitations, he raised his foot again, always having to face it, no matter what choice she made, he probably ...... You can all respect it.
"Die ......," he said softly.
Tao Yao didn't react at all, as if she had already fallen asleep, seeing this, Tang Ziye took off her suit and gently covered her body, only to withdraw her hand, but Tao Yao raised her hand and grabbed it.
"Why do you want to put an empty grave on the side?" Tao Yao didn't open his eyes, but just asked.
She thought about it carefully, according to Tang Ziye's character, even if she couldn't live with her, she would definitely choose to be buried with her, and it was impossible to be a neighbor or anything......
Tang Ziye was taken aback by her, but after hearing her question, the whole person froze in place, and after hesitating for a moment, he said softly, "There, it was originally intended to be left for our children." ”
Tao Yao slowly opened his eyes, stared into his eyes and asked, "Then you, why didn't you erect a monument?" ”
"Because, maybe he doesn't want me, a stupid father, I forcibly buried with you, probably, you are reluctant, but you can't refuse me, you can only be forced to accept." Tang Ziye's face was a little pale, and there was a bit of self-defeating decadence in his tone.
His hand held Tao Yao's hand, and the strength seemed to be afraid that she would disappear like this.
"Well, then I'll call the shots, he's a boy, let's call it Yangyang, I hope he will come back to me, I hope this time, he can be a child who is expected by his parents and comes to the world with joy."
Tao Yao's voice fell, and Tang Ziye's face turned a little pale, but he still forced himself to show her a smile, "Okay, whatever you say, I'll do it." ”
"Well, I'm not going home yet, you can go back first." Tao Yao moved gently but firmly and pushed away Tang Ziye's hand.
Tang Ziye's hands couldn't help but tremble a little, and finally couldn't help but ask, "Are you leaving me?" Didn't you say we'd be married in two months? ”
Although he had long been prepared that Tao Yao would get angry and even leave him after recovering his memory, when this moment really came, Tang Ziye still felt that his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
But he didn't dare to ask for her forgiveness, wasn't he the culprit who caused all this? Tang Ziye fell into self-loathing.
"Weddings, of course, still have to be held, but before the wedding, I want to go to a few places." Tao Yao didn't deliberately appease Tang Ziye, but just gently stroked the two rows of words on the tombstone.
"What?" Tang Ziye was stunned, and couldn't help but wonder if he had heard it wrong.
"It's up to you to decide, I'll show up on the wedding day." Tao Yao said and slowly stood up holding the tombstone, "The words on this are all smoothed, I liked to read stories back then, but now I can't." ”
What is ruthless and ruthless, in fact, it is just the human heart, and it is said that the human heart is difficult to understand, in fact, many times, it is just that you are unwilling to show your sincerity to others.
"Where are you going, I'll accompany you." Tang Ziye finally came back to his senses, and without thinking about it, he made a request to follow.
Tao Yao stretched out his hand against the man's chest, not letting him get close to him, "I don't need you to accompany me, I want to calm down myself, I said that I will definitely come back when I come back, but there are some emotions that I need to digest by myself." ”
After recovering her memory, she actually thought about it a lot calmly, she thought about rolling around and questioning this man, she thought about leaving him forever, and even thought about dying with him, but in the end, all of these were denied by herself.
No matter how much has happened, she has to admit that she still loves this man.
Even if he once disappointed her, even if he once made her miserable, even if he once unintentionally harmed her "life", she still loved him.
There have been quarrels, there have been troubles, but those contradictions just gave people with a heart the opportunity to take advantage of the void, now looking back, they were still not mature enough, but the price of maturity is too great.
Yu Guang swept over the empty cemetery on the side, Tao Yao said softly, "Tang Ziye, I love you, but I also hate you, I thought about leaving you, but I don't want to let you go like this, for the rest of my life, we still have to torture each other, but now, let me be free for a few days." ”
Lowering her eyes to smooth the wrinkles on her clothes, she said softly, "Prepare well for our wedding and wait for me to come back." ”
After saying that, Tao Yao stopped looking at Tang Ziye, turned around and left here.
Tang Ziye followed two steps, but still stopped in place, this was the first time he looked at a person's back so seriously, no one knew how much he wanted to catch up, but considering what she said, he still chose to refrain from it.
The price paid for the former domineering was too great, and this man finally learned to respect and let go appropriately.
He began to prepare for their wedding alone, everything was designed according to Tao Yao's favorite style, the wedding dress was designed and made by himself, and the ring was even more so.
went to the cemetery with his own hands to smooth out the tombstone, and carved the words for the deceased child, Tang Ziye took a long breath, and the heart that had been floating seemed to gradually fall to the ground.
Three months passed in a blink of an eye, and it was finally the day when Tang Ziye and Tao Yao agreed to get married.
He made a living, kept himself tidy, and stood alone at the door of the venue to entertain the guests.
Chu Qingyin and Chu Fangnan appeared together, seeing his busy figure alone, Chu Qingyin couldn't help but step forward.
"Is there still no news?" She asked hesitantly.
Tang Ziye tugged at her neckline, chuckled and shook her head, "No, but I believe that she will appear." ”
In the past three months, none of them knew what Tao Yao had done, and Tao Yao's phone could not be reached, out of respect, they tacitly did not send anyone to investigate her whereabouts, and no one knew whether Tao Yao would appear today.
"In case ......" Chu Qingyin frowned slightly.
"No in case, I trust her." After Tang Ziye finished speaking, he made a gesture of invitation to her, "Please enter first, it will be time soon." ”
Although Chu Qingyin didn't like the things Tang Ziye had done, he couldn't help but sigh softly when he looked at him.
Love is such a strange thing, fascinating when sweet, and overwhelming when it hurts.
When the time came, the host came on stage with some hesitation, this was the bride's wedding, and he was also presiding over it for the first time, but after looking at Tang Ziye who was on the side, he still opened his mouth.
Looking at the dense number of guests, the host touched the sweat that did not exist at the corner of his forehead, closed his eyes and shouted loudly, "There is a bride below to invite our bride, shine on the stage!" ”
The music sounded, the door at the end of the long platform was pushed open, Tang Ziye did not hesitate, he turned around slowly with flowers, and when he saw the little woman standing at the end, he finally laughed, and his heart was completely realized.
Tao Yao took his father's arm and looked at the man not far away, and couldn't help but smile.
In the past two months, she has visited all the places they have been, and she has recalled all the things that have happened since the two of them met.
She indulged herself in all the joys and sorrows of her memory, and then returned home in the last two days of the wedding.
After a long conversation with her father all night, she packed all the memories of the past, and she completely let go of the shackles that bothered her.
Adjusted to her condition, she put on her wedding gown and, at the last moment, stood at the door of the church.
Gradually approaching Tang Ziye by his father, Tao Yao's eyes couldn't help but be a little moist, the scene that he had fantasized countless times in his dreams finally appeared in reality.
was handed over to Tang Ziye by his father, and Tao Yao hugged the bouquet he had just received.
"You guys." Father Tao sighed softly, "No matter what happened in the past, I hope you can live a good life in the future, Ziye, I am such a child, I hope you will not hurt her again." ”
After speaking, Father Tao waved his hand lightly, and walked off the stage without waiting for Tang Ziye to open his mouth to assure.
"Dad doesn't want to hear what you say, he only looks at your actions." Tao Yao tilted her head coquettishly.
Tang Ziye couldn't help but shake his head, he actually remembered the appearance of their first acquaintance, lowered his head to collect his emotions, and he chuckled, "Young, this time, I will never let go of your hand again." ”
Although his tone was still calm, everyone present saw that this man, who had always been domineering and strong, actually stood on the stage with red eyes and tears.
"I Tang Ziye, willing to marry Tao Yao as a wife, no matter birth, old age, sickness or death, whether poor or rich, I will be loyal to her, love her, accompany her, so as not to worry her, from today onwards, Tao Yao is my wife, everything I have will be shared with her, see her as me."
Under the witness of the priest, after Tang Ziye finished the vow seriously, he gently put on a wedding ring for Tao Yao, and dropped a gentle kiss between her fingers.
Tao Yao's tears slipped down gently, and he said gently and firmly, "I, Tao Yao, voluntarily married Tang Ziye as my wife, from now on, no matter birth, old age, sickness or death, whether poor or rich, I will never give up, accompany him, take care of him, and join hands with him in this life." ”
Saying that, she also gently put on a ring for him, and in the blessing of the priest and the applause from the audience, Tang Ziye lifted Tao Yao's veil and hugged her and kissed her deeply.
This time, no one can stop them from being together, they will not give others a chance to take advantage of the situation, and for the rest of their lives, they will always be together and be happy.