At eleven o'clock on the third night without code words, I asked myself again why I didn't have a penny, and no one read it, why did I insist on it? I typed almost more than 1.4 million words, right? Is it because of a dream? It seems that I did have a fantasy but it doesn't seem to be quite~ I used to always look forward to what will happen next, and I look forward to what kind of encounters the people in the book will have, but then it seems to have fallen flat, just ordinary~ But why did you insist on it?

I've been confused for a long time, and I've forgotten the reasons why I wanted to give up and persevere~ Now I finally remember it again~

It's because of loneliness~ If you've been alone for too long, you will always want to talk to someone~ No matter who you are, I remember that I once wished I could meet a ghost, or even have another personality, so that I wouldn't be so lonely~

But after all, it's just a luxury, I always play the role of a passerby, pretending to be enthusiastic, outgoing, funny, and then meeting someone, chatting hotly, and then gradually falling flat, maybe because the play is so good, so they never know what they mean to me, they don't know that under that smiling face is a fragile, dissatisfied heart so that when they leave, they never notice my loss......

If you really have a second personality one day, you can probably chat with each other, right?

Until now I finally remembered what codewords really meant to me - it made me feel that I was not so lonely, there were many people in the book who accompanied me, telling me their stories, I was really glad that I was a wild man, there would be no outline or anything, even if there was a plot after the idea but who I met, whether it was a man or a woman, good or bad, what kind of character was a fog, where the characters in the book went and then unveiled them for me......

It's so good, I seem to have found the meaning of codewords for me again~

Who do I meet, what kind of dialogue will there be? How far ...... future is the person I love? As if I heard the roar of "Zhou Guan", I always say fast, fast, you won't be single forever...... Hehe~ Although "Zhou Guan" is also a thought in my heart, many times he seems to be sitting in front of me, looking at me with a finger of Zen code with earnest and impatient eyes, as if urging me to let him meet that she or them as soon as possible......

"Thank you for making me not so lonely in the process of coding words, thank you for making me forget that I am alone...... Thank you for allowing me to meet you and for telling me the story......"

Thirty questions about darkness, my favorite song in the series, I feel very resonant~~ Share it with you who accompany me~ and readers who don't know whether it exists~ This is probably one of the reasons why Zhou Guan has only one soul borrowing the body of the original owner~ "So, which one of me is on the scene?

black and white

- "Multiple Personalities" of the Thirty Dark Questions

Selected songs: The farthest distance - Sha Baoliang

Planning/Post-production: McDull doesn't eat books

Producer: Fu Shashu

Lyrics/Copywriting: Jiang Xinnuo [Luan Fengming]

Singing: _CcccEs [Luan Fengming], Tiger Oba

Harmony Writing: Anan Sara

Backing vocals: _CcccEs [Luan Fengming], Tiger Oba, Anan Saara

Poster: KA. U】

Video: Tsukamoto's Legacy [Aidi Pictures]

Copywriter: He's the other one hidden in your body. He is more resolute and ruthless than you, and he never drags his feet. You don't like his darkness and are always afraid that he will hurt the people around you, but you have to admit that in the face of this complex, hypocritical and terrible world, he is far better than you. He is so powerful that you know that you are finished, and one day you will be completely replaced by him, and you can only resign yourself to this cruel future. But do you remember how the kid who was hiding in the corner cried and prayed for protection, he suddenly appeared, dealt with your fears and troubles, and then came back to greet you at a safe moment: Hey, you guy, it's time to wake up.

White:

The blank soul of life abruptly enclosed into the darkness

Familiar but can't get used to him

Black:

The stage of destiny is the only one that lacks the rehearsal

I'll guess which one it is

White:

From which time to mourn and from which time to fright

And he is braver than me, and I should be grateful to be replaced

The black and white veins are clearly prosperous and declining

It was the first time I was calm in the face of extinction

It's just that I'm worried about whether he'll do anything to that girl

Kinder than me

Black:

Pursing her lips in silence, trembling and patient

Cowardice who cannot be independent is disgusting

Replace it too simple to the end but forget the original intention

Why am I here?

Black:

Is there any contrary that can not be pronounced?

I just need to be resolute, but not decisive

Black: May he be brave (White: Let Him Go)

Black: I'll Leave (White: Survive and Die)

Black:

The dilemma of attacking and defending this road has become more and more deviant

About that girl forgive this heart is too narrow

I heard it was love

Black: May he not change (White: If he leaves)

Black: I'll always be there (White: Will I be lonely)

Black:

I will bear the hardships of this floating world for him

If still lingering

WHITE: The future is delayed

He: Is it also love?