"Ke'er, don't cry! It's going to be very heartbreaking for you to be like this, I brought the food, I'll put it on the table for you, remember to eat it quickly, otherwise it will be cold for a while. This is made by Qi Jia's mother, you must like it! ”

Ke'er didn't speak, just stared blankly at her phone.

"Then I'll go first, and I'll take the children when I go back! Remember to call me if anything! ”

"Li Xiang, can Ke'er do it alone? Or I'll go and accompany her! ”

Qi Jia said to Li Xiang.

"Can't go! We still have a child at home, she is still in isolation, don't contact her casually, just call her more if it's okay! ”

"Ke'er is strange and pitiful, did Fang Zichun call her?"

"It doesn't seem to be, Wang Jing is here, he doesn't dare!"

"Hey! Is it being watched twenty-four hours a day? I'm a little unconvinced! ”

"Wang Jing, you don't know that person, this should be checking Zichun's mobile phone!"

"There's always a way to get in touch!"

Yes, Ke'er doesn't think so, there will always be a way to get in touch......

After Li Xiang left, Ke'er seemed to have figured out a lot, recalling the SARS epidemic in 2003, as long as anyone who came back from Guangdong, the school would be locked up in a building for isolation, and like she is now, since she has been to Wuhan, she should self-isolate. In fact, quarantine is nothing to her, the important thing is that the person who ignored him made her very worried. Perhaps for the sake of self-comfort, she can only silently say in her heart: self-isolation is responsible for everyone! She felt a little better, and finally finished the meal sent by Li Xiang in a big gulp......

In the evening, Ke'er saw the WeChat message from Fang Zichun's mother, and sent a lot of messages, the last one read:

"Ke'er, remember to reply to me when you see Auntie's WeChat, okay? Otherwise I'll worry about you. We are all at home and have not gone out, Shenzhen has a large foreign population, which is more dangerous, but this is good, the family has the opportunity to get along day and night, unlike before, Zichun often runs to the company when he comes back, and now he can finally stay at home with his family with peace of mind. Kerr, you guys too, right? The family is happy together, and I say hello to your parents on my behalf. Remember to message Auntie often, we miss you. ”

When Ke'er saw this, she was not only happy for Fang Zichun's mother, but also felt that Wang Jing and Fang Zichun's day and night relationship was undoubtedly a torment for her. She simply replied to WeChat:

"Auntie, I'm also at home, everything is fine! Happy New Year to all of you! ”

At this time, Lin Chen called:

"Ke'er, I heard Xia Mo say that you are back."

"Hmm!"

"Fourteen days is very fast, tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, I will send you something tomorrow morning and give it to Li Xiang." Xiaoya said that she would video with you tomorrow night to accompany you for the New Year. ”

"No need Lin Chen, I don't need anything. Thank you Xiaoya, you family have a good New Year, don't worry about me. ”

"Don't do that, Kerr. I'll pick you up in two weeks and take you home. ”

"Let's talk about it then, Lin Chen, I want to sleep, I haven't slept well for the first two days......"

"Okay, you rest first, I'll contact you tomorrow."

Hanging up the phone, Ke'er looked at the empty room, the faint light, and gradually, thought of many things in the past...... She stood up suddenly, and went to turn on the lights in every room, for she was afraid of the silence and darkness, and she wanted to make the night as bright as day. Looking at Li Xiang's locked door, the fear in her heart slowly appeared again...... And so, gradually, she fell asleep on the couch...... In the winter, she didn't turn on the air conditioner or cover the quilt, so she fell asleep until Li Xiang came to deliver breakfast the next day.

"Ke'er, what's wrong? Why are the lights all on? You fell asleep on the couch last night? ”

Saying that, he went to the bed and got a quilt and wrapped it in Kerr.

"It's okay not to do that? I feel distressed when you look like this, let alone Zichun! ”

Ke'er got up and lifted the quilt, went to get the water glass, and didn't say a word.

"I ask you! How did you make yourself like this? What should I do if I have a cold? ”

"No one will feel distressed if they have a cold! Why do you care so much? ”

Li Xiang was about to continue, but the phone rang:

"Li Xiang? I'm Lin Chen, tonight's Chinese New Year's Eve, I brought some things for Ke'er, can you come to the door to pick them up? The doorman said that now the community is closed management, not allowing outsiders to enter, you can't go out casually, and like our community, a family can only come out once every two days to buy food. ”

"Okay, I'll come down right away!"

When he arrived at the door, Lin Chen handed over a large bag of things to Li Xiang,

"I'm bothering you these days, Ke'er is most afraid of loneliness and the dark, so talk to her more when appropriate."

"She's afraid of the dark? No wonder she turned on all the lights last night, she was in a bad state and fell asleep on the couch last night. ”

"Yes, she has a psychological fear of black, so it's very worrying when she's alone. If I were Fang Zichun, I would definitely go out of my way to stay with her! Forget it, don't talk about it, I don't understand the two of them, I'm just very distressed...... That's the way it was, I went back, and I couldn't stay out for too long. ”

Li Xiang handed over the things to Ke'er and cleaned up Fang Zichun's house briefly.

"Ke'er, today on Chinese New Year's Eve, I'll send you more delicious food." You have a good rest first, I'm leaving! ”

"Wait a minute! Don't lock the door, you lock it and make me feel very uncomfortable, I won't run out, don't worry, I'll stay here for fourteen days! ”

"Okay, Ke'er, then you take care of yourself, I'll go back first!"

After Li Xiang left, Ke'er opened the things Lin Chen brought. There is useful food in it, and there is a greeting card, which was drawn by Lin Xiaoya herself, and there is a paragraph written on it:

"Aunt Kerr, I miss you, my father said that you came back from Wuhan and needed to rest for two weeks, and I can see you when you are rested. Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, after today is the new year, I want to draw a picture for you, the three people on the painting are Aunt Kerr, Dad and me, I hope we love each other like a family, my Aunt Koil is the most beautiful person in the world, we love you, I wish you a happy new year! ”

Ke'er was very moved, and she also missed Lin Xiaoya a little. As soon as he finished reading it, Lin Chen called:

"Kerr, did you get it?"

"Li Xiang handed it over to me, thank you for being so kind, how can I use so many things alone, thank you Xiaoya for me, I scored 100 points for her paintings."

"Take care of yourself!"

"I know!"

"I'd love to be with you, but I know the person you need isn't me. If you want to talk to someone, feel free to call me, I'm available 24 hours a day! ”

"Hmmm! Happy New Year to all of you! ”

Unknowingly, night was approaching, and Li Xiang sent another delicious Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, but Ke'er didn't seem to have much appetite. Perhaps Lan Keer never thought that there would be such a lonely Chinese New Year's Eve, she asked Xia Mo to send photos of the family reunion dinner, and then sent them to Rui Rui and his parents, so that they felt that they were very lively and happy.

After the video with his parents, Rui Rui, Luo Xiaoyao, Xia Mo, Lin Xiaoya, and Qi Jia, the pale Ke'er sat by the window, looking at the sky in the distance, and there were constantly words of blessing from friends on his mobile phone, but the only one who was absent was Fang Zichun, didn't he know how Ke'er missed him on such a night, but he didn't even have the simplest "Happy New Year". Ke'er didn't want to guess why, because Fang Zichun would definitely say: Because Wang Jing is here. Is this the reason? No! Definitely not! Keep saying how much you care about Kerr, but what about the facts? Isn't he worried about Kerr's safety?

Ke'er didn't cry, she didn't laugh, she stayed expressionless, maybe she couldn't cry at this moment, everything outside the window was quiet, so quiet that people doubted, is this Chinese New Year's Eve? There was no talking, no fireworks, and it was unusually quiet because it was a special Chinese New Year's Eve......

And others, at least, are accompanied by their families...... For Lan Keer, the only thing that can accompany her is music......

Only then did I know that it was all true, and love was real

Everyday language on a sunny day and rainy night

How I'd rather not understand your warm tolerance

Let love come, let love go, let your heart hurt

I wanted to cry but couldn't, and I waited until my thoughts were like the sea

Drowning me and love is no longer in your desperate departure

No tears flowed, I cried, love never came back

I will wait so long and be reluctant to come in the spring

Where do I exist outside of your love

I love when I love, I love wrong, I love for you, I wait for love

I want to cry and can't cry, should I wait......"

Listening to Zhang Huimei's "Can't Cry", Ke'er fell asleep on the sofa again...... maybe in her dream, she could meet Fang Zichun......

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