Chapter 93: Guilt

Shuzhu thought about many possibilities.

But she denied them one by one.

She looked at Yun Rong with burning eyes.

There is no sense of familiarity.

But she wanted to find an answer from this unfamiliarity.

Yun Rong noticed her gaze, and she had calmed down from the excitement she was when she first saw Shuzhu.

Rebirth is a bit too bizarre.

She hadn't thought about telling the truth right now.

Because even if he says it, Shuzhu may not believe it.

She thought for a while and said, "You will slowly understand who I am later, but now, I want you to follow me, do you agree?" ”

Shuzhu pursed his lips and didn't speak, as if he was thinking.

But the time to think about this is too difficult.

Even though Yun Rong was anxious in her heart, she didn't make a sound of urging.

Just when she didn't know what to do, a door was opened in the alley behind her.

A round head was revealed at the door, she looked at this side with big eyes, some confusion, and then shouted in a milky voice: "Auntie, Daddy called you home for dinner." ”

Shuzhu's thoughts were interrupted.

She turned her head to look at the little head exposed at the door, and there was a touch of tenderness on her face: "I know, you go back first, and my mother will come in a while." ”

Yun Rong was stunned for a moment, and the loss in her heart quietly dissipated.

She looked at Shuzhu and couldn't tell what she was feeling in her heart: "You, married." ”

Hearing her words, Shuzhu came back to his senses, and the warmth on his face had not yet dissipated: "Hmm." ”

Yun Rong was silent and said with a smile: "I'm sorry, I bothered just now." ”

With that, she turned and left.

Twelve years ago, it had passed, and since she had found happiness, why bother her again.

In the final analysis, whether to take revenge or not is her own business.

Shuzhu looked at her back, and her heart ached, she didn't know how she could feel this way, but she just felt sad.

It was as if something important was leaving her.

She chased after her, blocked in front of Yun Rong, frowned and asked, "Why do you know those words?" ”

The girl is pregnant with spring, and her expectations for the other half of the future are all listened to with another person when the cool breeze is blowing on a summer night.

But the man had died twelve years earlier.

Yun Rong smiled and said, "I just dreamed about it by chance, that's why I met you today." ”

Shuzhu was skeptical of her words, but he couldn't find a reasonable explanation.

Yun Rong looked at her, her face under the veil was not very clear, but the eyes that appeared outside the veil were familiar, but there was a hint of strangeness.

She crossed her and didn't stay any longer.

This time, Shuzhu didn't stop again, just stared at her back for a long time until he couldn't see it anymore.

The child in the house poked his head out again: "Auntie." ”

Shuzhu came back to her senses, and then she realized that she had already burst into tears.

She raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and where her fingertips passed, her skin was like a sinuous ravine, uneven.

After sorting out her thoughts, she turned around and walked back.

When the child saw her coming, he pounced on her with joy.

Shuzhu picked up the child and walked along the bluestone path.

In the house, there was already a meal prepared by a man on the table, and the three dishes and one soup were very delicious.

But Shuzhu has no appetite at all.

The man looked at her and smiled, and asked, "Who was talking to you just now?" ”

Shuzhu put the child down and replied very casually: "Passing." ”

The man looked into her eyes and said with a smile: "You'd better remember your identity and don't look for trouble." ”

Maybe it was Yun Rong's words that made her heart ripple, or maybe she was tired of listening to this sentence after listening to it for twelve years.

Shuzhu just smiled and said to the child next to him: "Tong'er, you go out to play for a while, my mother has something to say to your father." ”

Although children do not understand what is going on between adults, their minds are still extremely sensitive.

She raised her head, her gaze wandered between the two of them for a few moments, and then she nodded and said, "Then A-Niang should hurry up and say, Tong'er is a little hungry." ”

Shuzhu touched her head and nodded, and said with a smile: "Okay, you little gluttonous cat, go quickly." ”

Tong'er then turned around and went out to play.

The man didn't know why she had to take the child away, frowned, his face turned cold, and asked, "Did you hear what I told you?" ”

Shuzhu put away the smile on his face, looked up at the man in front of him, and said, "Lu Shen, let's leave the capital." ”

Lu Shen was stunned for a moment, looked at Shuzhu, and said for a while: "What are you crazy about?" ”

Shuzhu didn't answer his words, but said: "It's been so many years, you go and talk about it on the prince's side, and he should let you go." ”

Lu Shen sighed in his heart, turned his head, glanced at Shuzhu with some meaning, and then said, "What His Royal Highness the Prince?" Aren't you crazy? His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is also something you can meet if I want to meet? ”

Shuzhu didn't care much about the meaning of his words, stared at the food on the table, and said: "Actually, I already knew, otherwise how could there be such a coincidence, I was chased and killed, and you just saved me." ”

Twelve years ago, Shuzhu discovered Pei Yan's movements, took Yu Jin out of the new house, and sent him out of the gate of King Rui's mansion.

Then, in order to buy time for Yu Jin, she stopped the pursuers of Rui Wangfu alone.

Nearly died at the hands of those pursuers.

At this moment, Lu Shen fell from the sky and saved her.

The wound on her face came at that time.

Disfigured, and almost lost his life.

If it weren't for Lu Shen, twelve years ago, she would be gone.

But Yu Lu Shen, she didn't like it much, but he saved her.

She was not a person who did not repay her kindness, so she married him and gave birth to a daughter for him.

Later, Xu was that things had passed too long, maybe she gave birth to a child, and Lu Shen let down his guard against her.

So, there are some things, she slowly found some clues.

At first, I didn't say it because she had Lu Tong, and it had been many years since the Yu family was wiped out at that time.

She also has no definite evidence to prove that Lu Shen sacrificed his life to save her, this is a trap.

But Yun Rong's words today hit her too hard, and she didn't want to deceive herself anymore.

Lu Shen turned his face away, and said a little unnaturally: "You think too much, that incident is a coincidence." ”

"Then is it a coincidence that you go to the Prince's Mansion once a month in the middle of the month?" Shuzhu looked at him, as if waiting for an answer.

Lu Shen pursed his lips, stopped the topic, and said, "Let's eat first, it's going to be cold in a while." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Shuzhu knocked the food to the ground.

Lu Shen didn't lose his temper, but just took a broom from the side and swept away the food that had been spilled on the ground one by one.

Shuzhu held his breath in his chest, he didn't vomit, he didn't vomit, he didn't vomit, it was very uncomfortable.

But the man in front of him didn't want to say anything.

This made her very passive.

And she didn't really want to leave the capital, she just felt guilty.

Guilt for Yu Jin, guilt for everyone in the Yu family.

This guilt is like a dense net, netting her in it, and she can't breathe.

The room fell silent all of a sudden, and Lu Shen put down the broom in his hand and didn't want to say anything.

Shuzhu got angry, stood up, pulled Lu Shen over, kept beating his chest with both hands, and cried: "You talk, you speak......"

Lu Shen shook her hand away and sighed heavily, but did not speak.

Lu Tong heard Shuzhu's cry outside, and walked in with short legs: "Daddy, Auntie, are you finished?" Kiri'er is hungry. ”

Shuzhu turned his head away, wiped away his tears, and then picked up Lu Tong, changed his smile and said, "Tong'er is hungry, so is it okay for A-Niang to take Tong'er out to eat delicious?" ”

Lu Tong nodded and said, "That Tong'er wants to eat a lot." ”

"Okay." Shuzhu agreed with a smile, ignored Lu Shen next to him, and went out with Lu Tong in his arms.

And Lu Shen also walked out of the back door after Shuzhu went out.

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Although Yun Rong sent Lu Nong and Deng Xu to take the first step.

But Lu Nong didn't worry about her alone, so she and Deng Xu had been waiting for her at the mouth of the alley not far away.

"Miss, are you going home?"

Lunon helped her into the carriage, not saying a word about what was happening in the alley.

Yun Rong nodded, and the carriage slowly walked back.

She seemed a little tired, and after getting into the carriage, she didn't open again.

I kept leaning against the wall of the car, and I never even opened my eyes.

Lu Non looked at her, a little worried, but didn't know how to speak, thought about it, and asked, "Miss, do you want to eat something?" ”

Yun Rong leaned against the wall of the car and did not speak.

After a while, the carriage stopped at the gate of Yunfu.

Lunon helped her out of the carriage.

After Yun Rong returned to Fangcao Pavilion, she entered the study and did not come out again until the willow tops on the moon.

The two maids stomped their feet anxiously outside the study, but no one dared to disturb them.

Fuliu looked at the closed door and asked quietly, "Sister Lunon, Miss won't want to open it, right?" ”

Lu Nong was also worried, but when she heard this, she shook her head and said, "No." ”

Although she didn't know what was going on, Yun Rong was never the kind of person in her heart who looked for a short time for a little thing.

Fuliu let out an 'oh' and didn't ask any more.

So the two maids sat down under the porch, looking at the moon overhead.

The moon rose higher and higher, but it was pitch black in the study, and there was no light at all.

Fuliu couldn't wait any longer, stood up, looked at Lu Non and said, "Sister Lu Nong, why don't I go in and have a look?" ”

Lunon nodded, and the two of them walked towards the door of the study.

Fuliu glanced at Lu Non and raised his hand to knock on the door.

However, before she could make a move, the closed door opened from the inside.

Yun Rong walked out of the house, saw the two maids outside the door, and was stunned for a moment, and said, "I'm a little hungry, go get something to eat." ”

Lunon let out an 'oops' and turned to run to the kitchen.

Fuliu cautiously followed her and went to the flower hall.