Chapter 117: Not even a lover
Leng Yan's words were undoubtedly a blow to Wen Yuanchen.
"What did you say?" Wen Yuanchen's eyes widened, his expression was shocked, and he couldn't believe that this was the words that came out of her mouth.
Leng Yan was not surprised at the man's reaction, and calmly emphasized, "After the child is born, I will take him away." ”
Wen Yuanchen immediately got up from the bed and said with some emotion, "Impossible! What nonsense are you talking about? How could I possibly let you go! ”
As if she hadn't heard, Leng Yan pinned her head to the side and didn't look at him.
Wen Yuanchen clenched his fists, trying to control his emotions.
"You are pregnant with my child, you gave birth to the child in front of me and took it away, do you think that I Wen Yuanchen can't afford to raise you, or do you think that I am incompetent enough to let you come nonsense?" The more Wen Yuanchen spoke, the more angry he became.
He really didn't know what Leng Yan was thinking, in short, no matter what she said, Wen Yuanchen would resolutely not agree.
Leng Yan was a little impatient when she heard this, but she also knew that Wen Yuanchen would not let her go easily.
"I haven't denied that you are the father of the child, and I have never felt that you are incompetent, but I can't face you like I used to." Leng Yan's words were full of indifference, and she had made it clear that there was no possibility of reconciliation between them.
"What the hell are you struggling with? Didn't I tell you, leave the past behind and let's start over? Wen Yuanchen's brows tightened.
"Leave the past? It's simple. Do you think I can be as cold-blooded as you, like no one? Pretend nothing happened? Leng Yan asked with a look of resentment.
Wen Yuanchen's heart was very tired, and he explained to her over and over again, but she didn't seem to listen at all.
"Why can't you just give us another chance and forget the past, is it so hard?" He was really incomprehensible.
Leng Yan snorted lightly, looking at him, her eyes were full of hatred, and her voice trembled and said, "Is it that difficult?" Wen Yuanchen, the person who died was my mother, how could you let me forget! ”
This sentence also deeply pierced Wen Yuanchen's heart, he didn't expect Leng Yan to be so angry about Leng Sujin's death in his heart, but he was really trying his best to redeem it, but he found that he couldn't understand that girl's heart more and more.
"You know what? Whenever I see you, especially when I look at you, I think of my mom and think of her jumping down the stairs like that, with her eyes not closed, lying on the cold floor. Leng Yan had tears in her eyes, recalling the scene at that time.
Wen Yuanchen was also very touched, he felt uncomfortable, and he was silent and didn't know what to say.
Her eyes were staring at me and praying so straight that I felt like she was blaming me for living with the enemy. As long as I face you, I am filled with guilt, how do you say I am going to continue to live with you? Leng Yan's appearance was extremely painful.
She held her head in her hands, her long hair hanging down to her knees, tears sliding down her eyes and dripping on them.
The room was silent, and only her sobs could be heard.
Wen Yuanchen sighed helplessly, "Okay, don't cry, it's not good for children, huh?" ”
But Leng Yan not only didn't stop, but cried more and more sadly.
After a while, seeing that she had calmed down a lot, Wen Yuanchen spoke softly, fighting for himself, "Time will smooth everything out." As long as you are willing to start over with me, we will be happy. ”
Wen Yuanchen firmly believed that she could change her mind.
"Yanyan, you believe me, I will be good to you and the child." Wen Yuanchen looked at her with a firm face, looked at her with extremely sincere eyes, and reassured.
Although Leng Yan was a little moved, after going through so much, she was no longer the little girl she used to be. She learned to be rational and how to face reality.
"Wen Yuanchen, you think things are too good." Leng Yan suddenly felt that this man was not so wise.
Wen Yuanchen has always been very confident in himself, he believes that regardless of life and death, in his eyes, there is a solution to anything.
"Yeonyan, in fact, many things are not as complicated as you think, why can't you take this step bravely, let's try it together. Even if the result is not good, at least there will be no regrets. ”
Leng Yan didn't listen to what he said, and now she knew that she had to recognize the reality, there were too many difficulties in front of them, and Leng Yan didn't have the extra energy to deal with them.
"With our relationship between uncle and nephew, why do you think we have a future?" Leng Yan looked at him coldly, and her tone was aggressive.
Wen Yuanchen was angry, he couldn't imagine that after so long, this girl was still obsessed with the so-called 'uncle-nephew relationship'.
He thought it was ridiculous and asked, "Why not?" ”
Leng Yan touched her belly, which was pregnant with life, and as the mother of the child, she had to protect him from harm.
"If we are together, do we want the child to be pointed at after birth, saying that it was born from an uncle and a niece?" Leng Yan's heart ached, thinking of this child's future, she felt extremely sorry for him.
Wen Yuanchen's expression was extremely serious, "I will not allow such a thing to happen, I promise you that I will definitely let the child live in a healthy and happy environment." ”
Listening to his words, Leng Yan felt like she was listening to a joke.
As soon as she finished talking about what happened after the birth of the child, Leng Yan had another question, and this question was indeed a bit tricky for Wen Yuanchen.
"Even if the child can be protected by us, what about me? What can you give me? After all, I can only follow you without a name or a point, not even a lover. I don't want to live like this again. ”
Leng Yan's attitude was resolute, she could endure it before, but not now. She is afraid that in the future, the child will not be able to hold his head up and will be spurned by others.
Only then did Wen Yuanchen know that Leng Yan had been worried about this, and he secretly made up his mind that he would not let Leng Yan be bothered by this matter again.
"For you, I will work hard to turn things that have no name and no division into a righteous one." Wen Yuanchen's tone was very light, but his eyes were firm.
It's just that Leng Yan doesn't believe him, and it can be said that she can't believe it. She was also afraid that she really believed in Wen Yuanchen, and in the end ended up with a bamboo basket for water, so she just listened.
"Then let's wait until you're done." Leng Yan insisted on her position, not wanting to be affected by these annoying things anymore.
Hearing that she was relieved, Wen Yuanchen's brows finally soothed, "Give me a little time, I'll deal with it." ”
Leng Yan didn't want to continue talking to him, and urged, "Yao Yunyi told me to rest early, otherwise it will not be good for the child, you go out first, I want to be quiet for a while." ”
She unceremoniously ordered the eviction.
Wen Yuanchen was worried about her and wanted to accompany her, but considering Leng Yan's attitude towards him now, he still left with acquaintance.
"I'm in the next room, something calls me." He instructed, took two steps and looked back at Leng Yan, his eyes full of reluctance.
After Wen Yuanchen left, Leng Yan lay on the bed, thinking about their conversation just now, her eyes suddenly moistened, and tears slipped down and dripped on the pillow.
She felt terrible. At this time, the mobile phone rang suddenly, she fumbled and took it, and saw that Lin Feng's name was displayed on the screen.
I haven't been in touch for too long, and Lin Feng's sudden phone call made Leng Yan a little curious, but she still answered it.
"Yeon-yeon, how are you doing?" Lin Feng's voice was full of surprise and concern.
For this kind of usual greeting, Leng Yan was tired of coping, but thinking that he was far away, Leng Yan still replied with two words very calmly, "It's good." ”
"Have you cried? Is it because of Auntie? Lu Xue told me that something happened to my aunt. Sorry, I just found out. Hearing Leng Yan's voice a little hoarse, Lin Feng felt inexplicably distressed.
When she mentioned her mother again, Leng Yan felt uncomfortable, but she still said politely, "It's okay, it's all over." I'm fine, you don't have to worry. ”
Although she behaved very indifferently, Lin Feng was still not at ease.
"In two days, I will return to China and see you then. Some things are hard to say on the phone, so let's meet and talk about it. Lin Feng told her about his plan to return to China, and he was both excited and worried.
Thinking that he would be able to see people who thought about him day and night when he went back, Lin Feng was very much looking forward to it.
Leng Yan had always known his thoughts, and had rejected them many times, but he seemed to have forgotten them every once in a while. This made Leng Yan very distressed.
"That ......" Leng Yan was entangled, thinking about what to say this time.
Her attitude made Lin Feng a little disappointed, "When I came here, I found that some people and some things can't be let go at all." Yeon-yeon, actually...... I miss you. ”
was confessed again, Leng Yan felt a headache.
Without waiting for Leng Yan to say anything, Lin Feng spoke again, "You don't have any pressure, I'm just expressing my feelings." ”
Leng Yan rubbed her temples, her heart was crossed, and she directly picked out her current situation.
"Brother Lin Feng, Wen Yuanchen and I are already together, and I am also pregnant with his child. I'm afraid it's not convenient to meet you again. Leng Yan didn't want to give Lin Feng any illusions anymore.
Hearing what she said, Lin Feng's heart was shocked. He didn't know how to answer for a while, and when the words came to his mouth, he had to swallow them back.
Without waiting for his answer, Leng Yan didn't want to say anything, just added, "I'm really good, you don't have to worry, take good care of yourself." ”
With that, she was ready to hang up the phone.
Suddenly, a thought flashed through Lin Feng's mind, and he blurted out excitedly, "Did he force you?" ”
Leng Yan shook her head, her tone was very light, "No, it has nothing to do with him, no one is persecuting me." ”
Lin Feng felt despair and could only sigh.
He knew that this time he had no chance at all, so he smiled self-deprecatingly and said seriously, "Yanyan, I will still treat you as a sister, you remember, as long as you live a happy life, it is the most important thing for me." ”
Lin Feng felt uncomfortable, but he could only bless with tears.
"Thank you!" Leng Yan felt that there was nothing more expressive of her feelings than these two words.