Chapter 256: Landscape Theory
Ji also thought a lot, and then turned his head to look at Song.
"I replied to your first letter because I didn't want you to be distracted by your reply."
When he received Song's first letter, Ji originally didn't want to reply, because he knew that Song was at a critical time and should not be disturbed by miscellaneous matters.
But comparing her heart to her heart, although she has no experience in writing letters, she still understands the loss of not being able to reply when the message is sent.
I am afraid that replying to the letter will distract Song, and I am afraid that not replying to the letter will make Song even more worried.
After thinking about it, I still replied to one, and specially noted at the end of the letter that I would not reply after reading.
Unexpectedly, I received a second and third letter later......
Ji is afraid that it will be endless to go back.
No matter where she stays, falling in love before the exam is a taboo, in case Song plays abnormally because of this, won't she become a sinner?
But if he doesn't reply, will it also cause him to play abnormally......
The more I think about it, the more confusing it becomes.
Ji felt that he had to be decisive, so he finally locked the written reply in a drawer.
Facts have proved that Song's self-control is still quite strong.
After those two letters, no more letters came.
Ji also felt that she might accidentally extinguish the peach blossoms that she had managed to bloom with great difficulty.
When I think about it later, I think it's nothing.
She and Song may both have a temporary brain fever, and it is good to have a cooling period.
But now it seems that not much has changed after cooling......
"I don't reply to your last two letters, also because I am afraid that you will be distracted, and because I ......" Ji paused, calmly meeting Song's gaze, "and because I need to think about something clearly." ”
Song's eyes were slightly dumbfounded, and the light shimmered.
"Then you, have you thought it through?"
Ji asked rhetorically: "What about you?" Do you know what you're doing? ”
"I ...... The reason why I want to take the township test is not only because of myself, but also because of a person. ”
Song answered a little at first, but this hesitation only lasted for a moment, and then his eyes became firm, and his words became more straightforward.
"I want to take her out of the places that make her unhappy, I want to take her outside to see more beautiful scenery, and I want to give her all the best and best things in the world."
He didn't say who it was, but Ji knew who it was.
If the two of them were still in a hazy state before, then Song's words were tantamount to uncovering the light veil in the middle with his own hands.
Ji did a good job of expression management, and he couldn't see anything on his face, but his ears were a little hot.
That's ...... Confessed, right?
Lifetime Series ...... If you live for a long time, you can really encounter anything.
Although she had seen pigs run, she was still a little excited when it was her turn.
Peeked at Song's side.
Song's face looked quite calm, although he knew at a glance that it was pretending.
Looking up again, sure enough, the tips of the ears were red and dripping blood.
Ji's scrutiny made Song's already stiff body even stiffer, and his hands unconsciously twisted the book.
The book is no longer readable.
With his appearance, Ji has relaxed a lot.
"That ......," she cleared her throat, "good idea." ”
Song paused, his eyes looked over: "Then you are the ...... answer?"
Song didn't finish his words, and Ji didn't give a clear answer.
But he had vaguely touched Ji's mind, and although he was not completely sure, he was happy enough.
The two looked at each other, their eyes parting at the touch of a touch, and then looking into the distance in unison, their movements almost identical, but their moods were slightly different.
Ji casually pulled a grass and played with it in his hand, and suddenly spoke, his expression was careless, but his tone was serious.
"The world is so big, and there are so many beautiful landscapes. If you look at it alone, you can't talk about happiness and sadness, and you can't talk about it.
If you are lucky enough to have someone as your companion, it is good. It's just that two people are on the same road, after all, it is not better than walking alone, and they are most likely to be hurt by the edges and corners of each other's bodies. When the edges and corners were finally smoothed, other problems emerged one after another.
After the problem is solved, and it hasn't been long on the road, maybe I feel that only two people are too boring, and I want to find another travel companion to comfort the loneliness of the journey. So the original two-seater carriage had one more person.
Later, I feel bored, or I see someone more beautiful than the scenery is suitable for companionship...... In this way, station after stop, there is always a more beautiful scenery, and there is always a more suitable person to be a companion.
And the two people who originally met to see the scenery are still there, but their moods are very different. There are too many people and too many things between them, so that even if they are on the same road, it is difficult to be together, even if they stand in front of each other, they are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.
Just like a person who has lost his sense of taste, no matter how much delicacies you give him, it will be like wax to him.
Maybe the children have been in pain for half a lifetime, and when they are about to wake up, what they want to see has never been a landscape.
So why bother in the first place? ”
Ji said quietly, and Song listened quietly.
The two did not look at each other, but looked in the same direction very tacitly, where the sky was high and the clouds were light, and occasionally birds passed by, and disappeared in a flash.
As the words fell, the wind seemed to stop, and they could hear each other's heartbeats.
It seemed like a long time, and it seemed like it was only a moment.
Song spoke, and his voice was more serious than ever.
"I rarely want anything beyond my means, and I've never been greedy for anyone or anything.
It's just that there are some things that can be controlled by manpower. And there are some things that can't be stopped by manpower. Why not listen to your heart?
I know that the sky is high and the earth is wide, and I also know that there are thousands of purples and thousands of reds in this world, but only one flower enters my eyes, and then the rest of my life is this one.
For me, it's never the road or the scenery that matters, it's the person.
I want to be with her, and I want her to be with me. Just me and her, no one more. ”
Song's confession, is Ji happy to hear it?
In all fairness, happy indeed.
She didn't say anything about the landscape, not to make any promises.
No matter how sincere you are when you promise, when you break your promise in the future, you may not be sincere.
So it's not necessary at all.
She was just showing her attitude to Song.
Obviously, Song understood it and gave his own reply.
Although too many things will change over time, at least for now, both of them are sincere.
One day, something happens that you can't go down the same road anymore, and with today's conversation in front, you can wave your hand, one or two wide, and go to see the scenery you like to see.
Song saw that Ji didn't speak for a long time, and his throat was a little tight.
"What do you think?"
Ji suddenly tilted his head: "How else can you see, look at it with your eyes." ”
Song was stunned, and Ji had already laughed.
Her smile was like spring waves on a calm lake, and the whole person became more and more vivid and bright.
Song came back to his senses, the corners of his lips turned up little by little, and he couldn't hold it down in the end.