Limit and Meaninglessness 11: The Soft Hedgehog

…… So there was the matter of him coming to Chen Yue a few days later.

Lin Fu thought that maybe girls are naturally good at giving boys a more confident and powerful illusion, and he swore when he and Xin Keli said that "it will be explained reasonably". Now it is much more difficult to implement than expected. Fortunately, Xin Keli's friend Rue Xiang seems to have explained the "truth" to Chen Yue.

He is not used to a set of rules that are decent or sleek, and only believes in low-key, but as a person, he always has a standard in his heart. It is shameful and unreasonable to decide things for others, which is obviously outside the norm. He is now violating his own standards, depriving Chen Yue of his right to know, and far-fetched an explanation. This made him not feel at ease. But the paradox is that because of this matter, he thought about it repeatedly, looking ahead and backward, but it was easier than before, he was more inclined to be uneasy, and felt that he had become a member of the trivial troubles, which was much more appropriate than ordinary high school students.

Chen Yue couldn't see Lin Fu's abnormality, and he didn't suspect this friend who was keen on truth and milk. Lin Fu was not unaware of his sudden observation. But he is not used to lying, and now he doesn't want to care about other trivial things except his weak heart.

"I want to ask her to drink something to make amends."

"Whatever you want."

"You come too, please eat cake" Chen Yue looked at him,

"Did you ask Xin Keli to confirm a few days ago, and then you came to me?"

"You know that, too." Lin Fu smiled dryly, and the window was called "Void Heart" in his heart, and he was caught off guard by a hole.

"Excuse me." Chen Yue smiled, he didn't expect that Lin Fu, this kid, would personally make trouble for himself in order to help him.

"I told me this morning at the front desk."

Lin Fugang wanted to say, your front table is too wide. I suddenly remembered that a few days ago, when he went to look for Xinkeli, she predicted: there will be rumors about us. At that time, he didn't care, thinking that Xin Keli was angry, in order to play a joke about his nonsense. When it came to himself, he was a little confused.

"No, I have something to pass on." For a while, Lin Fu felt that his low-key beliefs were in jeopardy.

"You may not know that you have been classified as an iceberg handsome guy by a girl, and you are radiant."

"Speechless." Hearing Chen Yue say this, he didn't feel happy at all. On the contrary, he is worried that what is happening now is contrary to his original wishes, and I am afraid that more trouble will find him in the future.

"What's speechless, it means you're popular."

“……”

"Great, you are famous, and I can also use it to stain you with a little brilliance."

"Now that you're saying that, why didn't you say it when you were a center on the basketball team." Lin Fu was a little displeased.

"Basketball center, that's nothing to you. Something you don't care about at all. Chen Yue replied.

"I didn't say that." Lin Fu looked at him coldly and continued to reply,

"What medicine did you take wrong today, you have to say these cynical nonsense."

"It's not just today, I've always been disgusted with your attitude, I don't care about everything, and I deliberately avoid it." Chen Yue sneered and replied:

"That's how you are superior, isn't it?"

"I didn't mean to show off, you misinterpreted me!" Lin Fu replied sharply.

"Then please don't show that attitude in front of me. Just be my little belly, I really hate you like this. ”

"Okay, the book will be returned to you, and please don't keep talking sourly." Lin Fu also deliberately added the word please, slapped the book on his chest, and walked away.

Lin Fu and Chen Yue could both feel that their conversation was like that of an angry schoolboy, childish and ridiculous. But this dialogue seems to be necessary in this period. Lin Fu knew that Chen Yue often used the conceit shown on the outside to cover up his unconfident side. But it is a sin to puncture other people's hearts, and he never points out Chen Yue's cognitive deviations positively, nor does he talk about his own opinions. It's always a little strange for boys to praise each other on the surface.

He actually admired Chen Yue very much in his heart, his action, perseverance and observation, no matter which quality was taken out alone, he was amazed. It is because he is too strict, constantly suppressing and denying himself, so he cannot realize these advantages. He couldn't help him, he could only express it through impulsive conversations.

But he also knew that he had done something wrong, from the beginning when he lied to Chen Yue. If he pushed it any further, perhaps he had already made a mistake from the moment he went to seek the "truth" from the time he went to Xinkeli. If Chen Yue knew that he was clever enough to confront Xin Keli and conceal the truth, then maybe he would really feel that he looked down on him and continued to deny himself, and he would really regret it.

At 20:05, Lin Fu still maintained the same posture as forty minutes ago: he was lying on the bed, looking straight at the LED tube above his head. He thought that according to this time, Chen Yue should have called him to remind him to vote. Occasionally, Lin Fu will not notice WeChat when his mobile phone is silent when he writes his homework, so Chen Yue usually calls the landline directly on weekdays. He listened quietly, and the house was especially quiet today. I closed my eyes and felt it hard, as if I had to find something out of this tranquility.

He counted, and after 40 seconds, the phone rang.