Write at the end
- From April 18, 2019
- Final: June 21, 2020
- It lasted one year, two months and three days.
"Good Fortune" is my first book of more than 500,000 words, and it is also my first large novel, and there are flaws everywhere, but it is finally finished.
This book started very casually.,I just want to try to see if I can write long.,So I don't have any big ambitions.,The only goal is not to be a prisoner.,The only goal is to try not to end up on the basis of not being too prisoner.γ
Knowing that he was two pounds, he was ready to go stand-alone early, and he also found a "warm and warm" partner, and agreed to blow rainbow farts to encourage each other when they couldn't hold on.
It's really cold in the early stage.,There are only single-digit collections.,There's one of them that is collected by your own trumpet.,The other is the friendship of a small partner.γ
I didn't have any expectations, and I wasn't disappointed by the small collection, and I thought it was normal.
Looking back now, the mentality at that time was just one word - stability!
Or the dead pig is not afraid of boiling water (?Β°??? Β°)γ
Later, there were recommendations, and the collection became a little bit more, and some people began to comment.
Touching my little conscience, I said, not only the feeling of the single machine is particularly fragrant.
Although this result is nothing compared to others, it has greatly exceeded my expectations.
Knowing that what I write is being read by others, I am particularly energetic and motivated to write, and at the same time a little panicked.
Today: "Ah~ People vote for me every day, and what I write should be okay." β
Tomorrow: "Alas... I wrote like this, and they voted for me, and it was so stressful. β
(Here you can make up the emoji of pulling the petals and asking you if you love me or not)
Okay, admit that I'm a Lu man with a lot of inner drama.
In fact, in the final analysis, I am still not confident, and I am afraid that I will disappoint everyone.
So here, I would like to give a special special thanks to those who have sent a warm message.
If it weren't for your encouragement and support, I wouldn't have adjusted my mentality so quickly, maybe I would have entered the palace by this time (???).
I would also like to give special thanks to all of you who have enthusiastically discussed and given suggestions in the chapter.
It allows me to identify my mistakes so that I can fix them in time, and I can find new inspiration from them from time to time.
Of course, the messages are not all upward, and I have almost been suffocated by spraying.
(Specifically refers to the rise of the work himself, so angry that he feels scary across the screen, and he feels that there is no merit and refuses to abandon the book and then chases and scolds non-stop)
For a while, I didn't dare to open the author's background to read the reminder, and my psychology was not strong enough to ignore it, so I would still be affected, from my mood to my writing state.
Fortunately, after that stage, the little heart has become a little stronger, and it will no longer be easily affected by individual cathartic comments, which is a big gain.
However, the progress in the work does not seem to be great, but the more I write, the more I feel inadequate.
For example, the process of cooking is too detailed and a bit noisy, and a large amount of information related to medical spices is used in the text like an encyclopedia, as well as the control of rhythm, the overall narrative structure and the layout of the plot...... It's all rusty.
The first two can be said to be because they have gone into a misunderstanding, and the latter is purely due to a lack of personal ability.
There are many other problems......
In the later stage, I also tried to adjust while writing.
The paradox is that there is a long way to go from not detecting the problem to really finding out the problem, and there is a long way to go from finding the problem to solving the problem.
The beauty that I think in my heart is still ugly when I write it - this feeling is particularly powerless.
And the more I write, the more I feel the scarcity, the scarcity in all aspects.
At this time, it is too late to charge, and I don't even dare to look at the same kind, for fear of being affected.
But everyone is still tolerant of me.
(Having said that, what can be carried to the middle and late stages is indeed true love?) οΌ
It's just that I'm more sorry for everyone, and there are some chains in the back.
In addition to the inexperience of the end mentioned earlier, there are also physical reasons.
Writing a long story is a protracted battle, both mentally and physically facing double tests, and the rest of the work is completely messed up after writing, and problems are finding the door one after another.
Thinking that it has reached the final stage, I will insist on it...... I was stunned and couldn't stick to the end. I asked the editor for leave, and this is the "corpse" update for the next two months.
I'm sorry for the inconvenience.
I don't know if everyone is happy with this ending, but that's all I can do at my current level.
As for the extras, it was originally planned to end in May, but due to the rush of time, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to explain clearly, so I did plan to make up a few articles afterwards.
Now, I think I've almost explained everything, so I'll stop here, and I'll leave a thought for the rest.
On June 21st, before the last few chapters went up, it was so exciting that I couldn't wait to go downstairs and run a few laps.
When the last chapter was finished, the excitement suddenly faded, and I was empty, sitting in front of the computer for a minute or two, and then washing and sleeping.
Full of excitement before the end, only parting after the end.
That's where it comes to saying goodbye.
Say goodbye to everyone who has always supported me.
Collect, comment, vote for recommendation, vote for monthly, subscribe, reward - everyone who participates in it;
Starting Point, Book City, Red Sleeves, Xiaoxiang - you from any platform;
Because of your company, I am not alone to the end.
I also want to say goodbye to Ji Yu, Guanshan and everyone in the book-
From the moment it ends, you are independent, the book is over, and your story continues.
Finally, I would like to thank my family and my editors, one for giving me a stable rear and the other for giving me the opportunity to appear in front of everyone.
Then I'm going to have a good rest, and when I'm alive again, maybe it's time to meet again.
Hope everyone is well.?? *
- Tree on the branch
βJune 28, 2020