Before leaving, Ke'er stood in front of the window, looking at the sky in the distance, there was a beautiful blue, like the beauty of the past, she thought about the bits and pieces of life in this city when she was a child, and involuntarily took out her mobile phone to take a picture of the distant scenery, and posted a circle of friends:

"Pack your bags and get ready to leave here, set off again, too reluctant, because the memory is like the blue of the sky at this time, the pure memories of childhood and middle school......"

and released a new song in the microbar, Chen Huixian's "Nostalgia"

Dream of him appearing

That's once natural

But at this moment, his voice has been precipitating

It turned out that it had been goodbye for many years

It's like forgetting to see each other

It may be reluctant to separate from each other on a long distance

Without his years

It seems to be reminiscing

But I feel as if the day is forever sweet

Stay in front of the window in the middle of the night

Back to the past

The heart of the truest moment is waiting to be recreated

or no longer seen

Everything changes

But I know that there is always a hint of nostalgia

There wasn't much to worry about

Emotionless

But I always felt nostalgic for him

Why is he so far away?

Listening to this familiar melody, I remembered the scene when I bought this album in my old place in high school, and it flashed like a movie, and those reluctant people and things were like buying a cassette tape like a small plot, although nostalgic, but it has disappeared with the wind, and can only be buried deep in my heart. Once again, she left the city full of memories, as if she had gone from an ideal to a reality in an instant.

Back in Shanghai, Lan Keer's whole mood fell into an extremely uneasy atmosphere, the night before she was ready to go to work, she wanted to tidy up the cabinet in the bedroom, and when she put it away, she noticed the locked drawer, and her expression suddenly became nervous, she took the key and opened the locked drawer, and what came into her eyes was a small red book, with three very sensitive words on the cover. Why does she always refuse to mention her significant other? I see......

Except for the two parties involved in this matter, no one knows, including their parents, children, and Luo Xiaoyao.

Kerr stared at it blankly, recalling that scene:

"I'll lock it up so my son can't see it. We agreed not to quarrel in front of the child in the future, so that he felt that his parents loved him very much, so that he could spend the past few years happily, and hoped that when he grew up and became sensible, we would tell him ......"

"Do as you say......

How do you know that they have discussed things but find that they can't do it with all their might, and they will still constantly quarrel and cold war due to differences in habits and opinions. I can't even be in a state of detachment.

In the eyes of outsiders, Lan Keer lives a pampered life, because his husband has a good family condition, a good job, and is also very good at making money. But he doesn't care about his family, his children, or Lan Keer, and they have always been in a state of lack of communication and getting by. Such an environment is also constantly affecting Lan Keer's psychology, changing Lan Keer, and those unpleasant things that happened are vivid. In such a family, Kerr's fairytale longing for love has long been shattered, and the family life she longs for is a state of mutual respect and love between two people. So, they chose to separate......

Lan Ke'er sighed deeply, in fact, she really wanted to tell Fang Zichun all this, if she lived happily now, she would not agree to meet him again, mention the past, let alone ask Fang Zichun what he said, she would only hide this person deep in her heart.

She suddenly thought that she hadn't been in contact with Wang Jing for a long time, and she opened WeChat to see her circle of friends, but she couldn't find the information she wanted, and subconsciously she wanted to see how happy Fang Zichun's life was.

Full of doubts and depression, she had an impulse to tell Luo Xiaoyao about seeing Fang Zichun during the New Year, and also wanted to tell Luo Xiaoyao about being alone, so she picked up the phone, thought about it and put it down, and after a while, she opened WeChat again, clicked on Luo Xiaoyao's avatar, and typed a few words "Xiaoyao, I want to tell you ......", she was stunned for a while and pressed the delete button again...... she went back and forth several times, looking so hesitant, but finally gave up.

And at this time in another country, another city, Fang Zichun lay in bed for a long time and couldn't sleep, he wanted to send a message to Ke'er, but he was afraid of disturbing her life, and his mind was full of the scene of meeting Ke'er during the New Year, how is this good? Thinking about it, he thought of Luo Xiaoyao, and immediately opened the high school WeChat group, found Luo Xiaoyao's WeChat, and sent a verification message to add her as a friend. Because he wanted to learn more about Ke'er from Luo Xiaoyao.

The next day, Lan Keer went to kindergarten on time, and during the lunch break, she lazily flipped through the piano sheet of a popular song, and saw Zhang Aijia's "The Price of Love", so she put on headphones and searched for this song in her mobile phone:

Do you remember the dreams of your youth?

Like a flower that never withers

Walk with me through the wind and rain

Look at the impermanence of the world and see the vicissitudes of life

Those who pay for love

It's something I'll never forget

All the words of sincere infatuation

Forever in my heart, though there is no more him

Let's go, let's go, people must learn to grow up by themselves

Let's go, let's go, life will inevitably experience painful struggles

Let's go, let's go, find a home for your heart

I also shed tears of sadness

I was also heartbroken

This is the price of love

Maybe I still miss him once in a while

Occasionally, I will inevitably think about him

Think of him as an old friend

It also makes me feel distressed and worried

It's just that I don't have a spark in my heart anymore

Let the past go with the wind

All the words of sincere infatuation

He is still in my heart, though there is no longer him......

What a beautiful song, what a touching lyrics, and how much is the price of love? What can the price of love teach us?

After listening to this song, Ke'er picked up the phone, and this time she decisively dialed Luo Xiaoyao without the slightest hesitation.

"Kerr, I'm looking for you, you know? Last night......"

"Xiaoyao, I really don't know what to do......"

didn't wait for Xiaoyao to finish speaking, Ke'er spoke first, and cried after saying a word. She sobbed and continued:

"I want to tell you that I divorced him a few years ago ......, but no one said it, because we wanted to wait for our son to be older before making it public, and now for the time being, I still have to face him every day, will I still quarrel or cold war, I really don't want to live like that."

"Kerr, what's wrong with you? Why did you tell me now? Why don't you say a word when you go home for the New Year? That's not a big deal, long pain is better than short pain, it's a good thing to be relieved, why be so sad? ”

"Because Fang Zichun ......."

Then she told Xiaoyao about the re-meeting with Fang Zichun a few years ago and going home to meet during the New Year.

"Xiaoyao, you won't blame me, will you?"

Luo Xiaoyao thought for a while on the other end of the phone:

"This sentence should be asked to you, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be so miserable, in fact, I have long seen that you like each other, can't I see your little bit of heart? But then I felt that there were too many people who liked you, and you could have a lot of choices, so I didn't care about the relationship between you and him, and my good impression of Fang Zichun at that time was limited to that we both loved Huang Jiaju, and you had real feelings. ”

"But should I forget about him now? Although this is the case for me myself, I don't know what his situation is, I can't keep in touch with him frequently, Wang Jing will be unhappy if he knows. ”

"If you don't know what his situation is, you can ask him directly, and you can also tell him directly about your situation."

"I don't ask, and I don't want to know ......"

"You two are not active people, do you know how many things can be broken by being passive? Look back and think about it yourself. Then you don't have to worry about it, I'll ask. ”

"Xiaoyao, don't tell him about me."

"I'm measured, don't worry."

Luo Xiaoyao hung up the phone, because Fang Zichun added her WeChat last night, so it just came in handy, she has always been a very straightforward person and likes to get straight to the point.

"Hello old classmate, I know everything about you and Ke'er, and there is something I think I need to tell you."

Fang Zichun was shocked by this sudden WeChat, he didn't know what important things Luo Xiaoyao was about to tell him.

"Hello, what's the matter? Let's put it bluntly. At this time, Fang Zichun was very nervous.

"Ke'er has been separated from the child and his father, you must not have thought of it, did you? Otherwise, she won't pay attention to you and won't see you. ”

Fang Zichun was shocked by this unexpected news, although he should be happy, but everything came too suddenly, and he was a little overwhelmed.

"Xiaoyao, I know she's not happy, but I didn't expect ......."

"Don't beat around the bush, I want to ask you, if you have a relationship with her and often chat on WeChat, aren't you afraid that your wife will have an opinion? What the hell are you doing? I guess you won't be in the same situation as Kerr, right? That's really a joy for everyone. This Luo Xiaoyao was really spit out, and the other party didn't know how to answer......

"You guessed it......"

Luo Xiaoyao was silent, she was obviously secretly happy.

"Isn't that enough, why don't you two ask each other? Are you two going to guess for the rest of your life? But let me tell you, no one knows about her now, no one in her family knows, and you have to keep it secret for her for the sake of the child who hasn't said it. ”

"I'm ...... too"

This shocked Luo Xiaoyao, she couldn't cry or laugh, but she still pretended to be calm.

"Okay, you don't have to play the guessing game anymore, now that you know the facts, you can solve the rest of the matter yourself."

"Thank you, Luo Xiaoyao!"

"You're welcome, I just want to remind you not to bully our family Ke'er in the future, otherwise I won't let you go."

Fang Zichun's heart couldn't be calm for a long time, he didn't expect that the two of them would still meet in a big circle, is this the opportunity given to him by God? He was happy but didn't know what he should do, and he didn't dare to send a message to Ke'er easily, for fear of saying the wrong thing, and his contradictory heart made him at a loss, let alone work mentally......