Chapter 154: I won't forgive you, but I don't want to hate you either

Seeing her figure disappear at the door, hearing the faint sound of the door closing, the smile on Shang Lu's face gradually froze and disappeared.

How could he not hear the helplessness and indifference in Meng Fanxing's words.

He would rather Meng Fanxing quarrel with him, but he didn't want Meng Fanxing to be expressionless and unwavering when he faced him, because only when he let go, would he show that calmness to the people in the past.

After Meng Fanxing went out of the room, she went back to look at Meng Xiang, she didn't go back to the room but walked to the bar downstairs, took out the red wine from the cabinet, opened the wine and sat on the sofa, holding the goblet with her fingers, gently shaking the wine in the cup.

The thoughts in my mind gradually pulled back, and I remembered many, many things from the past.

In fact, in that relationship, it was all her own wishful thinking, so she suffered so many injuries, she admitted.

She didn't drink very well, and after a bottle of wine, she lay on the sofa and fell asleep.

Shang Lu was thirsty in the middle of the night, and when he slowly walked down from the upper floor, he found that the light was still on in the living room.

He walked over slowly and saw the person sleeping on the sofa with a pillow, the heating in the living room was turned on, but it was still very cold, and Meng Fanxing's white feet were exposed and curled up together like a cat.

“……”

In the past, Meng Fanxing also liked to shrink up like this, sleeping on the sofa and waiting for him to come home.

Shang Lu walked over slowly, the bones in his chest were faintly painful, and after sitting next to Meng Fanxing, he quietly looked at the sleeping woman.

He stretched out his hand to touch Meng Fanxing's, and suddenly, Meng Fanxing raised his hand and grabbed his hand and pressed it on her chest.

The woman's soft breasts were in the palm of his hand.

Before Shang Lu could feel the vibration in her chest, she saw tears slipping down from the corners of her eyes.

"Shanglu...... I don't like you anymore, I don't like you anymore. ”

She muttered in her dream, but holding his hand tightly, Shang Lu only felt that his palm was pinched very painfully, very painful.

If only time could be revisited all over again.

His heart hurt very much, as if he had been pinched hard to breathe, he couldn't breathe at all, and he was stunned when he looked at Meng Fanxing.

It wasn't until the second half of the night that Meng Fanxing slowly woke up, she was covered with a thick blanket, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the figure sitting beside her.

She touched the mottled dry marks on her face, withdrew her hand from Shang Lu's hand, and asked, "What are you doing when you don't sleep in the room?" ”

She just wanted to sit up, but Shang Lu next to her hugged her waist hard, trapping her and preventing her from moving.

"Stars, tell me, what should I do to get you back? Tell me about it. ”

Meng Fanxing didn't know what was wrong with him.

But when I thought of the dream I had, I guess I said a dream. She calmly pushed Shang Lu away and said, "What can you do?" Can all the injuries of the past be treated as if they never happened? It's true that you've hurt me, and I won't forgive you, but I don't want to hate you. I just want to single you out of my life again. ”

As she spoke, she staggered to her feet.

Meng Fanxing didn't wake up the next day, and when Meng Xiang went in to find Meng Fanxing, he saw her curled up on the bed*, her face was pale, and her forehead was covered with cold sweat.

Shang Lu hurriedly called the doctor to come over and examine her, the doctor took her medicine, and after exiting the room, Shang Lu crossed his hands on his hips and asked eagerly, "What's the matter with her?" ”

The doctor said, "This young lady is cold, so when her menstrual period comes, she will be much more painful than ordinary people, and just now she is in too much pain, so she is like this." ”

"Every month?" He asked.

"In the future, she may get better if she slowly adjusts her body, but her body is not good, and she has to be conditioned for a long time." The doctor frowned and sighed, "I have never seen such a patient, her physical condition is really bad. ”

Shang Lu asked him to do a detailed examination report and asked him to help Meng Fanxing regulate his body.

He remembered that Meng Fanxing had no menstrual pain before, and when he first started, he would just say that his stomach was swollen, but it didn't hurt so much. He boiled brown sugar tea for Meng Fanxing, and pushed open the bedroom door with a bowl and went in.

Meng Fanxing was holding his mobile phone in his hand and was sending a message to Gu Chi.

After Shang Lu came in, he took a pillow and put it behind her, helped her up, and handed the sugar water to her.

"Let's have a drink."

Meng Fanxing touched her stomach with one hand, it hurt as if a knife was scraping, she endured the pain and drank a bowl, she didn't feel any relief, closed her eyes and lay down again.

When Shang Lu lifted the quilt, she stared at him with wide eyes, "What are you doing?" ”

His hand had been placed on her abdomen accurately, carefully softening for her, and asked, "Now, does it hurt?" ”

She didn't hurt so much before, and later she also conditioned her body in order to get pregnant, and she didn't hurt much anymore.

Meng Fanxing took his hand away, and said in a cold and emotionless voice: "Who do you think it is due to?" At the beginning, I soaked in the water for too long, and after the sound of childbirth, I didn't sit well during confinement, and I started to touch the water early, and I had to think about my livelihood, and I came and went in the wind and rain every day. ”

She just wanted Shang Lu to feel guilty and stay away from herself.

"Do you want to tell you if you want to listen to me?"

Shang Lu took a breath.

Knowing that Meng Fanxing did it on purpose, but he could only bear it stubbornly, she said very calmly: "You go out, I want to rest." ”

Seeing her close her eyes, Shang Lu also knew that he couldn't bother her anymore, so he stood up and said, "I'm next door, if you have anything, remember to call me." ”

Meng Fanxing only thought that he didn't hear what he said.

On the second day, Meng Fanxing's body gradually improved, and when she got up, she found that Shang Lu had already gotten up.

Meng Xiang stood with him to brush his teeth and wash his face, and then went to the kitchen to make breakfast, Meng Fanxing had never seen Shang Lu cook, this was the first time he had ever seen him enter the kitchen.

Seeing Meng Fanxing come out, Shang Lu wore an apron around his waist, looked at Meng Fanxing and said, "Awake?" Breakfast was good right away. ”

I don't know when he got up, there are many kinds of breakfast prepared on the table, but each portion is very small, Meng Fanxing smelled the aroma on the table, and his stomach was hungry again, so he started eating without politeness.

She looked at Shang Lu in surprise, if it weren't for the fact that this was in the United States, she would have thought that Shang Lu had sent these people.

Shang Lu said with a smile in his eyes: "I made these things myself, and I have learned a lot in those five years. "

Meng Fanxing lowered his eyelids and didn't speak, only lowered his head and ate silently.

While eating breakfast, Shang Lu's phone on the table rang.

Meng Fanxing glanced at the name on the phone screen.

It was Ye Xiyang who called.

She just smiled coldly and then looked away, Shang Lu hung up directly after seeing it, and didn't pay attention to it.

But the calls kept coming.

Meng Fanxing felt that the sound was really noisy, and he was not interested in eating any more, so he got up and left the restaurant.

As she walked out of the restaurant, she heard Shang Lu's deep voice coming from behind.

No matter how Shang Lu wanted to redeem himself, Ye Xiyang occupied a very important position in his heart, and he would not give up Ye Xiyang.

In the restaurant, Shang Lu turned on his mobile phone after seeing Meng Fanxing leave.

Ye Xiyang heard the connection and shouted happily: "Shang Lu, where are you now?" You know you've got to be physical, how can you run around? Gao Yang too, why don't you know how to persuade you? ”

Hearing her concerned voice, he didn't feel any joy, but felt a little noisy in his heart.

"I'm fine." His voice was cold and ruthless: "You don't have to be hasty about my affairs in the future, you understand?" You have had a great impact on my life. ”

Ye Xiyang's fingers squeezed her phone tightly, and her beautiful face was full of distorted expressions.

"Shang Lu! I care about you, I was taking care of you during the time you were in a coma, not Meng Fanxing, do you really want to abandon me for a Meng Fanxing? Ye Xiyang asked angrily.

Shang Lu looked at Meng Xiang, who was sitting on the side.

He knew exactly what he wanted in his heart.

"It's me who I'm sorry for you, Xiyang, but I can't give you happiness, and separating is the best choice for us. I will bless you. He said lightly.

"Shang Lu!"

Ye Xiyang stepped on the spot angrily, but the phone had been hung up by Shang Lu, she angrily threw away the mobile phone in her hand, and her angry chest rose and fell.

Lu Qi was reluctant to pay attention to himself now.

Now she has really lost Shang Lu.

And the Ye family is also crumbling now, everything is completely not as she wants, but what about Meng Fanxing?

Shang Lu not only sponsored her show, but now she is chasing to the United States regardless of her body, and now Meng Fanxing has also caught up with Zhou Zhennan and signed into Hailey's hands.

Who is Haley?

In the future, Meng Fanxing, who was trampled under her feet, was not going to turn over and take revenge on her?

The person she arranged that day never replied to her, only saying that Meng Fanxing was rescued by Shang Lu.

That......

Thinking of this, Ye Xiyang's back suddenly felt cold.

With Shang Lu's current spoiling of Meng Fanxing, if he goes to investigate that matter one day, what if he finds out anything else?

Ye Xiyang swallowed his saliva vigorously, trying to stabilize his breathing.

She wouldn't be so unlucky, and those things would not have been found out after many years.

***

When Meng Fanxing walked to the living room, the mobile phone in her hand also rang, it was Hailey who sent her a message, she had already booked a ticket for her, and asked her to come back to record the show.

And Hailey also took over other jobs for Meng Fanxing, and now she has to sing the theme song for an IP-changed movie.

Meng Fanxing's voice itself is good, Hailey pulled this opportunity for her, and Meng Fanxing of course cherished it, so she went upstairs and started to pack her things.

When Meng Xiang ran up, he saw that her box had been neatly packed, and there was a look of loss in his eyes.

"Mom, are you leaving again?"