Chapter 235: Pastoral. Insecure

Yingchun understood what the prince meant, stepped forward to help the princess back to the room, and saw that she was absent-minded all the way, and asked tentatively:

"Princess, are you thinking about this tonight?"

Lin Wan'er had a sorrow that could not be dissipated in her eyebrows, she was a little tired, looked at her pale face in the mirror, and said slowly:

"Yingchun, do you think I'm useless? Nothing can be protected, and someone else is needed to protect it. ”

She had never hated her sick body so much, she couldn't do anything she wanted, she couldn't even have a child in the simplest way, and she had been dragging down Sheng Limo.

This kind of life is too miserable.

Yingchun could see the self-blame on the princess's face, and hurriedly said: "It's those people who are too vicious, and the princess doesn't have to blame herself." ”

They are low-key enough, they go out very young, and they don't participate in those banquets, and the only time they go to the Spring Outing of Beauty Mountain is to go to the Beauty Mountain Spring Outing.

This can attract hatred, how can you blame the princess?

Lin Wan'er thought back to the figure of Lu Haitang coming and going, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously brought a smile, how good would it be if she was as free and easy as Lu Haitang......

Having a healthy body and having a healthy child is her greatest wish, but judging from the current situation, she is afraid that she will not be able to wait for that time.

glanced at the slightly pale face in the mirror, "Yingchun, put on some fat powder, otherwise the husband should be worried, and change to a more colorful dress." ”

In the rest of the days, we will also have a good life.

It's just that she can't let go of her obsession with having a baby.

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When Lu Haitang returned to the door, he saw Lu Xingshen who was taking the key and preparing to open the door at a glance, the tall and thin figure didn't seem to be fat, compared with before, the temperament of the whole body has changed a lot, and the inferiority complex has disappeared.

Seeing that Lu Xingshen had discovered himself, he walked up quickly, and said with a hint of a smile:

"You came back so late? Tired or not? ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he smelled a smell of fat powder, which was obviously from Fengyue Place, frowned, and took a step back.

Lu Xing Shen hugged the medicinal herbs that he had finally photographed in his arms, pushed open the door, saw Lu Haitang approaching for a moment and took a step back, guessing that she didn't like the taste of those places on him, and quickly explained:

"I didn't expect the auction to be held in Mingyue Tower, and it was inevitable that I would be contaminated with some smells, but I haven't touched them."

The auction process was not so easy, and he had to be careful not to let people find out that he was Lu Xingshen of the Guozijian, and he also bought a mask for this.

It's just that I didn't expect to meet Sheng Shuxue, who was dressed as a man, and was almost recognized.

Lu Haitang also smelled a smell of wine, but he trusted Lu Xingshen, and seeing that he was a little tired, he entered the courtyard and glanced back at Lu Xingshen, who was still standing at the door.

"It's okay, let's get some rest early."

It is normal to avoid some occasions, and for Lu Xingshen who wants to enter the officialdom, this should be just the beginning.

With a low status, it is natural to pay more than others.

Lu Xingshen was inexplicably a little lost, and after locking the courtyard door with the medicinal herb box, he quickly cleaned it and confirmed that there was no other smell on his body before changing into new clothes.

Seeing that the light in Lu Haitang's room was still on, he silently went to the kitchen to prepare dinner, there were only two people, but it was extremely simple, and it was quickly done.

When he was about to knock on Lu Haitang's door, he thought of the fact that he was persuaded to drink a few glasses of wine by Sheng Shuxue, who was disguised as a man, and at that time, in order not to reveal his identity, he could only drink according to Sheng Shuxue, but now he has a headache.

"Knock knock!"

Lu Haitang had just taken a bath and changed into clothes, and while wiping her hair with a dry towel, she opened the door and saw that Lu Xingshen's face was slightly red, so she touched it.

"It's so hot, caused by drinking?"

Lu Xingshen nodded, a little hesitant to tell the story of the Holy Book Snow girl disguised as a man, but he was afraid that Lu Haitang would be unhappy after saying it:

"Well, it doesn't matter, drink less. Eat first, hungry, right? ”

Lu Haitang was really not very hungry, and ate a lot of things in the palace, but he still came to the table and ate a few bites.

After eating, she returned to the house and took out the hangover medicine she used to use to prevent discomfort after drinking from Tianbao's small schoolbag, replaced the modern packaging with a small porcelain bottle, and brought it to the Luxing Shen Room.

Lu Xingshen didn't have the habit of locking the door, Lu Haitang directly pushed the door open and went in, looked at Lu Xingshen who was checking the medicinal materials under the oil lamp, and handed him the medicine.

"It will be better to eat this, don't drink in the future, if there is a place where you have to drink, take me with you, and see who dares to let you drink."

They all bullied him without a background?

Lu Xing stared at Lu Haitang, who cared about him, and the original inexplicable loss was all gone, and he took the small porcelain bottle, and his heart was very happy.

still decided to tell Lu Haitang the reason for his drinking:

"Originally, I didn't have to drink it, but I didn't expect to meet Sheng Shuxue, who was dressed as a woman, and I was worried that my identity would be exposed, so I drank three cups. Unless there are special circumstances, you will never drink alcohol given by others. ”

The rivers and lakes are sinister, who knows what other people put in their wine, if it weren't for the fact that Sheng Shuxue was injured because of him, he would have threatened her as a princess.

After all, it is very unforgivable for Her Royal Highness the eldest princess to visit Mingyue Tower in disguise as a man, and to visit Mingyue Tower with the students of Guozijian.

But anyone with a little brain will not lose both.

Hearing that Lu Xingshen drank the wine given by Sheng Shuxue, Lu Haitang put away his smile, and after seeing Lu Xingshen take the small porcelain bottle, he turned around and left the room.

"Since you're tired, take the medicine and rest well."

She is not a jealous person because of a trivial matter, she believes in Lu Xingshen, and if Lu Xingshen betrays her, no matter who he is, he will not forgive.

It's not a day or two that Sheng Shuxue likes Lu Xingshen, she doesn't bother to pay attention to it, and she really doesn't like a man who can't even resist a little temptation.

The medicinal materials of Sheng Limo are very important to both the princess and Lu Xingshen, and if their identities are exposed at any time, it will cause a series of troubles.

Sheng Shuxue is a rare traverser or has some ability, and women disguise themselves as men to visit the Qinglou is also the same as what is played on TV, a bold and interesting way to pursue, few people will not be tempted.

Lu Haitang was a little sleepy, and he didn't bother to think about this, because this was the process that Lu Xingshen had to go through, and whether he could keep his original intention in the deep water and the staggered power of the court was up to him.

Just when he took off his coat and was about to sleep, there was a knock in the door, and he heard the footsteps of Lu Xingshen, who was nested in the quilt and didn't plan to move.

Lu Xingshen could detect that Lu Haitang's attitude was different during this time, and he was extremely insecure, and he was extremely frightened, even if he was behaving more and more outside, and even made people vigilant.

But when he got home, he was just an ordinary person who longed for love.

The hangover medicine has been eaten, but the effect of the medicine is not so fast, and the dizzy Lu Xing lay on the outside of Lu Haitang with a heavy heart, looking at the top of the bed and wanting to say something.

Worried that Lu Haitang would fall asleep too soon to hear his words, he said nonsense:

"Begonia, you are the only one who has always supported all my motivation, I was too busy during this time and didn't accompany you well, will you blame me?"

He finally understood the feeling that it was difficult to balance career and family in the book, the medicinal materials that Sheng Limo needed had not been bought yet, it would take a few days, and he would definitely not be able to accompany her in the next few days.

Lu Haitang waited quietly for Lu Xingshen to finish speaking, looking at the delicate side face, she couldn't help but feel a little distressed.

Lu Xingshen has gone from nothing to what he is now, and has become a key talent in the eyes of the Guozijian and the Holy Dynasty, he has worked very hard, and it should be encouragement at this time.

"Concentrate on your own business, I've always been there."

She wants to give Lu Xingshen room to grow, instead of blindly protecting, Lu Xingshen also has this strength, but she is too important, and she is as insecure as a child.