Chapter 10: I'll Wait for You
Lan Keer thinks about Fang Zichun every day except for eating, and even when he is in a working state, he can't concentrate on it, and is always in a state of dissociation, so the efficiency is very low. But this kind of longing makes people feel very happy and sweet, and sometimes they will unconsciously giggle alone without warning. This is a feeling she has never felt when she is so old, even when she was in love when she was young, she didn't know what was wrong with her, and she kept wanting to stare at her phone, for fear of missing Fang Zichun's information. This may be what people often call "love", is it the feeling that she and Fang Zichun are in love?
Suddenly it rained in the sky, and the light rain was pouring outside the window, and there was a pair of lovers with umbrellas in the distance, maybe the umbrella was whispering, it was really a romantic picture. This reminded Kerr of the rain in the past......
The screen cuts to 1996
One day after school, Ke'er walked alone on the way home, the originally clear sky was suddenly cloudy, the weather suddenly changed, the wind and rain came into battle, like a symphony without warning, she didn't have time to hide under the eaves, the rain crackled and fell, when she was about to run to the opposite store to hide from the rain, suddenly felt that there was no rain, it turned out that there was an umbrella above his head, he turned around, Fang Zichun was standing in front of him, the smiling eyes were looking at her, Ke'er also smiled: "Does anyone else bring an umbrella today?" ”
"Just in time." Fang Zichun said embarrassedly.
"That's also a coincidence to see me being drenched in soup." Kerr covered her mouth and laughed.
"I'll send you home, dry your hair quickly when you get home, or you'll catch a cold."
Ke'er blushed all of a sudden, and looked at Fang Zichun shyly......
"Zichun, it's time for you to go home and open the door, Teacher Wang said that your father forgot to bring the key, tell you to go back quickly, I'll send Ke'er, you hurry up......"
Yu Fei didn't know where to get out, as soon as he grabbed Fang Zichun's umbrella, he kept sending code words to Fang Zichun, meaning to say, "Brother, give me such a good opportunity!" ”
Fang Zichun held the handle of the umbrella tighter, his heart aroused anger but he didn't dare to show it, he was stalemate for a while, and he could only slowly let go of his hand helplessly.
When Lan Ke'er saw this kind of scene, a sense of loss welled up in her heart, she didn't look at Yu Fei at all, just looked directly at Fang Zichun, and saw that the moment his clenched hand slowly let go, she suddenly turned around and ran, running so suddenly and so fast......
Yu Fei stepped forward to chase after him, and Lan Ke'er turned around and said, "No need, please don't follow me ......." ”
Looking at Ke'er's distant back, Fang Zichun stood in the rain in a daze, he felt Ke'er's reluctance and sadness, but he never mustered up the courage to resist Yu Fei's unreasonable demands.
"Why are you holding your umbrella so tightly? Have you wanted to send Kerr for a long time? Yu Fei threw the umbrella vigorously in front of Fang Zichun and left angrily, which made them ignore the other party for several days......
The picture switches back again, at this moment, Fang Zichun, who is far away in Tokyo, Japan, is also sheltering from the rain under the eaves, and was originally on a field trip for the cooperation project to be designed, but it rained heavily, and this hiding was a long time, and he also remembered the rain in high school. took out his mobile phone and sent a WeChat message to Keer:
"Ke'er, I will never let you get wet in the rain again, I apologize to you for the rain in 96, I am not good, I should insist on sending you home."
"It's all over, and I know that you have a hard time at that time."
"My distress is not a reason, it's all my fault."
"You're obviously not wrong, what do you want me to forgive?"
"Remember that?"
"Of course, it's raining in Shanghai, too, I'm reminiscing."
"We're still so tacit!"
"I'm going to leave work right away, but I have an umbrella in my car, because no one has given me an umbrella since then, so I have to bring my own umbrella every day."
"Except for me, no one else is allowed to send you an umbrella!"
"Far away you?"
Far away you...... Fang Zichun was speechless, he still didn't know how long he would stay in Japan, two or three years? Or longer? So he never told Kerr where he was, he has always been a person who doesn't give promises randomly.
"I'll come back to you!"
Kerr knew that the distance between the two people was the biggest problem, and she didn't dare to think about it, nor could she think about these practical problems in front of her.
"I'll wait for you!"
Lan Ke'er is a very empathetic girl, she understands that Fang Zichun must have something difficult to say in her heart after being silent for a long time, she won't ask more, she just said what she wanted to say.
Fang Zichun was completely moved by these three words.
"I love you, Kerr, very much!"
"Okay, I'm going to get off work, you can go and get busy with your design, work is the most important, don't chat at work."
"Okay, Kerr, wait for me that night!"
I don't know when it started, chatting before going to bed at night became their habit, a habit that didn't need to be agreed.
At night, the people around them fell asleep, and it was the happiest moment for Fang Zichun and Lan Ke'er after a busy day, because they could chat, and even video, and the two people who were far away relied on this way to relieve the pain of lovesickness.
"Zichun, will we meet forever?"
"Maybe we're like the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, we can only see each other once a year."
"Is that rain today our tears?"
"The Cowherd misses the Weaver Girl every day."
"The Weaver Girl wants to ask the Cowherd why she hasn't seen her for more than 20 years?"
"Because the Cowherd thought that the Weaver Girl had forgotten him, and later the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl had their own families, their own children, their own work and life......"
"If you knew that the Weaver Girl should not get married, and you should not have children......"
"Cowherd doesn't think so."
"So is the Cowherd going to see the Weaver Girl?"
Unexpectedly, Fang Zichun and Lan Ke'er had a joking conversation, but Ke'er took it seriously, and she cried sadly again......
"How is it possible, Ke'er, I want to fly to your side now......, let's not talk about the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, it's inappropriate to use them to describe us, I'm wrong, Ke'er."
"I want to know why you haven't dared to chase me all along? High school is for studying, but what about graduation? After graduation, two people can't be together if they are far apart, right? ”
It seems that Ke'er still wants to understand the ten thousand whys in her heart.
"Ke'er, there's one thing I've always wanted to ask you."
"What's the matter?"
"When I graduated, everyone had to divide their own things, we were admitted to different cities, I went to Guangzhou, which was so far away, and I heard a passage from you in the mouth of my classmates, which made me very disappointed, and I thought you didn't like me at that time......"
"What do you think I said?"
"A good friend of yours asked you, Fang Zichun went so far away, would you wait for him? But you said, "Wait, so far away, I won't wait for him any longer." ”
"Did I say that? Did you hear me say it myself? ”
"I was a little disheartened when I heard that."
"You'd rather believe what others say than ask me in person, and you don't believe your own feelings, and you'll never take the initiative yourself?"
"If I asked you, what would you say?"
"I will still say those three words the same as today, I will wait for you!"
"My past self was so hateful!"
"I want to make it clear that I didn't say those things back then, and I don't know who would say anything to you."
"I'm sorry, Kerr, I was too unconfident back then."
"You don't believe in your feelings, three years of high school, although we don't have much contact on the surface, but many things you look back on, you should be more confident than others, if you have half of Yu Fei's initiative, Lan Keer would have been by your side for a long time, because she has been waiting for you, high school has been waiting for you for three years to say what is in your heart to her, you didn't say it until you graduated, went to college, she was also waiting for you to appear in front of her one day, but you never appeared, and then she really needed someone to protect her, he thought you gave up on her, She decided to give up waiting for you, but she still hopes that a miracle will happen someday......"
"Kerr......
Lan Keer actually has a lot of things on her mind to tell Fang Zichun, he wants Fang Zichun to know more about her, she wants Fang Zichun to know, she has been thinking about him in her heart, she hopes that he can become more active......
"Kerr, I hate that I was back then, from now on, I will change myself, because I know that my favorite Kerr has been waiting for me!"
"It's not early, wait for your people to want to sleep."
"Then I'll say goodnight to my Kerr today."
It's another sleepless night, two people who are used to going to bed late, now it's even more difficult to fall asleep, and the torment of longing can only be experienced by two people who are deeply in love, that kind of bitter and sweet complex taste......
Late at night, Lan Keer released a new song in the wheat bar, Karen Mok's "Love", which was the song she sang to Fang Zichun:
If it weren't for loving you
How can you not be sleepy in the middle of the night?
Every thought is about you
I miss you so much I miss you
If it weren't for loving you
How can there be uneasy emotions
Every inexplicable day
I miss you so much I miss you
Love is something that torments people
But he was reluctant to give up like this
Keep speculating about your psyche
My name can be on it
If it weren't for loving you
How can you sigh inadvertently
There is a feeling of incompleteness
Love you, love you
Love you
Love is my only secret
Heartbreaking yet fascinating
No matter what the words are used
I will only miss you
If it weren't for loving you
How can you sigh inadvertently
There is a feeling of incompleteness
Love you
Love you
Zichun, did you hear that?