Chapter 38: We All Need Courage
On the way to sing, Fang Zichun asked Lan Keer: "Ke'er, do you remember how many times we sang together in high school?" ”
"My memory is a little vague, but the last time I heard you say it was twice! Then I remembered......"
"Remember the situation?"
"Remember! Once with Yu Fei and Xu Qianqian, and the other time was at summer camp! ”
"I miss the summer camp, I could have done a very brave thing, but I didn't have the courage to do it, hey!"
"When have you ever been brave? Ha ha. ”
"That summer camp was supposed to be a good time for me to confess to you, but my pig brain actually missed ......"
"Confession?"
"Looks like you've forgotten ......"
"How can you forget? Could it be that the girl you're talking about is me? ”
Lan Keer knew the answer early in the morning, but she still had to confirm that she wanted to listen to Fang Zichun in person, just like when she met Fang Zichun's voice on the radio at the beginning, when she heard that song, she remembered her original doubts, which she had been haunted by in her heart for more than 20 years.
This question takes them into a time tunnel at the same time......
It was the summer vacation of the second year of high school, and Fang Zichun and Lan Keer signed up for the summer math summer camp at the same time, which is called a summer camp, that is, the education system organized high school students in the university to conduct a two-week intensive teaching of mathematics improvement......
Lan Keer almost didn't talk to Fang Zichun during the summer camp, she always stayed with her female classmates, although Fang Zichun was observing Lan Keer at all times, but he was very timid and never dared to approach Lan Keer easily.
Outside of studying, the students would eat together, go shopping, and go to the countryside on weekends, but the two of them had never participated in these activities together, let alone alone......
It's just that the only time when all the classmates meet to go to karaoke together, they have the opportunity to sing together. At that time, Fang Zichun was very good at singing Beyond's songs, and his singing skills were obvious to his classmates. He ordered a song by Huang Jiaju's "Like You", and before singing, he took the microphone and said something:
"The following song I want to give to a girl I have liked for a long time, I hope she can hear it! I can understand! ”
"Who? Zichun? Confess, confess......" A group of boys surrounded Fang Zichun, with some aggressive momentum, but Fang Zichun was tight-lipped:
"I'm going to start singing, can you listen to me sing...... Don't ask me anything else....... As he spoke, he stared at Lan Ke'er who was sitting in the corner, she was chatting with her companion, and he didn't know if he had heard what Fang Zichun said.
When Fang Zichun was singing Huang Jiaju's song "Like You" with dedication, Ke'er quietly looked in his direction, she saw him singing so devotedly, so affectionate, and she was very worried: "Who did he say just now?" With so many girls sitting here, who does he like? Kerr thought to herself...... She obviously heard that paragraph, but she didn't dare to look at Fang Zichun squarely.
When Fang Zichun sang:
May you know now
It's from the bottom of my heart
I like your eyes
The laughter is even more charming
May I caress you again
That lovely face......
He looked in the direction of Lan Keer again......
Kerr was afraid of colliding with his gaze, so she pretended to be chatting with the girl next to her......
Towards the end, these words came from the microphone:
Walk alone every night
It's cold everywhere
In the past, I struggled with myself
Never knew her pain
I like your eyes
The laughter is even more charming
May I caress you again
That lovely face
Hold hands and talk in your dreams
Like yesterday you and me
Should be do should be do
Should be do should be do……
Fang Zichun stared at Lan Ke'er again, at this time Ke'er also looked at him, the eyes of the two people happened to collide together, Ke'er's face was red and hot all of a sudden, she lowered her head embarrassedly, Zichun guessed that Ke'er had understood his thoughts, so he smiled warmly, secretly happy in his heart......
After singing this song, a group of boys surrounded Fang Zichun and interrogated him for a long time, but he still avoided answering, his eyes never left Ke'er, he was just concerned about whether Ke'er had received his signal.
At that time, Ke'er drew a big question mark in her heart, she understood that it was possible that Fang Zichun sang to her, but she just hoped that Zichun could tell her clearly, but until she graduated, she didn't wait for the answer she wanted......
The memories of the two made them laugh, they didn't expect to be so stupid at that time.
"Ke'er, what did you think at that time?"
"I think what if you sang it to Lin Sixue? Wasn't she there at the time? ”
"Why did you mention her again? Don't mention her in the future! ”
"Although I didn't think that way at the time, and I'm joking with you now, I don't feel happy when I think about you......"
"Don't be unhappy, how could I pay attention to her then? The mind is on you, and it is still and will be ...... in the future."
"I ...... I didn't have an idea, I was waiting for you to tell me personally, but you never ......"
"That was actually the best opportunity for me to confess, Mr. Wang was not there, no one was staring at me, my parents were not there, no one was taking care of me, and I couldn't understand who I used to be!"
"It's all gone...... If you had confessed to me at the time, a lot of things would have changed since then......"
"If I confessed, would you agree?"
Kerr nodded shyly......
Fang Zichun held Ke'er's right hand with his left hand while driving, and kissed it gently: "Then Ke'er is already my person...... It's a shame! But it's not bad now, just like Luo Xiaoyao said, now we may know how to cherish and tolerate each other better! ”
"At that time, we all lacked courage, we were not brave people! Zichun, I suddenly want to listen to Liang Jingru's courage, come and listen to it. Keer said eagerly.
And so the familiar melody drifted to their ears......
This memory made each other so unforgettable, and it also made them relive the most reluctant student days. When they first fell in love, that kind of green and hazy good feeling existed in their hearts, but they just didn't have the courage to say it.
If his classmates were forcing Fang Zichun to ask him at that time, he could boldly say, "That girl is Lan Keer!" Or Lan Keer can boldly ask, "Are you singing this song to me?" Is that not a later miss?
But if it's just if, there is no "if" in the world, and those things that are destined in the dark are the best answer! Now, if they want to be together, they need courage even more! As sung in "Courage":
The decision was finally made
I don't care what others say
As long as you're just as sure
I would like to go with you to the ends of the earth
I know it's not easy
My mind has been reviewing to convince myself
I'm most afraid that you will suddenly say that you want to give up
Love really takes courage
Come face to the gossip
As long as you look at it for sure
My love has meaning
We all need courage
To believe that we will be together
The crowds are crowded, I can feel you
Put it in the palm of my hand
Your sincerity
The decision was finally made
I don't care what others say
As long as you're just as sure
I would like to go with you to the ends of the earth
I know it's not easy
My mind has been reviewing to convince myself
I'm most afraid that you will suddenly say that you want to give up
Love really takes courage
Come face to the gossip
As long as you look at it for sure
My love has meaning
We all need courage
To believe that we will be together
The crowds are crowded, I can feel you
Put it in the palm of my hand
Your sincerity
If my strength is willful
will accidentally hurt you
Can you remind gently
I'm too anxious though
More afraid of missing you
Love really takes courage
Come face to the gossip
As long as you look at it for sure
My love has meaning
We all need courage
To believe that we will be together
The crowds are crowded, I can feel you
Put it in the palm of my hand
Your sincerity............