Chapter 5 Yi Yun's Bad Test

. "What? You want to come and learn the art of the country???

Looking at the little girl in front of her, although her body was very weak, but her expression was extremely firm, Yi Yun was a little confused. Looking at her delicate and shy appearance, it doesn't look like she can endure hardship, right?

"Yes, please Uncle Yi accept me, I will definitely study hard. The pressure on Xiao Rin in front of Yi Yun was not as great as when he was alone with Yi Yue, and the originally tense expression on his face also stretched a little. But it was a tightly clenched fist, but it showed the determination of the girl's heart.

"But... But...... Are you sure? It's not a whim?" Yi Yun still doesn't believe it, in today's society, some of China's ancient inheritances are becoming less and less marketable.

Especially in the eyes of those young people who have become impetuous because of the rapid economic development, such things as national art are simply fraud, or street tricks. So now there are fewer and fewer guys who can still make up their minds and work hard to practice martial arts.

Even the guys who occasionally find themselves here because of various relationships are mostly the kind of young people who have a successful career, erase their impetuousness and are not afraid of hard work, or guys who are not very healthy will come here to ask for a glimmer of hope.

For those people, there is no shortage of money or anything, only health will be the object of their pursuit. And even these are not everyone can persevere, according to the previous ratio, at most 50% of 100 people can persevere, and then only 10% of 100 people can meet their own requirements.

"Yes, I've thought about it very seriously. My health is not very good, and I used to think that this would be an obstacle, but Yi Yue just told me that the practice of national arts can change all this. This is true, since Xiao Rin knew about Yi Yue's family martial arts hall, he has always wanted to come and learn.

It's just that I was not familiar with Yi Yue at that time, and it was difficult to speak, and then although I was familiar with it, I didn't know how to speak, and of course I wouldn't let go of the opportunity this time.

As for the knowledge of school, not to mention that I have learned it, even if I can't, it is not a pity to abandon it!

Did it work?

In the last world, Xiao Rin had already seen through that this society was a big hourglass, eliminating those things or people that did not meet its standards, leaving only those who met the standards.

In the last world, although he did not graduate from a first-class university, the junior college that Xiao Rin studied was also among the best in the province, but when he really graduated from school and entered the society, he found that the society was far from the beauty he had envisioned. All kinds of human relations............

Study well, en~~~ This means that you can be admitted to a good school in the future. But then what? to live, to make money, to support a family, everything is so realistic, so straightforward in front of you.

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"Yi Yue, you go out first, let me talk to her. Looking at Xiao Rin's serious eyes, Yi Yun lowered his head and thought for a while, and then stood beside Xiao Rin all the time, and Yi Yue, who was rarely a little anxious on his face, said.

"But ............"

"Get out!"

"Yes~~~" dragged a long tail note to show his dissatisfaction, but Yi Yue still walked out in his father's appearance of being about to go berserk. Bring the door and let out a loud "bang".

These doors are all made of materials with good sound insulation, so even a guy like Yi Yue, whose hearing is outrageous, can't hear the slightest sound.

・・・・Yi Yun made a cold face and stared at Xiao Rin, who looked apprehensive, for a while.

"Tell me why you want to learn Guoshu. ”

"Because I want to be strong, I can say that I don't want my life to be mediocre like ordinary people, I want to experience a different life, and I've had enough of such a peaceful life. ”

"Day after day, year after year...... There really isn't a glimmer of hope. You know, I was a good kid from a young age, but when I went through everything I realized that it was useless. Xiao Rin's little face turned red, she didn't know what she was talking about...... It was as if a long-standing inner barrier had collapsed.

"I've found out that if I continue to do nothing, I'll only regret it for the rest of my life. That's why I chose Guoshu, because I think it should change the predetermined fate!" Saying this, Xiao Rin raised his little literary face, and looked at Yi Yun in front of him firmly.

"Change your fate?"

"The world is a great sea of suffering, even if I live happily, it is only temporary, and it can never erase my inner pursuit. Yes, if I hadn't found out, I would have had to go with the flow and be at peace with what happened -- but the opportunity was right in front of me, and if I hadn't fought for it, I'd regret it for the rest of my life!"

"In this way~~~~ I don't express my opinion on your thoughts, but I have to regret telling you that I won't accept you!" Listening to Xiao Rin's words, Yi Yun showed a slight sneer on his face.

"Why? Am there any questions I answered? Is it wrong to want to escape from the shackles of fate?" Xiao Rin roared loudly as the expectation in his heart was shattered. At this time, she seemed to be enchanted, and her mental fluctuations were extremely violent. The whole person was short of breath, like a drowning person, seeing that the last straw would sink with him.

"I will not comment on whether your thinking is wrong or not, but your will is really not firm enough, your spirit is not strong enough! You do not have a clear goal! You keep saying that you want to break free from fate, but you know what fate is...... This is a big taboo!" Yi Yun scolded loudly, not showing mercy at all because she was a girl.

"Whew...... Huh...... Hu ............ "Realizing that his mental state was abnormal, Xiao Rin took a few long deep breaths, and used that deep oxygen exchange exercise to relieve his mental pressure.

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"I'm sorry, Uncle Yi. It seems that the pressure that has accumulated in my heart recently is too great, which is why I am out of shape like this. ”

After calming down, Xiao Rin looked directly at Yi Yun's unpredictable eyes. He asked categorically, "Uncle Yi, can you tell me how you will accept me?"

"Yes, unless you die once!" Yi Yun said with a shocking expression.

"Die... Die once...... You want me to die before you agree?"

"Yes, as long as you die, I will agree. ”

"So?" Xiao Rin was stunned for a moment after asking, and then "Okay, you can kill me." ”

"No regrets?"

"No regrets!"

Yi Yun didn't talk nonsense, raised his hand and wanted to pat Xiao Rin's shoulder. The palm of the hand was very slow, but in Xiao Rin's eyes, it was like the sky was about to collapse, filled with the feeling of death, the air became viscous, and steady breathing suddenly became difficult.

The shoulder touched the palm of her hand, and a huge force that was overwhelming suddenly hit her whole body. Xiao Rin only felt that it was pitch black in front of him, and his eyes became dim...... Can't hear, can't see, can't control the body, can't smell anything in the nasal cavity,

The human body has six senses, eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, and consciousness, but at this time, Xiao Rin's five senses gradually receded............ The eyes can't see, the ears can't hear, the nose can't smell, the tongue can't taste, and the body has lost contact.

At this time, only consciousness is clear, very clear, unprecedentedly clear.

No heaven and no earth, no time, no space, absolute silence, absolute tranquility............??? what's wrong with you?

Oh~~~~ I see!

Why is this so, and why is this request granted?

Is this what it feels like to die? I thought he was just trying his guts, ridiculous, ridiculous............ Darkness, obscurity, emptiness, emptiness...... Nothing............

No, I have already passed a lifetime, and this life can be regarded as a new gift. In the previous life, I was so ordinary, if I said that the world was a boundless sea of suffering, I should be the one who indulged in the deepest part!

Unwilling to sink, but he has never had the determination to leave.

Because of what---scared!

Fear of being at a loss after losing everything familiar.

Hehe~~~~ The extremely clear consciousness makes all the cause and effect of everything clear, it turns out that it is just fear, although everything in this world seems to be accepted, but deep down I still feel that I don't belong to myself, so in this extremely strange situation, it doesn't matter if I am afraid of losing the familiar environment.

Breaking away from the ordinary is just an excuse, just an excuse.

But............

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"How?"

I don't know how long it took, but all the six senses were restored, and I was still standing in place, not moving at all. The body was relaxed, there was no pain, and the heart that had been turbulent because of the loss of peace was completely restored.

"You are so ruthless, no wonder Yi Yue doesn't like you, you are purely self-inflicted. ”

"You don't have to worry about that, I'm the personality! If you don't like it, you can always leave home......... Well, you answer me first, do you still want to learn?"

"I still want to learn. Because now I am no longer afraid, human fear comes from the unknown, but when everything is known, there is nothing to consider. At this time, Xiao Rin was very free and easy to smile, it was a smile that belonged to the young man in his previous life, very sunny but full of a kind of clarity from the depths of his heart, just like the clear blue sky with the distance.

"Although......... No matter what I'm learning for, but you've promised me that dying once, it's not a one-time death, but it's better than dying once. The girl at this time gives people the feeling of harmony and contradiction, but in the end it returns to harmony.

"Hmm~~~ I thought that a sense of darkness and silence would make you understand that your impulsive choice is really not advisable? Since you still want to learn ............" Reaching out and touching her chin a little unpleasantly, Yi Yun was a little incredulous, in her eyes, Xiao Rin's desire to learn national art may be just curiosity.

For the sake of her own ears, Yi Yun wanted to scare her and let her give up by herself, so that she could save her daughter and wife from annoying herself later--(Don't doubt it, this product can be this kind of heartless, reckless man who destroys delicate flowers!! even his own daughter has grown up under his hard training. )

But now............

"Okay, take you. Looking at the girl smiling freely in front of her, Yi Yun still didn't embarrass her after all.

Maybe...... That's not bad, in that kind of environment where only consciousness is awake and the surroundings are infinitely dark and obscure, instead of panic and roaring, but to settle down and think, and after thinking, I am even more firm in my original desire and do not waver.

This little girl may persevere!

"That's it. ”

"Well, come here tomorrow morning at five o'clock. ”

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At night, Xiao Rin, who was lying on the bed, tossed and turned, couldn't sleep.

Out of the ordinary, I really have to give up the existing ordinary and greasy days, it's like a dream, how could I be so impulsive at that time, this can be very inconsistent with my usual image!

Turning over, Xiao Rin pulled the cup and buried his little head in the sheet. In the darkness, she slightly closed her eyes with a hint of stars in the dark night, and the beautiful arc of the corners of her mouth showed the expectation of her master's heart.

Forget it......... You have to do the best you can do what you decide, no matter how bad or sad the result is, it's your choice. Don't regret your choices, don't be sad about your decisions!

Because in that kind of environment at that time, no matter how many times I came again, I would stick to that choice, and what I chose was already the final decision at that time, even if it wasn't ......... At least, that's my decision!

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